The Matter of Me

I was made out of others flaws
Through another’s love I briefly achieved greatness					(week 2)
I have since regressed to the others’ level						(week 9)
I am like a plane without a pilot
A soldier without a command
I know not what my path is from here, the only hope is that it is blessed		(week 3)

Is redemption possible if one does not believe themselves worthy of it?
I know not whether my sins are conquerable 					(week 9)
Could my judgement be clouded by childlike hubris or something more sinister?
Are my burdens a creation of my own design?					(week 7)
I cannot fathom my own innocence
What am I to become?

Can I enjoy the splendor God has gifted me?					(week 3)
I wonder if my desires are my own
Can I defend others if I cannot protect myself?					(week 5)


I did not anticipate this taking the direction it did but this is what flowed from my fingertips. I think at the end of the day what Moreau taught me was that I have some serious questions that I need to answer urgently, and their answers may ultimately change my path dramatically. I need to be okay with this though because it is what God intends for me.