id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
afe-3283	1	1	concerning	concern	VERB
afe-3283	1	2	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	1	3	:	:	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	4	one	one	NUM
afe-3283	1	5	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	1	6	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	1	7	a	a	DET
afe-3283	1	8	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	1	9	volume	volume	NOUN
afe-3283	1	10	2	2	NUM
afe-3283	1	11	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	12	issue	issue	VERB
afe-3283	1	13	1	1	NUM
afe-3283	1	14	2018	2018	NUM
afe-3283	1	15	allies	ally	NOUN
afe-3283	1	16	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	1	17	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	1	18	2018	2018	NUM
afe-3283	1	19	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	20	1	1	NUM
afe-3283	1	21	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	22	2	2	NUM
afe-3283	1	23	https://journals.library.csuci.edu/ojs/index.php/afe	https://journals.library.csuci.edu/ojs/index.php/afe	NOUN
afe-3283	1	24	concerning	concern	VERB
afe-3283	1	25	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	1	26	:	:	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	27	one	one	NUM
afe-3283	1	28	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	1	29	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	1	30	a	a	DET
afe-3283	1	31	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	1	32	jesse	jesse	PROPN
afe-3283	1	33	paredes	parede	VERB
afe-3283	1	34	student	student	NOUN
afe-3283	1	35	records	record	NOUN
afe-3283	1	36	system	system	NOUN
afe-3283	1	37	analyst	analyst	NOUN
afe-3283	1	38	graduate	graduate	NOUN
afe-3283	1	39	student	student	NOUN
afe-3283	1	40	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	1	41	educational	educational	ADJ
afe-3283	1	42	leadership	leadership	NOUN
afe-3283	1	43	csu	csu	NOUN
afe-3283	1	44	channel	channel	NOUN
afe-3283	1	45	islands	island	NOUN
afe-3283	1	46	there	there	PRON
afe-3283	1	47	are	be	VERB
afe-3283	1	48	things	thing	NOUN
afe-3283	1	49	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	1	50	may	may	AUX
afe-3283	1	51	not	not	PART
afe-3283	1	52	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	1	53	told	tell	VERB
afe-3283	1	54	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	1	55	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	1	56	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	2	1	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	2	2	example	example	NOUN
afe-3283	2	3	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	2	4	no	no	DET
afe-3283	2	5	one	one	NOUN
afe-3283	2	6	tells	tell	VERB
afe-3283	2	7	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	2	8	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	2	9	if	if	SCONJ
afe-3283	2	10	the	the	DET
afe-3283	2	11	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	2	12	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	2	13	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	2	14	leaves	leave	VERB
afe-3283	2	15	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	2	16	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	2	17	assume	assume	VERB
afe-3283	2	18	the	the	DET
afe-3283	2	19	roles	role	NOUN
afe-3283	2	20	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	2	21	both	both	DET
afe-3283	2	22	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	2	23	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	2	24	father	father	NOUN
afe-3283	2	25	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	3	1	when	when	SCONJ
afe-3283	3	2	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	3	3	ex	ex	NOUN
afe-3283	3	4	-	-	NOUN
afe-3283	3	5	spouse	spouse	NOUN
afe-3283	3	6	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	3	7	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	3	8	decided	decide	VERB
afe-3283	3	9	our	our	PRON
afe-3283	3	10	relationship	relationship	NOUN
afe-3283	3	11	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	3	12	not	not	PART
afe-3283	3	13	going	go	VERB
afe-3283	3	14	to	to	PART
afe-3283	3	15	work	work	VERB
afe-3283	3	16	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	3	17	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	3	18	remained	remain	VERB
afe-3283	3	19	committed	committed	ADJ
afe-3283	3	20	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	3	21	ensuring	ensure	VERB
afe-3283	3	22	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	3	23	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	3	24	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	3	25	see	see	VERB
afe-3283	3	26	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	3	27	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	3	28	every	every	DET
afe-3283	3	29	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	3	30	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	4	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	4	2	refused	refuse	VERB
afe-3283	4	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	4	4	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	4	5	absent	absent	ADJ
afe-3283	4	6	from	from	ADP
afe-3283	4	7	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	4	8	lives	life	NOUN
afe-3283	4	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	5	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	5	2	wanted	want	VERB
afe-3283	5	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	5	4	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	5	5	there	there	ADV
afe-3283	5	6	to	to	PART
afe-3283	5	7	kiss	kiss	VERB
afe-3283	5	8	them	they	PRON
afe-3283	5	9	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	5	10	to	to	PART
afe-3283	5	11	wish	wish	VERB
afe-3283	5	12	them	they	PRON
afe-3283	5	13	well	well	ADV
afe-3283	5	14	into	into	ADP
afe-3283	5	15	dreamland	dreamland	NOUN
afe-3283	5	16	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	5	17	to	to	PART
afe-3283	5	18	spend	spend	VERB
afe-3283	5	19	mornings	morning	NOUN
afe-3283	5	20	together	together	ADV
afe-3283	5	21	before	before	ADP
afe-3283	5	22	rushing	rush	VERB
afe-3283	5	23	off	off	ADP
afe-3283	5	24	to	to	PART
afe-3283	5	25	start	start	VERB
afe-3283	5	26	our	our	PRON
afe-3283	5	27	respective	respective	ADJ
afe-3283	5	28	days	day	NOUN
afe-3283	5	29	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	6	1	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	6	2	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	6	3	case	case	NOUN
afe-3283	6	4	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	6	5	becoming	become	VERB
afe-3283	6	6	the	the	DET
afe-3283	6	7	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	6	8	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	6	9	full	full	ADJ
afe-3283	6	10	custody	custody	NOUN
afe-3283	6	11	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	6	12	the	the	DET
afe-3283	6	13	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	6	14	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	6	15	relatively	relatively	ADV
afe-3283	6	16	easy	easy	ADJ
afe-3283	6	17	since	since	SCONJ
afe-3283	6	18	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	6	19	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	6	20	agreed	agree	VERB
afe-3283	6	21	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	6	22	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	6	23	wishes	wish	NOUN
afe-3283	6	24	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	7	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	7	2	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	7	3	saddened	sadden	VERB
afe-3283	7	4	by	by	ADP
afe-3283	7	5	this	this	DET
afe-3283	7	6	turn	turn	NOUN
afe-3283	7	7	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	7	8	events	event	NOUN
afe-3283	7	9	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	7	10	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	7	11	also	also	ADV
afe-3283	7	12	greatly	greatly	ADV
afe-3283	7	13	relieved	relieve	VERB
afe-3283	7	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	8	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	8	2	knew	know	VERB
afe-3283	8	3	immediately	immediately	ADV
afe-3283	8	4	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	8	5	needed	need	VERB
afe-3283	8	6	to	to	PART
afe-3283	8	7	find	find	VERB
afe-3283	8	8	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	8	9	center	center	NOUN
afe-3283	8	10	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	8	11	to	to	PART
afe-3283	8	12	become	become	VERB
afe-3283	8	13	the	the	DET
afe-3283	8	14	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	8	15	who	who	PRON
afe-3283	8	16	had	have	AUX
afe-3283	8	17	raised	raise	VERB
afe-3283	8	18	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	8	19	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	8	20	the	the	DET
afe-3283	8	21	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	8	22	who	who	PRON
afe-3283	8	23	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	8	24	give	give	VERB
afe-3283	8	25	everything	everything	PRON
afe-3283	8	26	to	to	PART
afe-3283	8	27	ensure	ensure	VERB
afe-3283	8	28	the	the	DET
afe-3283	8	29	well	well	ADV
afe-3283	8	30	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	8	31	being	being	NOUN
afe-3283	8	32	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	8	33	his	his	PRON
afe-3283	8	34	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	8	35	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	9	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	9	2	returned	return	VERB
afe-3283	9	3	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	9	4	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	9	5	parents	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	9	6	’	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	9	7	home	home	NOUN
afe-3283	9	8	where	where	SCONJ
afe-3283	9	9	they	they	PRON
afe-3283	9	10	welcomed	welcome	VERB
afe-3283	9	11	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	9	12	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	9	13	open	open	ADJ
afe-3283	9	14	arms	arm	NOUN
afe-3283	9	15	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	10	1	there	there	ADV
afe-3283	10	2	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	10	3	felt	feel	VERB
afe-3283	10	4	safe	safe	ADJ
afe-3283	10	5	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	11	1	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	11	2	see	see	VERB
afe-3283	11	3	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	11	4	when	when	SCONJ
afe-3283	11	5	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	11	6	go	go	VERB
afe-3283	11	7	through	through	ADP
afe-3283	11	8	something	something	PRON
afe-3283	11	9	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	11	10	heartbreaking	heartbreaking	ADJ
afe-3283	11	11	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	11	12	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	11	13	gut	gut	NOUN
afe-3283	11	14	wrenching	wrenching	NOUN
afe-3283	11	15	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	11	16	the	the	DET
afe-3283	11	17	loss	loss	NOUN
afe-3283	11	18	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	11	19	your	your	PRON
afe-3283	11	20	first	first	ADJ
afe-3283	11	21	love	love	NOUN
afe-3283	11	22	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	11	23	while	while	SCONJ
afe-3283	11	24	having	have	VERB
afe-3283	11	25	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	11	26	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	11	27	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	11	28	do	do	AUX
afe-3283	11	29	not	not	PART
afe-3283	11	30	have	have	VERB
afe-3283	11	31	the	the	DET
afe-3283	11	32	option	option	NOUN
afe-3283	11	33	to	to	PART
afe-3283	11	34	wallow	wallow	VERB
afe-3283	11	35	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	12	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	12	2	will	will	AUX
afe-3283	12	3	not	not	PART
afe-3283	12	4	deny	deny	VERB
afe-3283	12	5	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	12	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	12	7	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	12	8	had	have	VERB
afe-3283	12	9	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	12	10	messy	messy	ADJ
afe-3283	12	11	moments	moment	NOUN
afe-3283	12	12	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	13	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	13	2	found	find	VERB
afe-3283	13	3	strength	strength	NOUN
afe-3283	13	4	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	13	5	them	they	PRON
afe-3283	13	6	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	13	7	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	13	8	only	only	ADV
afe-3283	13	9	made	make	VERB
afe-3283	13	10	the	the	DET
afe-3283	13	11	journey	journey	NOUN
afe-3283	13	12	sweeter	sweet	ADJ
afe-3283	13	13	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	1	during	during	ADP
afe-3283	14	2	this	this	DET
afe-3283	14	3	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	14	4	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	5	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	14	6	found	find	VERB
afe-3283	14	7	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	14	8	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	14	9	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	14	10	okay	okay	ADJ
afe-3283	14	11	for	for	SCONJ
afe-3283	14	12	the	the	DET
afe-3283	14	13	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	14	14	to	to	PART
afe-3283	14	15	slip	slip	VERB
afe-3283	14	16	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	17	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	14	18	times	time	NOUN
afe-3283	14	19	calling	call	VERB
afe-3283	14	20	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	14	21	‘	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	22	mom	mom	NOUN
afe-3283	14	23	’	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	24	instead	instead	ADV
afe-3283	14	25	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	14	26	‘	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	27	dad	dad	NOUN
afe-3283	14	28	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	14	29	’	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	15	1	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	15	2	a	a	DET
afe-3283	15	3	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	15	4	there	there	ADV
afe-3283	15	5	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	15	6	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	15	7	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	15	8	mom	mom	NOUN
afe-3283	15	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	16	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	16	2	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	16	3	willing	willing	ADJ
afe-3283	16	4	to	to	PART
afe-3283	16	5	do	do	VERB
afe-3283	16	6	anything	anything	PRON
afe-3283	16	7	to	to	PART
afe-3283	16	8	protect	protect	VERB
afe-3283	16	9	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	16	10	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	16	11	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	16	12	to	to	PART
afe-3283	16	13	treat	treat	VERB
afe-3283	16	14	them	they	PRON
afe-3283	16	15	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	16	16	the	the	DET
afe-3283	16	17	tenderness	tenderness	NOUN
afe-3283	16	18	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	16	19	every	every	DET
afe-3283	16	20	child	child	NOUN
afe-3283	16	21	deserves	deserve	VERB
afe-3283	16	22	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	17	1	becoming	become	VERB
afe-3283	17	2	a	a	DET
afe-3283	17	3	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	17	4	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	17	5	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	17	6	a	a	DET
afe-3283	17	7	transformative	transformative	ADJ
afe-3283	17	8	experience	experience	NOUN
afe-3283	17	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	18	1	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	18	2	the	the	DET
afe-3283	18	3	same	same	ADJ
afe-3283	18	4	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	18	5	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	18	6	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	18	7	almost	almost	ADV
afe-3283	18	8	as	as	SCONJ
afe-3283	18	9	though	though	SCONJ
afe-3283	18	10	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	18	11	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	18	12	finding	find	VERB
afe-3283	18	13	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	18	14	way	way	NOUN
afe-3283	18	15	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	18	16	becoming	become	VERB
afe-3283	18	17	a	a	DET
afe-3283	18	18	super	super	ADJ
afe-3283	18	19	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	18	20	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	19	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	19	2	say	say	VERB
afe-3283	19	3	this	this	PRON
afe-3283	19	4	not	not	PART
afe-3283	19	5	to	to	PART
afe-3283	19	6	boast	boast	VERB
afe-3283	19	7	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	19	8	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	19	9	to	to	PART
afe-3283	19	10	express	express	VERB
afe-3283	19	11	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	19	12	heightened	heightened	ADJ
afe-3283	19	13	awareness	awareness	NOUN
afe-3283	19	14	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	19	15	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	19	16	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	19	17	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	19	18	needs	need	NOUN
afe-3283	19	19	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	19	20	especially	especially	ADV
afe-3283	19	21	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	19	22	this	this	DET
afe-3283	19	23	difficult	difficult	ADJ
afe-3283	19	24	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	19	25	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	20	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	20	2	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	20	3	made	make	VERB
afe-3283	20	4	every	every	DET
afe-3283	20	5	effort	effort	NOUN
afe-3283	20	6	to	to	PART
afe-3283	20	7	raise	raise	VERB
afe-3283	20	8	three	three	NUM
afe-3283	20	9	well	well	ADV
afe-3283	20	10	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	20	11	adjusted	adjust	VERB
afe-3283	20	12	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	20	13	well	well	ADV
afe-3283	20	14	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	20	15	mannered	mannered	ADJ
afe-3283	20	16	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	20	17	social	social	ADJ
afe-3283	20	18	justice	justice	NOUN
afe-3283	20	19	warriors	warrior	NOUN
afe-3283	20	20	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	21	1	the	the	DET
afe-3283	21	2	adjustment	adjustment	NOUN
afe-3283	21	3	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	21	4	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	21	5	parenthood	parenthood	NOUN
afe-3283	21	6	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	21	7	very	very	ADV
afe-3283	21	8	lonely	lonely	ADJ
afe-3283	21	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	22	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	22	2	had	have	VERB
afe-3283	22	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	22	4	find	find	VERB
afe-3283	22	5	myself	myself	PRON
afe-3283	22	6	again	again	ADV
afe-3283	22	7	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	22	8	both	both	CCONJ
afe-3283	22	9	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	22	10	a	a	DET
afe-3283	22	11	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	22	12	person	person	NOUN
afe-3283	22	13	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	22	14	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	22	15	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	22	16	a	a	DET
afe-3283	22	17	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	22	18	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	22	19	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	23	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	23	2	never	never	ADV
afe-3283	23	3	thought	think	VERB
afe-3283	23	4	this	this	PRON
afe-3283	23	5	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	23	6	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	23	7	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	23	8	life	life	NOUN
afe-3283	23	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	24	1	though	though	ADV
afe-3283	24	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	24	3	from	from	ADP
afe-3283	24	4	the	the	DET
afe-3283	24	5	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	24	6	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	24	7	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	24	8	young	young	ADJ
afe-3283	24	9	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	24	10	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	24	11	knew	know	VERB
afe-3283	24	12	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	24	13	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	24	14	different	different	ADJ
afe-3283	24	15	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	25	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	25	2	knew	know	VERB
afe-3283	25	3	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	25	4	wanted	want	VERB
afe-3283	25	5	to	to	PART
afe-3283	25	6	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	25	7	a	a	DET
afe-3283	25	8	hands	hand	NOUN
afe-3283	25	9	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	25	10	on	on	ADP
afe-3283	25	11	father	father	NOUN
afe-3283	25	12	—	—	PUNCT
afe-3283	25	13	whatever	whatever	PRON
afe-3283	25	14	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	25	15	might	might	AUX
afe-3283	25	16	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	25	17	meant	mean	VERB
afe-3283	25	18	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	25	19	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	25	20	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	25	21	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	25	22	adolescence	adolescence	NOUN
afe-3283	25	23	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	26	1	do	do	AUX
afe-3283	26	2	not	not	PART
afe-3283	26	3	get	get	VERB
afe-3283	26	4	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	26	5	wrong	wrong	ADJ
afe-3283	26	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	26	7	the	the	DET
afe-3283	26	8	male	male	ADJ
afe-3283	26	9	figures	figure	NOUN
afe-3283	26	10	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	26	11	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	26	12	life	life	NOUN
afe-3283	26	13	were	be	AUX
afe-3283	26	14	beyond	beyond	ADP
afe-3283	26	15	amazing	amazing	ADJ
afe-3283	26	16	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	27	1	however	however	ADV
afe-3283	27	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	27	3	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	27	4	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	27	5	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	27	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	27	7	child	child	NOUN
afe-3283	27	8	rearing	rearing	NOUN
afe-3283	27	9	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	27	10	typically	typically	ADV
afe-3283	27	11	left	leave	VERB
afe-3283	27	12	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	27	13	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	27	14	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	27	15	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	27	16	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	27	17	abuelita	abuelita	NOUN
afe-3283	27	18	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	27	19	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	27	20	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	27	21	tias	tias	NOUN
afe-3283	27	22	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	28	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	28	2	always	always	ADV
afe-3283	28	3	knew	know	VERB
afe-3283	28	4	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	28	5	wanted	want	VERB
afe-3283	28	6	to	to	PART
afe-3283	28	7	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	28	8	an	an	DET
afe-3283	28	9	active	active	ADJ
afe-3283	28	10	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	28	11	engaged	engaged	ADJ
afe-3283	28	12	parent	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	28	13	;	;	PUNCT
afe-3283	28	14	what	what	PRON
afe-3283	28	15	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	28	16	did	do	AUX
afe-3283	28	17	not	not	PART
afe-3283	28	18	realize	realize	VERB
afe-3283	28	19	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	28	20	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	28	21	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	28	22	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	28	23	raise	raise	VERB
afe-3283	28	24	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	28	25	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	28	26	without	without	ADP
afe-3283	28	27	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	28	28	concerning	concern	VERB
afe-3283	28	29	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	28	30	:	:	PUNCT
afe-3283	28	31	one	one	NUM
afe-3283	28	32	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	28	33	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	28	34	a	a	DET
afe-3283	28	35	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	28	36	jesse	jesse	PROPN
afe-3283	28	37	paredes	parede	VERB
afe-3283	28	38	allies	ally	NOUN
afe-3283	28	39	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	28	40	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	28	41	2018	2018	NUM
afe-3283	28	42	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	28	43	2	2	NUM
afe-3283	28	44	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	28	45	1	1	NUM
afe-3283	28	46	https://journals.library.csuci.edu/ojs/index.php/afe	https://journals.library.csuci.edu/ojs/index.php/afe	NOUN
afe-3283	28	47	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	28	48	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	29	1	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	29	2	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	29	3	situation	situation	NOUN
afe-3283	29	4	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	29	5	traditional	traditional	ADJ
afe-3283	29	6	social	social	ADJ
afe-3283	29	7	expectations	expectation	NOUN
afe-3283	29	8	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	29	9	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	29	10	were	be	AUX
afe-3283	29	11	not	not	PART
afe-3283	29	12	going	go	VERB
afe-3283	29	13	to	to	PART
afe-3283	29	14	work	work	VERB
afe-3283	29	15	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	29	16	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	29	17	new	new	ADJ
afe-3283	29	18	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	29	19	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	30	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	30	2	had	have	VERB
afe-3283	30	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	30	4	adjust	adjust	VERB
afe-3283	30	5	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	30	6	expectations	expectation	NOUN
afe-3283	30	7	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	31	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	31	2	had	have	VERB
afe-3283	31	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	31	4	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	31	5	more	more	ADJ
afe-3283	31	6	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	32	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	32	2	had	have	VERB
afe-3283	32	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	32	4	accept	accept	VERB
afe-3283	32	5	the	the	DET
afe-3283	32	6	role	role	NOUN
afe-3283	32	7	bestowed	bestow	VERB
afe-3283	32	8	upon	upon	SCONJ
afe-3283	32	9	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	32	10	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	32	11	merge	merge	VERB
afe-3283	32	12	this	this	DET
afe-3283	32	13	new	new	ADJ
afe-3283	32	14	identity	identity	NOUN
afe-3283	32	15	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	32	16	everything	everything	PRON
afe-3283	32	17	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	32	18	knew	know	VERB
afe-3283	32	19	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	32	20	become	become	VERB
afe-3283	32	21	flexible	flexible	ADJ
afe-3283	32	22	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	32	23	ready	ready	ADJ
afe-3283	32	24	to	to	PART
afe-3283	32	25	change	change	VERB
afe-3283	32	26	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	32	27	a	a	DET
afe-3283	32	28	moment	moment	NOUN
afe-3283	32	29	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	32	30	notice	notice	NOUN
afe-3283	32	31	to	to	PART
afe-3283	32	32	meet	meet	VERB
afe-3283	32	33	the	the	DET
afe-3283	32	34	needs	need	NOUN
afe-3283	32	35	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	32	36	all	all	PRON
afe-3283	32	37	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	33	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	33	2	may	may	AUX
afe-3283	33	3	not	not	PART
afe-3283	33	4	have	have	VERB
afe-3283	33	5	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	33	6	all	all	PRON
afe-3283	33	7	together	together	ADV
afe-3283	33	8	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	33	9	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	33	10	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	33	11	manage	manage	VERB
afe-3283	33	12	to	to	PART
afe-3283	33	13	keep	keep	VERB
afe-3283	33	14	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	33	15	all	all	PRON
afe-3283	33	16	together	together	ADV
afe-3283	33	17	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	34	1	having	have	VERB
afe-3283	34	2	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	34	3	first	first	ADJ
afe-3283	34	4	child	child	NOUN
afe-3283	34	5	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	34	6	the	the	DET
afe-3283	34	7	age	age	NOUN
afe-3283	34	8	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	34	9	twenty	twenty	NUM
afe-3283	34	10	showed	show	VERB
afe-3283	34	11	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	34	12	the	the	DET
afe-3283	34	13	importance	importance	NOUN
afe-3283	34	14	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	34	15	timeliness	timeliness	NOUN
afe-3283	34	16	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	34	17	reinforced	reinforce	VERB
afe-3283	34	18	the	the	DET
afe-3283	34	19	value	value	NOUN
afe-3283	34	20	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	34	21	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	34	22	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	34	23	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	35	1	prior	prior	ADV
afe-3283	35	2	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	35	3	her	her	PRON
afe-3283	35	4	birth	birth	NOUN
afe-3283	35	5	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	35	6	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	35	7	viewed	view	VERB
afe-3283	35	8	school	school	NOUN
afe-3283	35	9	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	35	10	a	a	DET
afe-3283	35	11	means	means	NOUN
afe-3283	35	12	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	35	13	completing	complete	VERB
afe-3283	35	14	a	a	DET
afe-3283	35	15	path	path	NOUN
afe-3283	35	16	preestablished	preestablishe	VERB
afe-3283	35	17	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	35	18	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	35	19	by	by	ADP
afe-3283	35	20	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	35	21	parents	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	35	22	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	36	1	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	36	2	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	36	3	a	a	DET
afe-3283	36	4	goal	goal	NOUN
afe-3283	36	5	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	36	6	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	36	7	cemented	cement	VERB
afe-3283	36	8	early	early	ADV
afe-3283	36	9	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	36	10	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	36	11	childhood	childhood	NOUN
afe-3283	36	12	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	37	1	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	37	2	could	could	AUX
afe-3283	37	3	say	say	VERB
afe-3283	37	4	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	37	5	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	37	6	probably	probably	ADV
afe-3283	37	7	did	do	AUX
afe-3283	37	8	not	not	PART
afe-3283	37	9	take	take	VERB
afe-3283	37	10	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	37	11	undergraduate	undergraduate	NOUN
afe-3283	37	12	years	year	NOUN
afe-3283	37	13	too	too	ADV
afe-3283	37	14	seriously	seriously	ADV
afe-3283	37	15	before	before	ADP
afe-3283	37	16	her	her	PRON
afe-3283	37	17	birth	birth	NOUN
afe-3283	37	18	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	38	1	however	however	ADV
afe-3283	38	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	38	3	after	after	ADP
afe-3283	38	4	the	the	DET
afe-3283	38	5	birth	birth	NOUN
afe-3283	38	6	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	38	7	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	38	8	daughter	daughter	NOUN
afe-3283	38	9	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	38	10	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	38	11	understood	understand	VERB
afe-3283	38	12	that	that	SCONJ
afe-3283	38	13	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	38	14	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	38	15	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	38	16	serve	serve	VERB
afe-3283	38	17	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	38	18	an	an	DET
afe-3283	38	19	important	important	ADJ
afe-3283	38	20	means	mean	NOUN
afe-3283	38	21	to	to	PART
afe-3283	38	22	build	build	VERB
afe-3283	38	23	a	a	DET
afe-3283	38	24	better	well	ADJ
afe-3283	38	25	life	life	NOUN
afe-3283	38	26	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	38	27	myself	myself	PRON
afe-3283	38	28	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	38	29	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	38	30	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	38	31	just	just	ADV
afe-3283	38	32	as	as	SCONJ
afe-3283	38	33	previous	previous	ADJ
afe-3283	38	34	generations	generation	NOUN
afe-3283	38	35	before	before	ADP
afe-3283	38	36	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	38	37	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	38	38	invested	invest	VERB
afe-3283	38	39	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	38	40	blood	blood	NOUN
afe-3283	38	41	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	38	42	sweat	sweat	NOUN
afe-3283	38	43	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	38	44	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	38	45	tears	tear	NOUN
afe-3283	38	46	into	into	ADP
afe-3283	38	47	raising	raise	VERB
afe-3283	38	48	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	38	49	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	39	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	39	3	technically	technically	ADV
afe-3283	39	4	a	a	DET
afe-3283	39	5	first	first	ADJ
afe-3283	39	6	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	7	generation	generation	NOUN
afe-3283	39	8	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	9	mexican	mexican	ADJ
afe-3283	39	10	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	11	american	american	PROPN
afe-3283	39	12	living	live	VERB
afe-3283	39	13	the	the	DET
afe-3283	39	14	american	american	ADJ
afe-3283	39	15	dream	dream	NOUN
afe-3283	39	16	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	39	17	higher	high	ADJ
afe-3283	39	18	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	39	19	—	—	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	20	although	although	SCONJ
afe-3283	39	21	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	39	22	father	father	NOUN
afe-3283	39	23	had	have	AUX
afe-3283	39	24	already	already	ADV
afe-3283	39	25	received	receive	VERB
afe-3283	39	26	his	his	PRON
afe-3283	39	27	bachelor	bachelor	NOUN
afe-3283	39	28	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	39	29	degree	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	39	30	prior	prior	ADV
afe-3283	39	31	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	39	32	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	39	33	arrival	arrival	NOUN
afe-3283	39	34	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	39	35	the	the	DET
afe-3283	39	36	world	world	NOUN
afe-3283	39	37	—	—	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	38	making	make	VERB
afe-3283	39	39	the	the	DET
afe-3283	39	40	dream	dream	NOUN
afe-3283	39	41	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	42	not	not	PART
afe-3283	39	43	so	so	ADV
afe-3283	39	44	much	much	ADJ
afe-3283	39	45	a	a	DET
afe-3283	39	46	dream	dream	NOUN
afe-3283	39	47	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	39	48	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	39	49	a	a	DET
afe-3283	39	50	simple	simple	ADJ
afe-3283	39	51	reality	reality	NOUN
afe-3283	39	52	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	40	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	40	2	earned	earn	VERB
afe-3283	40	3	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	40	4	bachelor	bachelor	NOUN
afe-3283	40	5	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	40	6	degree	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	40	7	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	40	8	way	way	NOUN
afe-3283	40	9	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	41	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	41	2	did	do	VERB
afe-3283	41	3	many	many	ADJ
afe-3283	41	4	things	thing	NOUN
afe-3283	41	5	backwards	backwards	ADV
afe-3283	41	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	41	7	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	41	8	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	41	9	succeeded	succeed	VERB
afe-3283	41	10	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	42	1	as	as	SCONJ
afe-3283	42	2	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	42	3	pursue	pursue	VERB
afe-3283	42	4	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	42	5	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	42	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	42	7	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	42	8	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	42	9	kept	keep	VERB
afe-3283	42	10	the	the	DET
afe-3283	42	11	dream	dream	NOUN
afe-3283	42	12	alive	alive	ADJ
afe-3283	42	13	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	42	14	another	another	DET
afe-3283	42	15	generation	generation	NOUN
afe-3283	42	16	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	43	1	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	43	2	has	have	AUX
afe-3283	43	3	rooted	root	VERB
afe-3283	43	4	itself	itself	PRON
afe-3283	43	5	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	43	6	a	a	DET
afe-3283	43	7	huge	huge	ADJ
afe-3283	43	8	part	part	NOUN
afe-3283	43	9	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	43	10	our	our	PRON
afe-3283	43	11	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	43	12	culture	culture	NOUN
afe-3283	43	13	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	1	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	44	2	is	be	AUX
afe-3283	44	3	a	a	DET
afe-3283	44	4	cornerstone	cornerstone	NOUN
afe-3283	44	5	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	6	something	something	PRON
afe-3283	44	7	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	44	8	is	be	AUX
afe-3283	44	9	not	not	PART
afe-3283	44	10	an	an	DET
afe-3283	44	11	‘	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	12	if	if	SCONJ
afe-3283	44	13	’	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	14	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	15	but	but	CCONJ
afe-3283	44	16	rather	rather	ADV
afe-3283	44	17	a	a	DET
afe-3283	44	18	‘	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	19	when	when	SCONJ
afe-3283	44	20	’	'	PUNCT
afe-3283	44	21	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	45	1	when	when	SCONJ
afe-3283	45	2	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	45	3	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	45	4	earn	earn	VERB
afe-3283	45	5	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	45	6	degrees	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	45	7	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	45	8	they	they	PRON
afe-3283	45	9	will	will	AUX
afe-3283	45	10	look	look	VERB
afe-3283	45	11	back	back	ADV
afe-3283	45	12	on	on	ADP
afe-3283	45	13	the	the	DET
afe-3283	45	14	support	support	NOUN
afe-3283	45	15	they	they	PRON
afe-3283	45	16	received	receive	VERB
afe-3283	45	17	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	45	18	on	on	ADP
afe-3283	45	19	their	their	PRON
afe-3283	45	20	hard	hard	ADJ
afe-3283	45	21	work	work	NOUN
afe-3283	45	22	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	45	23	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	45	24	on	on	ADP
afe-3283	45	25	the	the	DET
afe-3283	45	26	hard	hard	ADJ
afe-3283	45	27	work	work	NOUN
afe-3283	45	28	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	45	29	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	45	30	members	member	NOUN
afe-3283	45	31	who	who	PRON
afe-3283	45	32	pursued	pursue	VERB
afe-3283	45	33	degrees	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	45	34	before	before	ADP
afe-3283	45	35	them	they	PRON
afe-3283	45	36	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	46	1	they	they	PRON
afe-3283	46	2	will	will	AUX
afe-3283	46	3	feel	feel	VERB
afe-3283	46	4	proud	proud	ADJ
afe-3283	46	5	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	46	6	the	the	DET
afe-3283	46	7	pages	page	NOUN
afe-3283	46	8	they	they	PRON
afe-3283	46	9	will	will	AUX
afe-3283	46	10	add	add	VERB
afe-3283	46	11	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	46	12	our	our	PRON
afe-3283	46	13	lineage	lineage	NOUN
afe-3283	46	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	47	1	deciding	decide	VERB
afe-3283	47	2	to	to	PART
afe-3283	47	3	go	go	VERB
afe-3283	47	4	back	back	ADV
afe-3283	47	5	to	to	ADP
afe-3283	47	6	school	school	NOUN
afe-3283	47	7	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	47	8	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	47	9	master	master	NOUN
afe-3283	47	10	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	47	11	degree	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	47	12	was	be	AUX
afe-3283	47	13	not	not	PART
afe-3283	47	14	an	an	DET
afe-3283	47	15	easy	easy	ADJ
afe-3283	47	16	decision	decision	NOUN
afe-3283	47	17	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	48	1	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	48	2	required	require	VERB
afe-3283	48	3	lots	lot	NOUN
afe-3283	48	4	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	48	5	planning	planning	NOUN
afe-3283	48	6	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	49	1	luckily	luckily	ADV
afe-3283	49	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	49	3	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	49	4	two	two	NUM
afe-3283	49	5	amazing	amazing	ADJ
afe-3283	49	6	parents	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	49	7	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	49	8	who	who	PRON
afe-3283	49	9	would	would	AUX
afe-3283	49	10	do	do	VERB
afe-3283	49	11	anything	anything	PRON
afe-3283	49	12	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	49	13	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	49	14	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	49	15	made	make	VERB
afe-3283	49	16	the	the	DET
afe-3283	49	17	decision	decision	NOUN
afe-3283	49	18	a	a	DET
afe-3283	49	19	lot	lot	NOUN
afe-3283	49	20	easier	easy	ADJ
afe-3283	49	21	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	50	1	being	be	AUX
afe-3283	50	2	one	one	NUM
afe-3283	50	3	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	50	4	the	the	DET
afe-3283	50	5	only	only	ADJ
afe-3283	50	6	parents	parent	NOUN
afe-3283	50	7	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	50	8	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	50	9	cohort	cohort	NOUN
afe-3283	50	10	has	have	AUX
afe-3283	50	11	not	not	PART
afe-3283	50	12	been	be	AUX
afe-3283	50	13	easy	easy	ADJ
afe-3283	50	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	51	1	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	51	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	51	3	being	be	AUX
afe-3283	51	4	the	the	DET
afe-3283	51	5	only	only	ADJ
afe-3283	51	6	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	51	7	father	father	NOUN
afe-3283	51	8	proved	prove	VERB
afe-3283	51	9	to	to	PART
afe-3283	51	10	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	51	11	too	too	ADV
afe-3283	51	12	much	much	ADJ
afe-3283	51	13	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	51	14	times	time	NOUN
afe-3283	51	15	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	52	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	52	2	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	52	3	fallen	fall	VERB
afe-3283	52	4	many	many	ADJ
afe-3283	52	5	times	time	NOUN
afe-3283	52	6	throughout	throughout	ADP
afe-3283	52	7	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	52	8	master	master	NOUN
afe-3283	52	9	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	52	10	program	program	NOUN
afe-3283	52	11	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	53	1	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	53	2	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	53	3	give	give	VERB
afe-3283	53	4	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	53	5	a	a	DET
afe-3283	53	6	reason	reason	NOUN
afe-3283	53	7	to	to	PART
afe-3283	53	8	continue	continue	VERB
afe-3283	53	9	on	on	ADP
afe-3283	53	10	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	53	11	to	to	PART
afe-3283	53	12	make	make	VERB
afe-3283	53	13	better	well	ADV
afe-3283	53	14	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	53	15	myself	myself	PRON
afe-3283	53	16	every	every	DET
afe-3283	53	17	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	53	18	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	54	1	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	54	2	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	54	3	like	like	ADP
afe-3283	54	4	all	all	DET
afe-3283	54	5	parenting	parenting	NOUN
afe-3283	54	6	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	54	7	is	be	AUX
afe-3283	54	8	no	no	DET
afe-3283	54	9	easy	easy	ADJ
afe-3283	54	10	task	task	NOUN
afe-3283	54	11	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	55	1	every	every	DET
afe-3283	55	2	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	55	3	there	there	PRON
afe-3283	55	4	is	be	VERB
afe-3283	55	5	something	something	PRON
afe-3283	55	6	new	new	ADJ
afe-3283	55	7	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	56	1	every	every	DET
afe-3283	56	2	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	56	3	involves	involve	VERB
afe-3283	56	4	a	a	DET
afe-3283	56	5	series	series	NOUN
afe-3283	56	6	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	56	7	firsts	first	NOUN
afe-3283	56	8	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	57	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	57	3	the	the	DET
afe-3283	57	4	healer	healer	NOUN
afe-3283	57	5	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	57	6	boo	boo	NOUN
afe-3283	57	7	boos	boo	NOUN
afe-3283	57	8	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	9	the	the	DET
afe-3283	57	10	washer	washer	NOUN
afe-3283	57	11	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	57	12	all	all	PRON
afe-3283	57	13	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	14	an	an	DET
afe-3283	57	15	alarm	alarm	NOUN
afe-3283	57	16	clock	clock	NOUN
afe-3283	57	17	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	18	a	a	DET
afe-3283	57	19	post	post	NOUN
afe-3283	57	20	-	-	ADJ
afe-3283	57	21	it	it	PRON
afe-3283	57	22	reminder	reminder	NOUN
afe-3283	57	23	–	–	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	24	all	all	PRON
afe-3283	57	25	while	while	SCONJ
afe-3283	57	26	working	work	VERB
afe-3283	57	27	full	full	ADJ
afe-3283	57	28	-	-	PUNCT
afe-3283	57	29	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	57	30	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	58	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	58	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	58	3	a	a	DET
afe-3283	58	4	single	single	ADJ
afe-3283	58	5	father	father	NOUN
afe-3283	58	6	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	58	7	three	three	NUM
afe-3283	58	8	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	58	9	under	under	ADP
afe-3283	58	10	the	the	DET
afe-3283	58	11	age	age	NOUN
afe-3283	58	12	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	58	13	12	12	NUM
afe-3283	58	14	years	year	NOUN
afe-3283	58	15	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	59	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	59	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	59	3	a	a	DET
afe-3283	59	4	higher	high	ADJ
afe-3283	59	5	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	59	6	professional	professional	NOUN
afe-3283	59	7	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	60	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	60	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	60	3	a	a	DET
afe-3283	60	4	graduate	graduate	NOUN
afe-3283	60	5	student	student	NOUN
afe-3283	60	6	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	60	7	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	60	8	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	60	9	are	be	AUX
afe-3283	60	10	learners	learner	NOUN
afe-3283	60	11	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	60	12	elementary	elementary	ADJ
afe-3283	60	13	school	school	NOUN
afe-3283	60	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	61	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	61	2	think	think	VERB
afe-3283	61	3	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	61	4	some	some	DET
afe-3283	61	5	aspect	aspect	NOUN
afe-3283	61	6	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	61	7	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	61	8	almost	almost	ADV
afe-3283	61	9	every	every	PRON
afe-3283	61	10	minute	minute	NOUN
afe-3283	61	11	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	61	12	every	every	DET
afe-3283	61	13	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	61	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	62	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	62	2	also	also	ADV
afe-3283	62	3	think	think	VERB
afe-3283	62	4	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	62	5	everything	everything	PRON
afe-3283	62	6	else	else	ADV
afe-3283	62	7	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	62	8	could	could	AUX
afe-3283	62	9	happen	happen	VERB
afe-3283	62	10	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	62	11	a	a	DET
afe-3283	62	12	given	give	VERB
afe-3283	62	13	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	62	14	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	63	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	63	2	see	see	VERB
afe-3283	63	3	infinite	infinite	ADJ
afe-3283	63	4	possibilities	possibility	NOUN
afe-3283	63	5	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	63	6	realities	reality	NOUN
afe-3283	63	7	that	that	PRON
afe-3283	63	8	could	could	AUX
afe-3283	63	9	exist	exist	VERB
afe-3283	63	10	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	63	11	every	every	DET
afe-3283	63	12	decision	decision	NOUN
afe-3283	63	13	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	63	14	make	make	VERB
afe-3283	63	15	concerning	concern	VERB
afe-3283	63	16	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	63	17	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	63	18	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	64	1	despite	despite	SCONJ
afe-3283	64	2	our	our	PRON
afe-3283	64	3	unconventional	unconventional	ADJ
afe-3283	64	4	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	64	5	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	64	6	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	64	7	believe	believe	VERB
afe-3283	64	8	my	my	PRON
afe-3283	64	9	children	child	NOUN
afe-3283	64	10	will	will	AUX
afe-3283	64	11	be	be	AUX
afe-3283	64	12	okay	okay	ADJ
afe-3283	64	13	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	65	1	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	65	2	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	65	3	father	father	ADJ
afe-3283	65	4	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	65	5	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	65	6	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	65	7	mother	mother	NOUN
afe-3283	65	8	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	66	1	whatever	whatever	PRON
afe-3283	66	2	you	you	PRON
afe-3283	66	3	want	want	VERB
afe-3283	66	4	to	to	PART
afe-3283	66	5	call	call	VERB
afe-3283	66	6	me	i	PRON
afe-3283	66	7	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	66	8	i	i	PRON
afe-3283	66	9	am	be	AUX
afe-3283	66	10	here	here	ADV
afe-3283	66	11	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	67	1	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	67	2	the	the	DET
afe-3283	67	3	author	author	NOUN
afe-3283	67	4	jesse	jesse	PROPN
afe-3283	67	5	paredes	paredes	PROPN
afe-3283	67	6	is	be	AUX
afe-3283	67	7	a	a	DET
afe-3283	67	8	graduate	graduate	ADJ
afe-3283	67	9	student	student	NOUN
afe-3283	67	10	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	67	11	the	the	DET
afe-3283	67	12	educational	educational	ADJ
afe-3283	67	13	leadership	leadership	NOUN
afe-3283	67	14	program	program	NOUN
afe-3283	67	15	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	67	16	the	the	DET
afe-3283	67	17	school	school	NOUN
afe-3283	67	18	of	of	ADP
afe-3283	67	19	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	67	20	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	67	21	csu	csu	PROPN
afe-3283	67	22	channel	channel	NOUN
afe-3283	67	23	islands	island	NOUN
afe-3283	67	24	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	68	1	he	he	PRON
afe-3283	68	2	received	receive	VERB
afe-3283	68	3	his	his	PRON
afe-3283	68	4	bachelor	bachelor	NOUN
afe-3283	68	5	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	68	6	degree	degree	NOUN
afe-3283	68	7	from	from	ADP
afe-3283	68	8	csu	csu	PROPN
afe-3283	68	9	channel	channel	NOUN
afe-3283	68	10	islands	island	NOUN
afe-3283	68	11	,	,	PUNCT
afe-3283	68	12	majoring	major	VERB
afe-3283	68	13	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	68	14	english	english	PROPN
afe-3283	68	15	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	68	16	an	an	DET
afe-3283	68	17	emphasis	emphasis	NOUN
afe-3283	68	18	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	68	19	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	68	20	preparation	preparation	NOUN
afe-3283	68	21	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	69	1	he	he	PRON
afe-3283	69	2	currently	currently	ADV
afe-3283	69	3	works	work	VERB
afe-3283	69	4	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	69	5	his	his	PRON
afe-3283	69	6	alma	alma	NOUN
afe-3283	69	7	mater	mater	NOUN
afe-3283	69	8	as	as	ADP
afe-3283	69	9	a	a	DET
afe-3283	69	10	student	student	NOUN
afe-3283	69	11	records	record	VERB
afe-3283	69	12	systems	system	NOUN
afe-3283	69	13	analyst	analyst	NOUN
afe-3283	69	14	within	within	ADP
afe-3283	69	15	enrollment	enrollment	NOUN
afe-3283	69	16	management	management	NOUN
afe-3283	69	17	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	70	1	family	family	NOUN
afe-3283	70	2	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	70	3	education	education	NOUN
afe-3283	70	4	have	have	AUX
afe-3283	70	5	been	be	AUX
afe-3283	70	6	key	key	ADJ
afe-3283	70	7	motivators	motivator	NOUN
afe-3283	70	8	in	in	ADP
afe-3283	70	9	jesse	jesse	PROPN
afe-3283	70	10	’s	’s	PART
afe-3283	70	11	life	life	NOUN
afe-3283	70	12	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	71	1	he	he	PRON
afe-3283	71	2	hopes	hope	VERB
afe-3283	71	3	to	to	PART
afe-3283	71	4	continue	continue	VERB
afe-3283	71	5	sharing	share	VERB
afe-3283	71	6	his	his	PRON
afe-3283	71	7	passion	passion	NOUN
afe-3283	71	8	for	for	ADP
afe-3283	71	9	both	both	PRON
afe-3283	71	10	with	with	ADP
afe-3283	71	11	future	future	ADJ
afe-3283	71	12	thinkers	thinker	NOUN
afe-3283	71	13	and	and	CCONJ
afe-3283	71	14	leaders	leader	NOUN
afe-3283	71	15	.	.	PUNCT
afe-3283	72	1	concerning	concern	VERB
afe-3283	72	2	fatherhood	fatherhood	NOUN
afe-3283	72	3	:	:	PUNCT
afe-3283	72	4	one	one	NUM
afe-3283	72	5	day	day	NOUN
afe-3283	72	6	at	at	ADP
afe-3283	72	7	a	a	DET
afe-3283	72	8	time	time	NOUN
afe-3283	72	9	about	about	ADP
afe-3283	72	10	the	the	DET
afe-3283	72	11	author	author	NOUN