LAURA PIMIENT A BIRTH ANNOUNCEMENT The world pains me with the always present splinter that living is . A frosty winter night a baby is born, rivers of crimson, desire and doubt, gushing out of her unwrapped insides. The end and the beginning are both here to this world you have come already knowing the hurt of a broken bone outside, they do not know of you and neither do they care; a carelessly planted seed in a migrant's womb. You shall never belong. Your roots, your color and your name are flagrant reminders of your alienĀ­ ation. In your homeland you would be an Aztec prince amid flowering dahlias, surrounded by the singing of sparrows and your hands would grow to grab the guavas from the tree and the waists of blossoming women with radiant copper skin under the eternally shining sun. But here you are in the coldness of a nation that does not want you, the bruises on your face glowing like the brightness of a brothel at daylight. Your body is restrained of movement, hungry young maggot wanting to stretch. Freedom is a lost country to you, the life that awaits you will be all too familiar to this feeling. The day nears with the hesitancy of the sun's rays like the shyness of a deflowered girl. The light coyly lures us out of our caves where they congratulate your parents in a foreign tongue they will never understand. 38 RYAN SMITH LUSK AT THE LAKE For his fifth birthday Lusk was given a birthday cake, but no cane no candles, his father said, a hand on his mother's shoulder, no force, but managing to hold he no candles. Have you seen what hope does to a man? Lusk did not understand. He had not yet seen Lake Superio grey water, not blue at all, a magnanimous periphery of shells that held no oceans, his father at the center of the long rope bridge, eyes wide, and Lusk sitting at the far end saying will you come if I meet you out there, and hold your hand? The waves coming and coming, stealing his answer.