56 DANE BLUE BIKE NICOLE KOROCH ME, LITTLE lying there behind that old white bar watching the ragged tips of long gra~ wave in the languid breeze the heat pressed one so but it was cooler sinking into the dampish dirt with the sky above and the smell of the loamy green and the cicadas whirring and buzzin! because they were there too a beetle clung above me the slender blade drooped with his panicked wei his existence precious to him as mine was to me off a ways, my mother called god-dammit Nikki, I swear t< you 're playing in the creek a I'm going to sell you to the J near by the water sang over the rocks and stc and I could see myself riding in the back of a green pick-up bouncing over a dirt road my new father strumming his guitar singing his sad, sad songs