Volume 12 Issue 1 2018 AMAE Open Issue Editors Patricia Sánchez The University of Texas at San Antonio Antonio J. Camacho AMAE, Inc. Associate Editors Julie L. Figueroa Sacramento State Lucila D. Ek The University of Texas at San Antoni Association of Mexican American Educators Journal A peer-reviewed, open access journal Martinez 178 A Subtractive Intellectualism Ricardo Martinez Iowa State University Ames, Iowa Learning to socialize—as kids playing tag, the game evolves to cops and robbers, like sides of a coin, it changes to superheroes versus super villains Batman Superman Wonder Woman She-Ra and Captain America; this is who we want to be, who we watch on weekends — white heroes saving the day. Weekdays activate “education” A word that means so much more in Spanish. A word we only know in English. In the early grades of school— White students are Given pens and paper to write their dreams, like a mother’s warmth, filled with hope. Letters to the future self Latinx students are taught to use erasers – The erasing of a home language, to erase their culture. Martinez 179 Never told of our own blood. Unable to realize it has the power to write and transform the world. We are running a race and never told the start or finish line. This is what we learn in school: A subtracted identity. trying to make a plus out of a minus rarely realizing that school divides us. In middle grades, the silence takes hold. So like cattle we are tracked— all to make assimilation easier. Told the myth of meritocracy and taught cultural hegemony every day— in history class, in every moment of forced English and every time teachers don’t try to say our names. Maybe, no superhero looks like us Because we already have a “super power”: We are invisible, a power we never wanted. Still we must always remember, we are intellectuals though we are discarded as objects by society. After years of schooling We must unite— We must learn to understand privilege and whiteness As a form of fear and guilt lived by white people And Martinez 180 as a small part of us. Whiteness as a reminder of the colonizer A reminder of our resilient indigenous blood And our connection to the land. As adults, we must fight injustice and resist through education— changing it as we experience it embracing the Latinization of this country, in supporting our seeds. We are the future because we are the past.