amea_2011.indd Association of Mexican American American Educators (AMAE) Journal © 2011 • Volume 5, Issue 1 Confusion is my Dress Gabriela Rodríguez California State University, Fresno Que me internen, mama, yo ya no puedo y yo ya no quiero más seguir, que me internen ma Escribe mija. ESCRIBE!!! Para que no se te rompa el Corazón. Pedacitos, son pedacitos. Pero todavía existen. Si un día se derrotan o desuelven, como pápel en un vaso de agua, un día se colarán y volverán. I am ….. NOT… yes you are. I am not I am I a m n o t I think in English. I even count in English. I lose track when I try in Spanish. I think that even more interestingly I think in English and that must mean something, what would the thought process be like to think in Spanish? Sincerely yours, Preocupada, desesperada y intolerable, for I am a scholar, or at least I was trained, and I learned and thus want. 54