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The Intuitive Experience in Insight Meditation Practice in 

Thailand:  USAC American Student Reports

Amelia Celeste

Hailey Neuburger

Grace Ertel

Albion College Senior 24’
Psychology Major

Gerald R. Ford Institute for Leadership in Public Policy and Service 

Human Services Concentration

Psi Chi - Psychological Honor Society 

Vanessa Rojo-Merida Ajarn Phisit Kotsupho Mindfulness and Mindful-

ness Based Intervention March 30, 2024 Reflection Focusing my thoughts into my 

palm during my first meditation helped me achieve a moment of clarity; it was 

almost as if the thoughts disappeared from my head. Even though we had stud-

ied breathing techniques in the earlier meditations, on this occasion I felt my legs 

hurt and go numb, followed by drowsiness, and then, for a brief while, I was able 

to achieve clarity in which my body was at ease and my mind was clear. Usually, 

when I’m in pain, I can’t concentrate and end up hyper focusing on the hurt. 

This time, even though I was in pain, I was able to focus on the task at hand by 

employing the strategies and acknowledging that my thoughts were distinct from 

me. Later, I was no longer experiencing the discomfort in the present. The sound 

of the birds chirping contributed as well me in focusing. I found the sound to be 

wonderfully tranquil and it soothed me when my mind wandered. I applied the 

methods he described, which involved paying attention to my breathing and vi-

sualizing it as thoughts leaving my mind.The fact that we were timing everything 

and that I had only anticipated ten minutes, which seemed like a fair amount of 

time, may have also been helpful to me. I usually become quite impatient and 



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find it difficult to concentrate on anything but the timer, but this time I ignored it 

because I thought it would only last a short while. I believe that when I have a lot 

on my plate and I put things off, I still have trouble being totally present in the 

moment. However, there are times these days when I become aware that my 

thoughts are not in the here and now, and I am able to concentrate by focusing 

on sounds or other people’s remarks. With continued practice and dedication I 

think that I will be able to attain a more aware life

Vanessa Rojo-Merida Ajarn Phisit Kotsupho Mindfulness and Mind-

fulness Based Intervention March 20, 2024 Reflection My thoughts were dis-

organized before the class, but they were clearer after the meditation. During 

the walking meditation, I was lifting my heel up before the instructor indicated 

that there was another step, so at first I was unable to discern how the motions 

differed from the initial ones. Although the actions were simple, they needed 

the greatest concentration. I found it harder and harder to focus as we covered 

additional walking meditation movements. The right-side walking meditation 

motions were difficult for me to perform completely. There are moments when 

I felt unbalanced even if my foot is healed. My thoughts were consumed with 

the possibility that I was doing the meditation incorrectly when I could only walk 

on my left foot. As time passed, the teaching monk’s encouragement helped me 

to concentrate. Eventually, I let the thoughts pass through me and gave myself 

permission to try my hardest. I noticed in the prior meditation class that occa-

sionally, even though I was calm and concentrated, I would occasionally hear 

outside noises like brooms being swept or birds singing. Because I was so intent 

on the task at hand—lifting my legs—I did notice that my concentration levels 

had improved this time. I was only focused on positioning my feet to maximize 

balance, and I had no other thoughts going through my head.

hailey neuburger <haileyneuburger@gmail.com>
I prefer walking meditation because my mind is more calm than when 

I am practicing a sitting meditation. Acknowledging each step of the walking 



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mediation; heal, lifting, moving, lowering, treading, and pressing, brings absolute 

presence to my mind. Additionally, mindfulness keeps my mind from wandering 

to thoughts about the past or present. Circling a stupa in an outdoor environ-

ment will bring distractions such as surrounding nature sounds, however, in my 

opinion this is grounding. When I hear these noises I allow them to be in the 

background, and I feel closer to universal love and connection. If I become too 

distracted, then I will repeat to myself, “noticing” which brings me back to my 

breathing and practice.

Amelia Celeste <ameliacorner10@gmail.com>
Amelia Corner Ajarn Phisit Mindfulness 29 November 2023 Mindful-

ness practice #4 I find indoor and outdoor meditations both peaceful in their 

own ways. I will say that with indoor meditations, I can sit in my silence more 

without outside noises pushing in, which makes it easier to control and be mind-

ful. However, while outdoor meditations can be more challenging, I find that 

breathing in the fresh air and hearing the life around me allows me to be more 

at ease with myself and the world around me. So, I do not necessarily have a 

favorite, as both are equally rewarding.

Chazin, Victoria <vrchazin@smcm.edu>
Victoria Chazin 11/24/23 Mindfulness Reflection #4 Personally, I enjoy 

outdoor practice more. I find it much easier to be mindful when I have other 

things stimulating my senses. For example when I can focus on the sun on my 

face or the bird chirping in my ears I can separate myself from my racing thoughts 

faster and focus on the sounds outside or my breathing. I find when I meditate 

inside while I am more comfortable temperature wise, but the silence tends to 

make me focus on my racing thoughts and it can be hard to disconnect from 

them and focus on my breathing. Outside I feel more connected to nature which 

helps me feel more grounded and centered, connecting me back to my body 

and breathing aiding in mindfulness. The hot weather can make it complicated 



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to relax though. I like feeling the ground under my feet outside during walking 

meditation and there’s also prettier things to look at, feeling things under my 

feet helps me tune into the feeling of them and become more mindful.

Tyler, Lily (tylerly) <tylerly@mail.uc.edu>
Mindfulness Retreat #4 Assignment Lily Tyler “Between in-door and 

out-door practice mindfulness meditations which is easier to control you being 

mindful successively and why express your supported reason.” For me, it is eas-

ier to control my mindfulness and be able to be successfully mindful when I am 

practicing mindfulness indoors. I think this is because there is too much stimuli 

outdoors to keep my attention focused and controlled and mindful. When I am 

indoors, I find that there is less stimuli to distract me because it is quieter, fewer 

distractions, and everyone is doing the same thing. Whereas outdoors, there are 

other people doing other things around me, airplanes flying above, dogs barking, 

etc. This abundance in stimuli makes it harder to focus on being mindful because 

when there is too much of it, I dwell on those distractions instead of accepting 

them and letting them go. When we are inside, I am comfortable, there are no 

bugs, not noise besides what is indoors, and I find that being mindful is much 

easier in a quiet indoor space like this. Bugs also bother me a lot outdoors when 

trying to meditate because I become very aware of bodily sensations, so I will 

flinch at every feeling thinking it’s a bug crawling on me or something. I do really 

enjoy meditation and mindfulness in an outdoor setting when it is more quiet 

and less populated, so I can experience the sounds of nature in a non-distracting 

way. Otherwise, I much prefer to be inside when being mindful because it keeps 

me more at focus with less distractions.

Ellen Callender <ellencallender@gustavus.edu>
Between in-door and out-door practice mindfulness meditations 

which is easier to control you being mindful successively and why express your 

supported reason. I feel that indoor meditation practice is much easier for me 



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to control my mind, as there are less distractions present. I find it is easier to 

become lost in thought while I am walking. I feel that walking meditation is ef-

fective sometimes because it gives my mind something to focus on, whereas the 

sitting, indoor meditation is easier to remain still and have my eyes closed. I think 

when my eyes are closed, I am not tempted to look around. Also, I believe that 

it is distracting when I can see everyone else doing the walking meditation, as I 

always start thinking about the way they are walking, the speed, or their posture. 

I think I may prefer sitting meditation because I have much more practice with 

it, so maybe if I practice walking meditation on my own I would find it easier to 

control my mind. However, the best way for me to control my mind is through 

yoga, because it feels much more intense than the walking meditation, so I can 

focus on the sensation a lot more. Overall, I think indoor meditation is easier, 

but I want to practice outdoor more so I can be successfully mindful in all ways.

Wachter, Mary <mkwachter@smcm.edu>
Mary Wachter Mindfulness Retreat #4 Between indoor and outdoor 

meditations, I prefer outdoor meditations because it is easier for me to be suc-

cessively mindful. It is easier for me to be successively mindful when outdoors 

because I have more motivation to meditate in the first place. Being indoors does 

not inspire me to meditate and be mindful as much as being outdoors does. I 

have a high respect towards nature and I value the time I get to spend in it. Hav-

ing natural beauty around me tends to give me happiness and a sense of calm. 

I feel grateful for nature and this feeling of gratitude gives me more passion to 

practice mindfulness meditations. Having more passion for being mindful makes 

it easier to do and makes me incorporate it into my life more.

Amelia Celeste <ameliacorner10@gmail.com>

Amelia Corner, Ajarn Phisit, Mindfulness, 8 November 2023

Mindfulness practice #3



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The walking meditation is performed in 6 steps, which are 1. Heal 2. 

Lifting 3. Moving 4.Lowering 5. Treading 6. Pressing. We begin by lifting the left 

foot, usually starting with three steps and working our way up. However, you can 

use whatever combo of steps you want that makes you most mindful. I use lift-

ing, moving, treading, and pressing because I find it the easiest to remember and 

makes the most sense as I walk while also helping me keep a steady pace. I enjoy 

this meditation a lot as it forces me to be in the moment and mindful, as I have 

to keep my steps in order and be aware of my surroundings at the same time.

Chazin, Victoria <vrchazin@smcm.edu>
Victoria Chazin 11/22/23 Mindfulness Reflection #3 Walking med-

itation begins with lifting the heel, then lifting the entire foot off the ground, 

moving the foot forward, slowly lowering the foot, touching the ground then 

finally pressing the foot into the ground and beginning the six step process over 

again with the other foot. you can also do the process with 5,4,3,2 or 1 steps as 

well. I find I am most mindful during the last step of the process, pressing my 

foot into the ground. Feeling the sensation of my foot being pressed into the 

ground makes me focus on that and become more mindful rather than letting 

my mind wander

Grace Ertel <ertelgrace08@gmail.com>
Grace Ertel Professor Kotsupho Buddhism in Thailand 13 Novemeber 

2023 I went on a hike with someone the other day and they asked me what med-

itation looked like and if meditation was being in a state of nothingness. I thought 

about it for a while and then said maybe that is the word to describe how it feels 

to be in a deep meditative state for some people, but it is not the word I would 

dedicate to how I feel. I think I would choose abundance. I learned a lot in the 

last couple of visits to the meditation center. I have learned how to keep my 

mind focused on the stepping and sitting meditation guidelines and respected 

when it would wander. The last couple weeks, however, have been hard to stay 



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focused. My grandma was decreasing in the capacity of her usual liveliness for 

the last month and passed away. Any time I sit down to meditaite, I go into a 

thought spiral of memories with her fom the past and it’s not a fun place to sit 

in. I’m not ready to sit with it yet. My grandma was truly my best friend in my 

life- she understood me more than any person ever can or will. She saw me for 

me and loved me. And her love was so warm and comforting. She raised me to 

be the person I am today and I am so grateful for her. My brain is having a hard 

time processing that she isn’t here. I love meditation and the meditation center 

we have visited and I heard everything the monk was telling us in how to better 

practice meditation. I saw what he showed us and there are a lot of aspects I will 

take with me back home and practice and show others later in life. Right now, 

I am not in a good place to meditate. I feel that it is not good for my own well 

being to sit with emotions so deep I have never felt. My heart is broken right now. 

The other part of me thinks this might be the best time to get in touch with my 

internal self in the most raw way. I just lost the most important person in my 

life and if I take the mental choice to meditate now and apply things we have 

learned in the mediation center, then it will be easier to make it a habit in my 

everytday life when I am back to my status quo emotion set. I think I will contin-

ue to try standing meditation for the next few weeks as the movement helped 

me at least have some other physicality to think about as well. I really enjoyed 

when we added more steps to the usual “lifting, moving, stepping.” I liked when 

the monk went more detailed from the the lift the heel motion to the move the 

foot motion to the tap the ground motion to the press the foot into the ground 

motion. I will practice this more. I am hopeful for getting back to a place where 

I can mediatate daily again.


