id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
csf-3819	1	1	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	1	2	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	1	3	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	1	4	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	1	5	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	1	6	1	1	NUM
csf-3819	1	7	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	1	8	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	1	9	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	1	10	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	1	11	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	1	12	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	2	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	2	2	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	2	3	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	2	4	consumed	consume	VERB
csf-3819	2	5	self	self	PROPN
csf-3819	2	6	marie	marie	PROPN
csf-3819	2	7	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	2	8	department	department	PROPN
csf-3819	2	9	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	2	10	sociology	sociology	PROPN
csf-3819	2	11	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	2	12	state	state	PROPN
csf-3819	2	13	university	university	PROPN
csf-3819	2	14	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	2	15	los	los	PROPN
csf-3819	2	16	angeles	angeles	PROPN
csf-3819	2	17	abstract	abstract	ADV
csf-3819	2	18	this	this	DET
csf-3819	2	19	paper	paper	NOUN
csf-3819	2	20	seeks	seek	VERB
csf-3819	2	21	to	to	PART
csf-3819	2	22	examine	examine	VERB
csf-3819	2	23	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	2	24	personal	personal	ADJ
csf-3819	2	25	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	2	26	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	2	27	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	2	28	as	as	SCONJ
csf-3819	2	29	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	2	30	relates	relate	VERB
csf-3819	2	31	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	2	32	navigating	navigate	VERB
csf-3819	2	33	through	through	ADP
csf-3819	2	34	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	2	35	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	2	36	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	3	1	through	through	ADP
csf-3819	3	2	the	the	DET
csf-3819	3	3	methodology	methodology	NOUN
csf-3819	3	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	3	5	autoethnography	autoethnography	NOUN
csf-3819	3	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	3	7	scenarios	scenario	NOUN
csf-3819	3	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	3	9	encounters	encounter	NOUN
csf-3819	3	10	were	be	AUX
csf-3819	3	11	analyzed	analyze	VERB
csf-3819	3	12	to	to	PART
csf-3819	3	13	depict	depict	VERB
csf-3819	3	14	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	3	15	marginalized	marginalize	VERB
csf-3819	3	16	position	position	NOUN
csf-3819	3	17	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	3	18	a	a	DET
csf-3819	3	19	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	3	20	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	3	21	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	3	22	a	a	DET
csf-3819	3	23	traditional	traditional	ADJ
csf-3819	3	24	hispanic	hispanic	ADJ
csf-3819	3	25	family	family	NOUN
csf-3819	3	26	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	3	27	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	3	28	a	a	DET
csf-3819	3	29	contemporary	contemporary	ADJ
csf-3819	3	30	white	white	ADJ
csf-3819	3	31	supremacist	supremacist	ADJ
csf-3819	3	32	heteropatriarchal	heteropatriarchal	PROPN
csf-3819	3	33	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	3	34	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	4	1	the	the	DET
csf-3819	4	2	theoretical	theoretical	ADJ
csf-3819	4	3	framework	framework	NOUN
csf-3819	4	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	4	5	deviance	deviance	NOUN
csf-3819	4	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	4	7	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	4	8	particular	particular	ADJ
csf-3819	4	9	labeling	labeling	NOUN
csf-3819	4	10	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	4	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	4	12	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	4	13	used	use	VERB
csf-3819	4	14	to	to	PART
csf-3819	4	15	introduce	introduce	VERB
csf-3819	4	16	alternative	alternative	ADJ
csf-3819	4	17	frameworks	framework	NOUN
csf-3819	4	18	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	4	19	the	the	DET
csf-3819	4	20	traditional	traditional	ADJ
csf-3819	4	21	culture	culture	NOUN
csf-3819	4	22	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	4	23	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	4	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	5	1	key	key	ADJ
csf-3819	5	2	themes	theme	NOUN
csf-3819	5	3	included	include	VERB
csf-3819	5	4	cultural	cultural	ADJ
csf-3819	5	5	values	value	NOUN
csf-3819	5	6	seen	see	VERB
csf-3819	5	7	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	5	8	gendered	gendere	VERB
csf-3819	5	9	scripts	script	NOUN
csf-3819	5	10	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	5	11	dictate	dictate	VERB
csf-3819	5	12	the	the	DET
csf-3819	5	13	place	place	NOUN
csf-3819	5	14	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	5	15	women	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	5	16	within	within	ADP
csf-3819	5	17	the	the	DET
csf-3819	5	18	motherhood	motherhood	ADJ
csf-3819	5	19	realm	realm	NOUN
csf-3819	5	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	6	1	discussion	discussion	NOUN
csf-3819	6	2	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	6	3	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	6	4	the	the	DET
csf-3819	6	5	dominant	dominant	ADJ
csf-3819	6	6	culture	culture	NOUN
csf-3819	6	7	deems	deem	VERB
csf-3819	6	8	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	6	9	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	6	10	utilized	utilize	VERB
csf-3819	6	11	to	to	PART
csf-3819	6	12	demonstrate	demonstrate	VERB
csf-3819	6	13	the	the	DET
csf-3819	6	14	conflicts	conflict	NOUN
csf-3819	6	15	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	6	16	an	an	DET
csf-3819	6	17	individual	individual	NOUN
csf-3819	6	18	may	may	AUX
csf-3819	6	19	experience	experience	VERB
csf-3819	6	20	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	6	21	internalizing	internalize	VERB
csf-3819	6	22	stigma	stigma	NOUN
csf-3819	6	23	around	around	ADP
csf-3819	6	24	resisting	resist	VERB
csf-3819	6	25	the	the	DET
csf-3819	6	26	traditional	traditional	ADJ
csf-3819	6	27	roles	role	NOUN
csf-3819	6	28	womanhood	womanhood	NOUN
csf-3819	6	29	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	7	1	marginalization	marginalization	NOUN
csf-3819	7	2	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	7	3	implicit	implicit	ADJ
csf-3819	7	4	acts	act	NOUN
csf-3819	7	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	7	6	othering	othering	NOUN
csf-3819	7	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	7	8	condoned	condone	VERB
csf-3819	7	9	by	by	ADP
csf-3819	7	10	those	those	PRON
csf-3819	7	11	perpetuating	perpetuate	VERB
csf-3819	7	12	hetero	hetero	NOUN
csf-3819	7	13	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	7	14	patriarchal	patriarchal	ADJ
csf-3819	7	15	values	value	NOUN
csf-3819	7	16	exhibiting	exhibit	VERB
csf-3819	7	17	normalized	normalize	VERB
csf-3819	7	18	ideals	ideal	NOUN
csf-3819	7	19	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	7	20	exacerbate	exacerbate	VERB
csf-3819	7	21	the	the	DET
csf-3819	7	22	subordination	subordination	NOUN
csf-3819	7	23	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	7	24	those	those	PRON
csf-3819	7	25	who	who	PRON
csf-3819	7	26	do	do	AUX
csf-3819	7	27	not	not	PART
csf-3819	7	28	fit	fit	VERB
csf-3819	7	29	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	7	30	this	this	DET
csf-3819	7	31	idealized	idealized	ADJ
csf-3819	7	32	matrix	matrix	NOUN
csf-3819	7	33	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	7	34	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	7	35	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	8	1	introduction	introduction	NOUN
csf-3819	8	2	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	8	3	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	8	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	8	5	very	very	ADV
csf-3819	8	6	challenging	challenging	ADJ
csf-3819	8	7	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	8	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	8	9	navigate	navigate	VERB
csf-3819	8	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	9	1	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	9	2	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	9	3	fail	fail	VERB
csf-3819	9	4	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	9	5	your	your	PRON
csf-3819	9	6	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	9	7	will	will	AUX
csf-3819	9	8	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	9	9	a	a	DET
csf-3819	9	10	direct	direct	ADJ
csf-3819	9	11	reflection	reflection	NOUN
csf-3819	9	12	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	9	13	that	that	DET
csf-3819	9	14	failure	failure	NOUN
csf-3819	9	15	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	10	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	10	2	are	be	VERB
csf-3819	10	3	cultural	cultural	ADJ
csf-3819	10	4	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	10	5	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	10	6	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	10	7	a	a	DET
csf-3819	10	8	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	10	9	should	should	AUX
csf-3819	10	10	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	10	11	brought	bring	VERB
csf-3819	10	12	up	up	ADP
csf-3819	10	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	10	14	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	10	15	one	one	PRON
csf-3819	10	16	should	should	AUX
csf-3819	10	17	present	present	VERB
csf-3819	10	18	themself	themself	PRON
csf-3819	10	19	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	10	20	a	a	DET
csf-3819	10	21	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	10	22	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	10	23	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	10	24	a	a	DET
csf-3819	10	25	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	10	26	has	have	VERB
csf-3819	10	27	a	a	DET
csf-3819	10	28	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	10	29	natural	natural	ADJ
csf-3819	10	30	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	10	31	ability	ability	NOUN
csf-3819	10	32	to	to	PART
csf-3819	10	33	nurture	nurture	VERB
csf-3819	10	34	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	11	1	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	11	2	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	11	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	11	4	spoken	speak	VERB
csf-3819	11	5	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	11	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	11	7	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	11	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	11	9	possibility	possibility	NOUN
csf-3819	11	10	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	11	11	a	a	DET
csf-3819	11	12	woman	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	11	13	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	11	14	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	11	15	a	a	DET
csf-3819	11	16	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	11	17	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	11	18	not	not	PART
csf-3819	11	19	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	11	20	equipped	equip	VERB
csf-3819	11	21	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	11	22	unrealistic	unrealistic	ADJ
csf-3819	11	23	characteristics	characteristic	NOUN
csf-3819	11	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	12	1	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	12	2	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	12	3	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	12	4	suck	suck	VERB
csf-3819	12	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	12	6	life	life	NOUN
csf-3819	12	7	out	out	ADP
csf-3819	12	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	12	9	a	a	DET
csf-3819	12	10	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	12	11	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	12	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	13	1	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	13	2	little	little	ADJ
csf-3819	13	3	information	information	NOUN
csf-3819	13	4	being	be	AUX
csf-3819	13	5	circulated	circulate	VERB
csf-3819	13	6	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	13	7	the	the	DET
csf-3819	13	8	condition	condition	NOUN
csf-3819	13	9	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	13	10	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	13	11	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	13	12	make	make	VERB
csf-3819	13	13	one	one	PRON
csf-3819	13	14	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	13	15	extremely	extremely	ADV
csf-3819	13	16	isolated	isolated	ADJ
csf-3819	13	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	14	1	developing	develop	VERB
csf-3819	14	2	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	14	3	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	14	4	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	14	5	something	something	PRON
csf-3819	14	6	deemed	deem	VERB
csf-3819	14	7	deviant	deviant	ADJ
csf-3819	14	8	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	14	9	the	the	DET
csf-3819	14	10	social	social	ADJ
csf-3819	14	11	world	world	NOUN
csf-3819	14	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	15	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	15	2	marginalizes	marginalize	VERB
csf-3819	15	3	a	a	DET
csf-3819	15	4	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	15	5	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	15	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	15	7	progressing	progress	VERB
csf-3819	15	8	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	15	9	the	the	DET
csf-3819	15	10	sense	sense	NOUN
csf-3819	15	11	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	15	12	othering	othering	NOUN
csf-3819	15	13	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	16	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	16	2	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	16	3	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	16	4	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	16	5	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	16	6	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	16	7	a	a	DET
csf-3819	16	8	life	life	NOUN
csf-3819	16	9	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	16	10	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	16	11	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	16	12	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	16	13	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	16	14	2	2	NUM
csf-3819	16	15	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	16	16	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	16	17	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	16	18	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	16	19	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	17	1	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	17	2	changing	change	VERB
csf-3819	17	3	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	17	4	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	18	1	however	however	ADV
csf-3819	18	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	18	3	rallying	rally	VERB
csf-3819	18	4	the	the	DET
csf-3819	18	5	strength	strength	NOUN
csf-3819	18	6	to	to	PART
csf-3819	18	7	recover	recover	VERB
csf-3819	18	8	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	18	9	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	18	10	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	18	11	the	the	DET
csf-3819	18	12	best	good	ADJ
csf-3819	18	13	things	thing	NOUN
csf-3819	18	14	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	18	15	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	18	16	experienced	experience	VERB
csf-3819	18	17	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	18	18	life	life	NOUN
csf-3819	18	19	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	19	1	after	after	ADP
csf-3819	19	2	her	her	PRON
csf-3819	19	3	birth	birth	NOUN
csf-3819	19	4	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	19	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	19	6	lacked	lack	VERB
csf-3819	19	7	a	a	DET
csf-3819	19	8	natural	natural	ADJ
csf-3819	19	9	bond	bond	NOUN
csf-3819	19	10	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	19	11	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	19	12	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	19	13	a	a	DET
csf-3819	19	14	bond	bond	NOUN
csf-3819	19	15	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	19	16	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	19	17	told	tell	VERB
csf-3819	19	18	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	19	19	come	come	VERB
csf-3819	19	20	naturally	naturally	ADV
csf-3819	19	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	20	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	20	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	20	3	very	very	ADV
csf-3819	20	4	confusing	confusing	ADJ
csf-3819	20	5	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	20	6	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	20	7	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	20	8	a	a	DET
csf-3819	20	9	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	20	10	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	20	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	21	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	21	2	knew	know	VERB
csf-3819	21	3	this	this	PRON
csf-3819	21	4	stemmed	stem	VERB
csf-3819	21	5	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	21	6	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	21	7	lack	lack	NOUN
csf-3819	21	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	21	9	ability	ability	NOUN
csf-3819	21	10	to	to	PART
csf-3819	21	11	breastfeed	breastfeed	VERB
csf-3819	21	12	her	she	PRON
csf-3819	21	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	21	14	but	but	CCONJ
csf-3819	21	15	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	21	16	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	21	17	internally	internally	ADV
csf-3819	21	18	conflicted	conflict	VERB
csf-3819	21	19	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	22	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	22	2	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	22	3	robbed	rob	VERB
csf-3819	22	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	22	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	22	6	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	22	7	everyone	everyone	PRON
csf-3819	22	8	raves	rave	VERB
csf-3819	22	9	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	22	10	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	22	11	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	22	12	bring	bring	VERB
csf-3819	22	13	a	a	DET
csf-3819	22	14	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	22	15	baby	baby	NOUN
csf-3819	22	16	home	home	NOUN
csf-3819	22	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	23	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	23	2	let	let	VERB
csf-3819	23	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	23	4	husband	husband	NOUN
csf-3819	23	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	23	6	parents	parent	NOUN
csf-3819	23	7	take	take	VERB
csf-3819	23	8	charge	charge	NOUN
csf-3819	23	9	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	23	10	her	she	PRON
csf-3819	23	11	caregiving	caregive	VERB
csf-3819	23	12	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	23	13	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	23	14	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	23	15	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	23	16	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	23	17	had	have	AUX
csf-3819	23	18	already	already	ADV
csf-3819	23	19	failed	fail	VERB
csf-3819	23	20	her	she	PRON
csf-3819	23	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	24	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	24	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	24	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	24	4	provide	provide	VERB
csf-3819	24	5	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	24	6	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	24	7	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	24	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	24	9	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	24	10	thing	thing	NOUN
csf-3819	24	11	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	24	12	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	24	13	to	to	PART
csf-3819	24	14	thrive	thrive	VERB
csf-3819	24	15	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	24	16	something	something	PRON
csf-3819	24	17	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	24	18	body	body	NOUN
csf-3819	24	19	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	24	20	supposed	suppose	VERB
csf-3819	24	21	to	to	PART
csf-3819	24	22	do	do	VERB
csf-3819	24	23	naturally	naturally	ADV
csf-3819	24	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	25	1	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	25	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	25	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	25	4	succeed	succeed	VERB
csf-3819	25	5	at	at	ADP
csf-3819	25	6	anything	anything	PRON
csf-3819	25	7	else	else	ADV
csf-3819	25	8	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	26	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	26	2	did	do	AUX
csf-3819	26	3	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	26	4	realize	realize	VERB
csf-3819	26	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	26	6	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	26	7	experiencing	experience	VERB
csf-3819	26	8	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	26	9	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	26	10	until	until	SCONJ
csf-3819	26	11	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	26	12	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	26	13	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	26	14	nearly	nearly	ADV
csf-3819	26	15	six	six	NUM
csf-3819	26	16	months	month	NOUN
csf-3819	26	17	old	old	ADJ
csf-3819	26	18	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	27	1	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	27	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	27	3	a	a	DET
csf-3819	27	4	very	very	ADV
csf-3819	27	5	challenging	challenging	ADJ
csf-3819	27	6	time	time	NOUN
csf-3819	27	7	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	27	8	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	27	9	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	28	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	28	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	28	3	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	28	4	so	so	ADV
csf-3819	28	5	much	much	ADV
csf-3819	28	6	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	28	7	denial	denial	NOUN
csf-3819	28	8	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	28	9	but	but	CCONJ
csf-3819	28	10	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	28	11	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	28	12	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	28	13	something	something	PRON
csf-3819	28	14	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	28	15	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	28	16	ready	ready	ADJ
csf-3819	28	17	to	to	PART
csf-3819	28	18	open	open	VERB
csf-3819	28	19	up	up	ADP
csf-3819	28	20	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	28	21	talk	talk	VERB
csf-3819	28	22	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	28	23	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	29	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	29	2	come	come	VERB
csf-3819	29	3	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	29	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	29	5	fairly	fairly	ADV
csf-3819	29	6	traditional	traditional	ADJ
csf-3819	29	7	mexican	mexican	ADJ
csf-3819	29	8	family	family	NOUN
csf-3819	29	9	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	30	1	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	30	2	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	30	3	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	30	4	taboo	taboo	ADJ
csf-3819	30	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	30	6	implies	imply	VERB
csf-3819	30	7	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	30	8	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	30	9	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	30	10	not	not	PART
csf-3819	30	11	meant	mean	VERB
csf-3819	30	12	to	to	PART
csf-3819	30	13	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	30	14	a	a	DET
csf-3819	30	15	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	30	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	31	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	31	2	family	family	NOUN
csf-3819	31	3	believes	believe	VERB
csf-3819	31	4	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	31	5	once	once	SCONJ
csf-3819	31	6	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	31	7	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	31	8	a	a	DET
csf-3819	31	9	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	31	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	31	11	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	31	12	put	put	VERB
csf-3819	31	13	all	all	DET
csf-3819	31	14	your	your	PRON
csf-3819	31	15	emotions	emotion	NOUN
csf-3819	31	16	aside	aside	ADV
csf-3819	31	17	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	31	18	pride	pride	VERB
csf-3819	31	19	yourself	yourself	PRON
csf-3819	31	20	on	on	ADP
csf-3819	31	21	raising	raise	VERB
csf-3819	31	22	your	your	PRON
csf-3819	31	23	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	31	24	the	the	DET
csf-3819	31	25	best	good	ADJ
csf-3819	31	26	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	31	27	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	31	28	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	31	29	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	32	1	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	32	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	32	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	32	4	fulfill	fulfill	VERB
csf-3819	32	5	these	these	DET
csf-3819	32	6	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	32	7	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	32	8	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	32	9	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	32	10	not	not	PART
csf-3819	32	11	even	even	ADV
csf-3819	32	12	identify	identify	VERB
csf-3819	32	13	a	a	DET
csf-3819	32	14	connection	connection	NOUN
csf-3819	32	15	between	between	ADP
csf-3819	32	16	us	we	PRON
csf-3819	32	17	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	33	1	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	33	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	33	3	finally	finally	ADV
csf-3819	33	4	came	come	VERB
csf-3819	33	5	forward	forward	ADV
csf-3819	33	6	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	33	7	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	33	8	husband	husband	NOUN
csf-3819	33	9	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	33	10	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	33	11	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	33	12	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	33	13	feeling	feel	VERB
csf-3819	33	14	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	33	15	we	we	PRON
csf-3819	33	16	cried	cry	VERB
csf-3819	33	17	together	together	ADV
csf-3819	33	18	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	34	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	34	2	knew	know	VERB
csf-3819	34	3	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	34	4	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	34	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	34	6	first	first	ADJ
csf-3819	34	7	step	step	NOUN
csf-3819	34	8	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	34	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	34	10	mental	mental	ADJ
csf-3819	34	11	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	34	12	emotional	emotional	ADJ
csf-3819	34	13	healing	healing	NOUN
csf-3819	34	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	35	1	we	we	PRON
csf-3819	35	2	were	be	AUX
csf-3819	35	3	ready	ready	ADJ
csf-3819	35	4	to	to	PART
csf-3819	35	5	venture	venture	VERB
csf-3819	35	6	through	through	ADP
csf-3819	35	7	this	this	DET
csf-3819	35	8	journey	journey	NOUN
csf-3819	35	9	together	together	ADV
csf-3819	35	10	side	side	NOUN
csf-3819	35	11	by	by	ADP
csf-3819	35	12	side	side	NOUN
csf-3819	35	13	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	36	1	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	36	2	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	36	3	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	36	4	gave	give	VERB
csf-3819	36	5	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	36	6	the	the	DET
csf-3819	36	7	strength	strength	NOUN
csf-3819	36	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	36	9	push	push	VERB
csf-3819	36	10	through	through	ADV
csf-3819	36	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	37	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	37	2	became	become	VERB
csf-3819	37	3	more	more	ADV
csf-3819	37	4	involved	involved	ADJ
csf-3819	37	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	37	6	present	present	ADJ
csf-3819	37	7	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	37	8	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	37	9	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	37	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	38	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	38	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	38	3	balancing	balance	VERB
csf-3819	38	4	school	school	NOUN
csf-3819	38	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	38	6	parenting	parent	VERB
csf-3819	38	7	much	much	ADV
csf-3819	38	8	more	more	ADV
csf-3819	38	9	efficiently	efficiently	ADV
csf-3819	38	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	39	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	39	2	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	39	3	noticed	notice	VERB
csf-3819	39	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	39	5	shift	shift	NOUN
csf-3819	39	6	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	39	7	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	39	8	behavior	behavior	NOUN
csf-3819	39	9	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	39	10	sat	sit	VERB
csf-3819	39	11	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	39	12	down	down	ADP
csf-3819	39	13	to	to	PART
csf-3819	39	14	discuss	discuss	VERB
csf-3819	39	15	her	her	PRON
csf-3819	39	16	previous	previous	ADJ
csf-3819	39	17	concerns	concern	NOUN
csf-3819	39	18	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	40	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	40	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	40	3	confronted	confront	VERB
csf-3819	40	4	by	by	ADP
csf-3819	40	5	a	a	DET
csf-3819	40	6	mirror	mirror	NOUN
csf-3819	40	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	40	8	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	40	9	no	no	ADV
csf-3819	40	10	longer	long	ADV
csf-3819	40	11	evade	evade	VERB
csf-3819	40	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	41	1	this	this	PRON
csf-3819	41	2	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	41	3	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	41	4	the	the	DET
csf-3819	41	5	term	term	NOUN
csf-3819	41	6	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	41	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	41	8	avoided	avoid	VERB
csf-3819	41	9	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	41	10	so	so	ADV
csf-3819	41	11	long	long	ADV
csf-3819	41	12	surfaced	surfaced	ADJ
csf-3819	41	13	–	–	PUNCT
csf-3819	41	14	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	41	15	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	41	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	42	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	42	2	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	42	3	like	like	SCONJ
csf-3819	42	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	42	5	bomb	bomb	NOUN
csf-3819	42	6	exploded	explode	VERB
csf-3819	42	7	within	within	ADP
csf-3819	42	8	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	42	9	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	43	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	43	2	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	43	3	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	43	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	43	5	mental	mental	ADJ
csf-3819	43	6	health	health	NOUN
csf-3819	43	7	facilitator	facilitator	NOUN
csf-3819	43	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	43	9	matt	matt	PROPN
csf-3819	43	10	coordinator	coordinator	NOUN
csf-3819	43	11	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	43	12	the	the	DET
csf-3819	43	13	department	department	PROPN
csf-3819	43	14	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	43	15	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	43	16	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	43	17	family	family	NOUN
csf-3819	43	18	services	service	NOUN
csf-3819	43	19	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	44	1	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	44	2	knew	know	VERB
csf-3819	44	3	exactly	exactly	ADV
csf-3819	44	4	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	44	5	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	44	6	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	44	7	talking	talk	VERB
csf-3819	44	8	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	44	9	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	45	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	45	2	thought	think	VERB
csf-3819	45	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	45	4	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	45	5	prepared	prepared	ADJ
csf-3819	45	6	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	45	7	all	all	DET
csf-3819	45	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	45	9	questions	question	NOUN
csf-3819	45	10	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	45	11	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	45	12	ask	ask	VERB
csf-3819	45	13	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	45	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	46	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	46	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	46	3	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	46	4	prepared	prepare	VERB
csf-3819	46	5	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	46	6	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	46	7	asked	ask	VERB
csf-3819	46	8	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	46	9	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	46	10	had	have	AUX
csf-3819	46	11	ever	ever	ADV
csf-3819	46	12	considered	consider	VERB
csf-3819	46	13	harming	harm	VERB
csf-3819	46	14	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	46	15	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	46	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	47	1	as	as	SCONJ
csf-3819	47	2	someone	someone	PRON
csf-3819	47	3	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	47	4	long	long	ADJ
csf-3819	47	5	term	term	NOUN
csf-3819	47	6	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	47	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	47	8	looking	look	VERB
csf-3819	47	9	back	back	ADV
csf-3819	47	10	now	now	ADV
csf-3819	47	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	47	12	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	47	13	do	do	AUX
csf-3819	47	14	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	47	15	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	47	16	like	like	SCONJ
csf-3819	47	17	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	47	18	reacted	react	VERB
csf-3819	47	19	properly	properly	ADV
csf-3819	47	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	48	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	48	2	stormed	storm	VERB
csf-3819	48	3	out	out	ADP
csf-3819	48	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	48	5	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	48	6	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	48	7	’s	’s	PART
csf-3819	48	8	house	house	NOUN
csf-3819	48	9	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	48	10	sped	speed	VERB
csf-3819	48	11	home	home	ADV
csf-3819	48	12	where	where	SCONJ
csf-3819	48	13	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	48	14	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	48	15	a	a	DET
csf-3819	48	16	two	two	NUM
csf-3819	48	17	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	48	18	hour	hour	NOUN
csf-3819	48	19	breakdown	breakdown	NOUN
csf-3819	48	20	waiting	wait	VERB
csf-3819	48	21	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	48	22	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	48	23	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	48	24	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	48	25	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	48	26	3	3	NUM
csf-3819	48	27	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	48	28	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	48	29	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	48	30	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	48	31	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	48	32	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	48	33	for	for	SCONJ
csf-3819	48	34	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	48	35	husband	husband	NOUN
csf-3819	48	36	to	to	PART
csf-3819	48	37	get	get	VERB
csf-3819	48	38	home	home	NOUN
csf-3819	48	39	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	49	1	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	49	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	49	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	49	4	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	49	5	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	49	6	ask	ask	VERB
csf-3819	49	7	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	49	8	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	49	9	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	50	1	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	50	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	50	3	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	50	4	think	think	VERB
csf-3819	50	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	50	6	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	50	7	capable	capable	ADJ
csf-3819	50	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	50	9	committing	commit	VERB
csf-3819	50	10	such	such	DET
csf-3819	50	11	a	a	DET
csf-3819	50	12	monstrous	monstrous	ADJ
csf-3819	50	13	act	act	NOUN
csf-3819	50	14	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	51	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	51	2	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	51	3	has	have	AUX
csf-3819	51	4	seen	see	VERB
csf-3819	51	5	a	a	DET
csf-3819	51	6	lot	lot	NOUN
csf-3819	51	7	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	51	8	ugly	ugly	ADJ
csf-3819	51	9	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	51	10	this	this	DET
csf-3819	51	11	world	world	NOUN
csf-3819	51	12	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	51	13	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	51	14	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	51	15	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	51	16	to	to	PART
csf-3819	51	17	do	do	VERB
csf-3819	51	18	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	51	19	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	51	20	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	51	21	necessary	necessary	ADJ
csf-3819	51	22	to	to	PART
csf-3819	51	23	protect	protect	VERB
csf-3819	51	24	the	the	DET
csf-3819	51	25	grandchild	grandchild	NOUN
csf-3819	51	26	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	51	27	had	have	AUX
csf-3819	51	28	been	be	AUX
csf-3819	51	29	helping	help	VERB
csf-3819	51	30	raise	raise	VERB
csf-3819	51	31	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	51	32	half	half	NOUN
csf-3819	51	33	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	51	34	a	a	DET
csf-3819	51	35	year	year	NOUN
csf-3819	51	36	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	52	1	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	52	2	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	52	3	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	52	4	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	52	5	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	52	6	a	a	DET
csf-3819	52	7	threat	threat	NOUN
csf-3819	52	8	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	52	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	52	10	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	52	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	52	12	a	a	DET
csf-3819	52	13	failed	fail	VERB
csf-3819	52	14	parent	parent	NOUN
csf-3819	52	15	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	52	16	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	52	17	a	a	DET
csf-3819	52	18	disgraced	disgraced	ADJ
csf-3819	52	19	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	52	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	53	1	gendered	gendere	VERB
csf-3819	53	2	scripts	script	NOUN
csf-3819	53	3	tell	tell	VERB
csf-3819	53	4	us	we	PRON
csf-3819	53	5	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	53	6	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	53	7	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	53	8	supposed	suppose	VERB
csf-3819	53	9	to	to	PART
csf-3819	53	10	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	53	11	a	a	DET
csf-3819	53	12	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	53	13	natural	natural	ADJ
csf-3819	53	14	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	53	15	nurturer	nurturer	NOUN
csf-3819	53	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	54	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	54	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	54	3	supposed	suppose	VERB
csf-3819	54	4	to	to	PART
csf-3819	54	5	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	54	6	able	able	ADJ
csf-3819	54	7	to	to	PART
csf-3819	54	8	feed	feed	VERB
csf-3819	54	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	54	10	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	54	11	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	54	12	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	54	13	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	54	14	production	production	NOUN
csf-3819	54	15	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	54	16	milk	milk	NOUN
csf-3819	54	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	55	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	55	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	55	3	supposed	suppose	VERB
csf-3819	55	4	to	to	PART
csf-3819	55	5	put	put	VERB
csf-3819	55	6	her	she	PRON
csf-3819	55	7	first	first	ADJ
csf-3819	55	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	55	9	minute	minute	NOUN
csf-3819	55	10	she	she	PRON
csf-3819	55	11	came	come	VERB
csf-3819	55	12	out	out	ADP
csf-3819	55	13	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	55	14	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	55	15	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	56	1	eventually	eventually	ADV
csf-3819	56	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	56	3	realized	realize	VERB
csf-3819	56	4	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	56	5	all	all	PRON
csf-3819	56	6	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	56	7	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	56	8	were	be	AUX
csf-3819	56	9	reflections	reflection	NOUN
csf-3819	56	10	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	56	11	the	the	DET
csf-3819	56	12	patriarchal	patriarchal	ADJ
csf-3819	56	13	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	56	14	we	we	PRON
csf-3819	56	15	live	live	VERB
csf-3819	56	16	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	56	17	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	56	18	not	not	PART
csf-3819	56	19	a	a	DET
csf-3819	56	20	reflection	reflection	NOUN
csf-3819	56	21	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	56	22	who	who	PRON
csf-3819	56	23	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	56	24	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	56	25	or	or	CCONJ
csf-3819	56	26	who	who	PRON
csf-3819	56	27	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	56	28	wanted	want	VERB
csf-3819	56	29	to	to	PART
csf-3819	56	30	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	56	31	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	57	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	57	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	57	3	an	an	DET
csf-3819	57	4	unfortunate	unfortunate	ADJ
csf-3819	57	5	individual	individual	NOUN
csf-3819	57	6	who	who	PRON
csf-3819	57	7	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	57	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	57	9	take	take	VERB
csf-3819	57	10	a	a	DET
csf-3819	57	11	step	step	NOUN
csf-3819	57	12	back	back	ADV
csf-3819	57	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	57	14	analyze	analyze	VERB
csf-3819	57	15	the	the	DET
csf-3819	57	16	situation	situation	NOUN
csf-3819	57	17	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	57	18	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	57	19	implement	implement	VERB
csf-3819	57	20	changes	change	NOUN
csf-3819	57	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	58	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	58	2	rarely	rarely	ADV
csf-3819	58	3	speak	speak	VERB
csf-3819	58	4	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	58	5	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	58	6	journey	journey	NOUN
csf-3819	58	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	58	8	but	but	CCONJ
csf-3819	58	9	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	58	10	was	be	VERB
csf-3819	58	11	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	58	12	specific	specific	ADJ
csf-3819	58	13	instance	instance	NOUN
csf-3819	58	14	where	where	SCONJ
csf-3819	58	15	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	58	16	decided	decide	VERB
csf-3819	58	17	to	to	PART
csf-3819	58	18	educate	educate	VERB
csf-3819	58	19	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	58	20	sister	sister	NOUN
csf-3819	58	21	on	on	ADP
csf-3819	58	22	the	the	DET
csf-3819	58	23	subject	subject	NOUN
csf-3819	58	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	59	1	this	this	PRON
csf-3819	59	2	led	lead	VERB
csf-3819	59	3	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	59	4	her	she	PRON
csf-3819	59	5	frowning	frown	VERB
csf-3819	59	6	upon	upon	SCONJ
csf-3819	59	7	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	59	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	59	9	making	make	VERB
csf-3819	59	10	the	the	DET
csf-3819	59	11	statement	statement	NOUN
csf-3819	59	12	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	59	13	“	"	PUNCT
csf-3819	59	14	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	59	15	never	never	ADV
csf-3819	59	16	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	59	17	that	that	DET
csf-3819	59	18	way	way	NOUN
csf-3819	59	19	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	59	20	any	any	PRON
csf-3819	59	21	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	59	22	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	59	23	kids	kid	NOUN
csf-3819	59	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	60	1	some	some	DET
csf-3819	60	2	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	60	3	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	60	4	just	just	ADV
csf-3819	60	5	not	not	PART
csf-3819	60	6	meant	mean	VERB
csf-3819	60	7	to	to	PART
csf-3819	60	8	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	60	9	parents	parent	NOUN
csf-3819	60	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	61	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	61	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	61	3	never	never	ADV
csf-3819	61	4	imagine	imagine	VERB
csf-3819	61	5	hurting	hurt	VERB
csf-3819	61	6	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	61	7	children	child	NOUN
csf-3819	61	8	”	"	PUNCT
csf-3819	61	9	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	62	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	62	2	took	take	VERB
csf-3819	62	3	everything	everything	PRON
csf-3819	62	4	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	62	5	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	62	6	not	not	PART
csf-3819	62	7	to	to	PART
csf-3819	62	8	blow	blow	VERB
csf-3819	62	9	up	up	ADP
csf-3819	62	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	62	11	as	as	SCONJ
csf-3819	62	12	anyone	anyone	PRON
csf-3819	62	13	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	62	14	naturally	naturally	ADV
csf-3819	62	15	do	do	VERB
csf-3819	62	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	63	1	instead	instead	ADV
csf-3819	63	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	63	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	63	4	took	take	VERB
csf-3819	63	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	63	6	high	high	ADJ
csf-3819	63	7	road	road	NOUN
csf-3819	63	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	63	9	relayed	relay	VERB
csf-3819	63	10	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	63	11	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	63	12	never	never	ADV
csf-3819	63	13	once	once	ADV
csf-3819	63	14	thought	think	VERB
csf-3819	63	15	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	63	16	hurting	hurt	VERB
csf-3819	63	17	nalani	nalani	ADJ
csf-3819	63	18	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	63	19	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	63	20	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	63	21	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	63	22	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	63	23	walked	walk	VERB
csf-3819	63	24	away	away	ADV
csf-3819	63	25	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	63	26	the	the	DET
csf-3819	63	27	situation	situation	NOUN
csf-3819	63	28	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	64	1	mom	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	64	2	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	64	3	shaming	shaming	NOUN
csf-3819	64	4	comes	come	NOUN
csf-3819	64	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	64	6	goes	go	VERB
csf-3819	64	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	64	8	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	64	9	use	use	VERB
csf-3819	64	10	those	those	DET
csf-3819	64	11	instances	instance	NOUN
csf-3819	64	12	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	64	13	fuel	fuel	NOUN
csf-3819	64	14	to	to	PART
csf-3819	64	15	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	64	16	positive	positive	ADJ
csf-3819	64	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	65	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	65	2	refuse	refuse	VERB
csf-3819	65	3	to	to	PART
csf-3819	65	4	allow	allow	VERB
csf-3819	65	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	65	6	opinions	opinion	NOUN
csf-3819	65	7	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	65	8	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	65	9	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	65	10	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	65	11	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	65	12	deem	deem	VERB
csf-3819	65	13	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	65	14	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	65	15	utilized	utilize	VERB
csf-3819	65	16	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	65	17	a	a	DET
csf-3819	65	18	tool	tool	NOUN
csf-3819	65	19	to	to	PART
csf-3819	65	20	marginalize	marginalize	VERB
csf-3819	65	21	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	65	22	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	66	1	everyone	everyone	PRON
csf-3819	66	2	’s	’s	PART
csf-3819	66	3	experiences	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	66	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	66	5	parenthood	parenthood	NOUN
csf-3819	66	6	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	66	7	vastly	vastly	ADV
csf-3819	66	8	different	different	ADJ
csf-3819	66	9	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	66	10	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	66	11	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	66	12	experiences	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	66	13	may	may	AUX
csf-3819	66	14	not	not	PART
csf-3819	66	15	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	66	16	the	the	DET
csf-3819	66	17	case	case	NOUN
csf-3819	66	18	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	66	19	other	other	ADJ
csf-3819	66	20	families	family	NOUN
csf-3819	66	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	67	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	67	2	are	be	VERB
csf-3819	67	3	many	many	ADJ
csf-3819	67	4	misconceptions	misconception	NOUN
csf-3819	67	5	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	67	6	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	67	7	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	68	1	every	every	DET
csf-3819	68	2	woman	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	68	3	experiences	experience	VERB
csf-3819	68	4	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	68	5	differently	differently	ADV
csf-3819	68	6	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	69	1	the	the	DET
csf-3819	69	2	lack	lack	NOUN
csf-3819	69	3	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	69	4	awareness	awareness	NOUN
csf-3819	69	5	allows	allow	VERB
csf-3819	69	6	for	for	SCONJ
csf-3819	69	7	false	false	ADJ
csf-3819	69	8	information	information	NOUN
csf-3819	69	9	to	to	PART
csf-3819	69	10	spread	spread	VERB
csf-3819	69	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	70	1	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	70	2	thing	thing	NOUN
csf-3819	70	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	70	4	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	70	5	to	to	PART
csf-3819	70	6	overcome	overcome	VERB
csf-3819	70	7	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	70	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	70	9	ideology	ideology	NOUN
csf-3819	70	10	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	70	11	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	70	12	wore	wear	VERB
csf-3819	70	13	the	the	DET
csf-3819	70	14	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	70	15	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	70	16	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	70	17	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	70	18	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	70	19	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	70	20	performative	performative	ADJ
csf-3819	70	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	71	1	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	71	2	struggle	struggle	NOUN
csf-3819	71	3	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	71	4	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	71	5	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	71	6	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	71	7	ongoing	ongoing	ADJ
csf-3819	71	8	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	71	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	71	10	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	71	11	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	71	12	almost	almost	ADV
csf-3819	71	13	two	two	NUM
csf-3819	71	14	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	71	15	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	71	16	are	be	VERB
csf-3819	71	17	some	some	DET
csf-3819	71	18	days	day	NOUN
csf-3819	71	19	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	71	20	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	71	21	definitely	definitely	ADV
csf-3819	71	22	harder	hard	ADJ
csf-3819	71	23	than	than	ADP
csf-3819	71	24	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	71	25	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	72	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	72	2	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	72	3	accepted	accept	VERB
csf-3819	72	4	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	72	5	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	72	6	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	72	7	differs	differ	VERB
csf-3819	72	8	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	72	9	the	the	DET
csf-3819	72	10	norms	norm	NOUN
csf-3819	72	11	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	72	12	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	72	13	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	72	14	the	the	DET
csf-3819	72	15	dominant	dominant	ADJ
csf-3819	72	16	culture	culture	NOUN
csf-3819	72	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	73	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	73	2	is	be	VERB
csf-3819	73	3	always	always	ADV
csf-3819	73	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	73	5	power	power	NOUN
csf-3819	73	6	struggle	struggle	NOUN
csf-3819	73	7	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	73	8	conversing	converse	VERB
csf-3819	73	9	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	73	10	other	other	ADJ
csf-3819	73	11	moms	mom	NOUN
csf-3819	73	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	74	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	74	2	’s	’	VERB
csf-3819	74	3	constant	constant	ADJ
csf-3819	74	4	criticism	criticism	NOUN
csf-3819	74	5	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	74	6	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	74	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	74	8	navigate	navigate	VERB
csf-3819	74	9	through	through	ADP
csf-3819	74	10	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	74	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	75	1	to	to	PART
csf-3819	75	2	say	say	VERB
csf-3819	75	3	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	75	4	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	75	5	does	do	AUX
csf-3819	75	6	not	not	PART
csf-3819	75	7	affect	affect	VERB
csf-3819	75	8	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	75	9	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	75	10	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	75	11	untrue	untrue	ADJ
csf-3819	75	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	76	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	76	2	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	76	3	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	76	4	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	76	5	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	76	6	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	76	7	4	4	NUM
csf-3819	76	8	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	76	9	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	76	10	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	76	11	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	76	12	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	76	13	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	76	14	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	76	15	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	76	16	to	to	PART
csf-3819	76	17	reframe	reframe	VERB
csf-3819	76	18	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	76	19	whole	whole	ADJ
csf-3819	76	20	ideology	ideology	NOUN
csf-3819	76	21	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	76	22	parenting	parenting	NOUN
csf-3819	76	23	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	77	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	77	2	conceptualized	conceptualize	VERB
csf-3819	77	3	ideals	ideal	NOUN
csf-3819	77	4	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	77	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	77	6	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	77	7	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	77	8	benefit	benefit	VERB
csf-3819	77	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	77	10	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	77	11	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	77	12	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	77	13	a	a	DET
csf-3819	77	14	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	77	15	set	set	NOUN
csf-3819	77	16	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	77	17	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	77	18	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	77	19	set	set	VERB
csf-3819	77	20	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	77	21	myself	myself	PRON
csf-3819	77	22	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	77	23	to	to	PART
csf-3819	77	24	aid	aid	VERB
csf-3819	77	25	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	77	26	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	77	27	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	77	28	adventure	adventure	NOUN
csf-3819	77	29	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	77	30	raising	raise	VERB
csf-3819	77	31	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	77	32	child	child	NOUN
csf-3819	77	33	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	78	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	78	2	believe	believe	VERB
csf-3819	78	3	parenting	parenting	NOUN
csf-3819	78	4	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	78	5	a	a	DET
csf-3819	78	6	process	process	NOUN
csf-3819	78	7	where	where	SCONJ
csf-3819	78	8	trial	trial	NOUN
csf-3819	78	9	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	78	10	error	error	NOUN
csf-3819	78	11	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	78	12	progressive	progressive	ADJ
csf-3819	78	13	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	79	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	79	2	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	79	3	allowed	allow	VERB
csf-3819	79	4	myself	myself	PRON
csf-3819	79	5	to	to	PART
csf-3819	79	6	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	79	7	ambivalent	ambivalent	ADJ
csf-3819	79	8	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	79	9	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	79	10	force	force	VERB
csf-3819	79	11	their	their	PRON
csf-3819	79	12	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	79	13	beliefs	belief	NOUN
csf-3819	79	14	upon	upon	SCONJ
csf-3819	79	15	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	79	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	80	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	80	2	am	be	AUX
csf-3819	80	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	80	4	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	80	5	critic	critic	NOUN
csf-3819	80	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	80	7	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	80	8	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	80	9	pains	pain	VERB
csf-3819	80	10	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	80	11	to	to	PART
csf-3819	80	12	admit	admit	VERB
csf-3819	80	13	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	80	14	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	80	15	took	take	VERB
csf-3819	80	16	quite	quite	DET
csf-3819	80	17	a	a	DET
csf-3819	80	18	while	while	NOUN
csf-3819	80	19	before	before	SCONJ
csf-3819	80	20	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	80	21	comprehended	comprehend	VERB
csf-3819	80	22	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	80	23	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	80	24	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	80	25	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	80	26	not	not	PART
csf-3819	80	27	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	80	28	similar	similar	ADJ
csf-3819	80	29	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	80	30	those	those	PRON
csf-3819	80	31	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	80	32	’ve	’ve	AUX
csf-3819	80	33	witnessed	witness	VERB
csf-3819	80	34	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	81	1	patriarchy	patriarchy	NOUN
csf-3819	81	2	determines	determine	VERB
csf-3819	81	3	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	81	4	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	81	5	a	a	DET
csf-3819	81	6	woman	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	81	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	81	8	we	we	PRON
csf-3819	81	9	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	81	10	subordinate	subordinate	ADJ
csf-3819	81	11	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	81	12	being	be	AUX
csf-3819	81	13	a	a	DET
csf-3819	81	14	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	81	15	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	81	16	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	81	17	entire	entire	ADJ
csf-3819	81	18	purpose	purpose	NOUN
csf-3819	81	19	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	81	20	life	life	NOUN
csf-3819	81	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	82	1	lacking	lack	VERB
csf-3819	82	2	the	the	DET
csf-3819	82	3	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	82	4	natural	natural	ADJ
csf-3819	82	5	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	82	6	instinct	instinct	NOUN
csf-3819	82	7	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	82	8	creating	create	VERB
csf-3819	82	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	82	10	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	82	11	system	system	NOUN
csf-3819	82	12	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	82	13	parenting	parenting	NOUN
csf-3819	82	14	threatens	threaten	VERB
csf-3819	82	15	the	the	DET
csf-3819	82	16	norms	norm	NOUN
csf-3819	82	17	already	already	ADV
csf-3819	82	18	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	82	19	place	place	NOUN
csf-3819	82	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	83	1	adapting	adapt	VERB
csf-3819	83	2	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	83	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	83	4	situation	situation	NOUN
csf-3819	83	5	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	83	6	creating	create	VERB
csf-3819	83	7	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	83	8	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	83	9	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	83	10	jeopardizes	jeopardize	VERB
csf-3819	83	11	the	the	DET
csf-3819	83	12	preexisting	preexist	VERB
csf-3819	83	13	scripts	script	NOUN
csf-3819	83	14	we	we	PRON
csf-3819	83	15	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	83	16	expected	expect	VERB
csf-3819	83	17	to	to	PART
csf-3819	83	18	act	act	VERB
csf-3819	83	19	out	out	ADP
csf-3819	83	20	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	83	21	the	the	DET
csf-3819	83	22	social	social	ADJ
csf-3819	83	23	world	world	NOUN
csf-3819	83	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	84	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	84	2	am	be	AUX
csf-3819	84	3	an	an	DET
csf-3819	84	4	example	example	NOUN
csf-3819	84	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	84	6	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	84	7	acceptable	acceptable	ADJ
csf-3819	84	8	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	84	9	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	84	10	to	to	PART
csf-3819	84	11	target	target	VERB
csf-3819	84	12	those	those	PRON
csf-3819	84	13	who	who	PRON
csf-3819	84	14	threaten	threaten	VERB
csf-3819	84	15	societal	societal	ADJ
csf-3819	84	16	norms	norm	NOUN
csf-3819	84	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	85	1	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	85	2	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	85	3	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	85	4	cruel	cruel	ADJ
csf-3819	85	5	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	85	6	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	85	7	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	85	8	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	85	9	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	85	10	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	85	11	think	think	VERB
csf-3819	85	12	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	85	13	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	85	14	a	a	DET
csf-3819	85	15	threat	threat	NOUN
csf-3819	85	16	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	85	17	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	85	18	shame	shame	VERB
csf-3819	85	19	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	85	20	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	85	21	the	the	DET
csf-3819	85	22	best	good	ADJ
csf-3819	85	23	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	85	24	their	their	PRON
csf-3819	85	25	ability	ability	NOUN
csf-3819	85	26	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	86	1	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	86	2	make	make	VERB
csf-3819	86	3	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	86	4	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	86	5	subordinate	subordinate	ADJ
csf-3819	86	6	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	86	7	attempts	attempt	NOUN
csf-3819	86	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	86	9	sway	sway	VERB
csf-3819	86	10	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	86	11	to	to	PART
csf-3819	86	12	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	86	13	adherent	adherent	ADJ
csf-3819	86	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	87	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	87	2	is	be	VERB
csf-3819	87	3	a	a	DET
csf-3819	87	4	gender	gender	NOUN
csf-3819	87	5	hierarchy	hierarchy	NOUN
csf-3819	87	6	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	87	7	place	place	NOUN
csf-3819	87	8	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	88	1	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	88	2	women	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	88	3	change	change	VERB
csf-3819	88	4	the	the	DET
csf-3819	88	5	system	system	NOUN
csf-3819	88	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	88	7	imagine	imagine	VERB
csf-3819	88	8	what	what	DET
csf-3819	88	9	power	power	NOUN
csf-3819	88	10	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	88	11	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	88	12	hold	hold	VERB
csf-3819	88	13	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	89	1	changes	change	NOUN
csf-3819	89	2	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	89	3	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	89	4	should	should	AUX
csf-3819	89	5	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	89	6	welcomed	welcome	VERB
csf-3819	89	7	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	90	1	unfortunately	unfortunately	ADV
csf-3819	90	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	90	3	the	the	DET
csf-3819	90	4	act	act	NOUN
csf-3819	90	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	90	6	“	"	PUNCT
csf-3819	90	7	othering	othere	VERB
csf-3819	90	8	”	"	PUNCT
csf-3819	90	9	triumphs	triumph	NOUN
csf-3819	90	10	over	over	ADP
csf-3819	90	11	open	open	NOUN
csf-3819	90	12	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	90	13	mindedness	mindedness	NOUN
csf-3819	90	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	91	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	91	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	91	3	never	never	ADV
csf-3819	91	4	assimilate	assimilate	VERB
csf-3819	91	5	properly	properly	ADV
csf-3819	91	6	into	into	ADP
csf-3819	91	7	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	91	8	due	due	ADP
csf-3819	91	9	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	91	10	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	91	11	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	91	12	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	91	13	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	91	14	othering	othere	VERB
csf-3819	91	15	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	91	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	92	1	a	a	DET
csf-3819	92	2	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	92	3	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	92	4	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	92	5	person	person	NOUN
csf-3819	92	6	rejects	reject	VERB
csf-3819	92	7	the	the	DET
csf-3819	92	8	idea	idea	NOUN
csf-3819	92	9	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	92	10	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	92	11	conformity	conformity	NOUN
csf-3819	92	12	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	92	13	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	92	14	fail	fail	VERB
csf-3819	92	15	to	to	PART
csf-3819	92	16	relate	relate	VERB
csf-3819	92	17	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	92	18	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	92	19	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	92	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	93	1	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	93	2	a	a	DET
csf-3819	93	3	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	93	4	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	93	5	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	93	6	person	person	NOUN
csf-3819	93	7	hears	hear	VERB
csf-3819	93	8	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	93	9	story	story	NOUN
csf-3819	93	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	93	11	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	93	12	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	93	13	overwhelmed	overwhelmed	ADJ
csf-3819	93	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	94	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	94	2	makes	make	VERB
csf-3819	94	3	them	they	PRON
csf-3819	94	4	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	94	5	sad	sad	ADJ
csf-3819	94	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	94	7	which	which	PRON
csf-3819	94	8	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	94	9	followed	follow	VERB
csf-3819	94	10	by	by	ADP
csf-3819	94	11	ignorance	ignorance	NOUN
csf-3819	94	12	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	94	13	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	94	14	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	94	15	’s	’	VERB
csf-3819	94	16	a	a	DET
csf-3819	94	17	barrier	barrier	NOUN
csf-3819	94	18	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	94	19	understanding	understanding	NOUN
csf-3819	94	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	95	1	their	their	PRON
csf-3819	95	2	discomfort	discomfort	NOUN
csf-3819	95	3	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	95	4	a	a	DET
csf-3819	95	5	result	result	NOUN
csf-3819	95	6	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	95	7	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	95	8	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	95	9	rejection	rejection	NOUN
csf-3819	95	10	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	95	11	conformity	conformity	NOUN
csf-3819	95	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	96	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	96	2	am	be	AUX
csf-3819	96	3	different	different	ADJ
csf-3819	96	4	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	96	5	them	they	PRON
csf-3819	96	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	96	7	which	which	PRON
csf-3819	96	8	ultimately	ultimately	ADV
csf-3819	96	9	leads	lead	VERB
csf-3819	96	10	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	96	11	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	96	12	being	be	AUX
csf-3819	96	13	labeled	label	VERB
csf-3819	96	14	an	an	DET
csf-3819	96	15	outcast	outcast	NOUN
csf-3819	96	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	97	1	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	97	2	themselves	themselves	PRON
csf-3819	97	3	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	97	4	not	not	PART
csf-3819	97	5	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	97	6	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	97	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	97	8	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	97	9	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	97	10	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	97	11	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	97	12	do	do	AUX
csf-3819	97	13	not	not	PART
csf-3819	97	14	understand	understand	VERB
csf-3819	97	15	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	97	16	severe	severe	ADJ
csf-3819	97	17	a	a	DET
csf-3819	97	18	situation	situation	NOUN
csf-3819	97	19	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	97	20	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	97	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	98	1	the	the	DET
csf-3819	98	2	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	98	3	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	98	4	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	98	5	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	98	6	view	view	VERB
csf-3819	98	7	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	98	8	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	98	9	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	98	10	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	98	11	an	an	DET
csf-3819	98	12	excuse	excuse	NOUN
csf-3819	98	13	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	98	14	not	not	PART
csf-3819	98	15	wanting	want	VERB
csf-3819	98	16	to	to	PART
csf-3819	98	17	face	face	VERB
csf-3819	98	18	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	98	19	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	98	20	inadequacies	inadequacy	NOUN
csf-3819	98	21	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	98	22	being	be	AUX
csf-3819	98	23	a	a	DET
csf-3819	98	24	parent	parent	NOUN
csf-3819	98	25	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	99	1	not	not	PART
csf-3819	99	2	asking	ask	VERB
csf-3819	99	3	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	99	4	help	help	NOUN
csf-3819	99	5	reflects	reflect	VERB
csf-3819	99	6	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	99	7	negligence	negligence	NOUN
csf-3819	99	8	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	99	9	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	99	10	reiterates	reiterate	VERB
csf-3819	99	11	the	the	DET
csf-3819	99	12	negative	negative	ADJ
csf-3819	99	13	stigma	stigma	NOUN
csf-3819	99	14	held	hold	VERB
csf-3819	99	15	against	against	ADP
csf-3819	99	16	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	99	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	100	1	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	100	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	100	3	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	100	4	step	step	VERB
csf-3819	100	5	forward	forward	ADV
csf-3819	100	6	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	100	7	speak	speak	VERB
csf-3819	100	8	about	about	ADP
csf-3819	100	9	something	something	PRON
csf-3819	100	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	100	11	knowing	know	VERB
csf-3819	100	12	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	100	13	the	the	DET
csf-3819	100	14	outcome	outcome	NOUN
csf-3819	100	15	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	100	16	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	100	17	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	101	1	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	101	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	101	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	101	4	conceive	conceive	VERB
csf-3819	101	5	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	101	6	the	the	DET
csf-3819	101	7	birth	birth	NOUN
csf-3819	101	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	101	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	101	10	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	101	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	101	12	something	something	PRON
csf-3819	101	13	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	101	14	should	should	AUX
csf-3819	101	15	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	101	16	celebrated	celebrate	VERB
csf-3819	101	17	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	101	18	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	101	19	the	the	DET
csf-3819	101	20	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	101	21	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	101	22	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	101	23	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	101	24	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	101	25	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	101	26	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	101	27	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	101	28	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	101	29	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	101	30	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	102	1	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	102	2	ability	ability	NOUN
csf-3819	102	3	to	to	PART
csf-3819	102	4	make	make	VERB
csf-3819	102	5	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	102	6	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	102	7	inferior	inferior	ADJ
csf-3819	102	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	102	9	sad	sad	ADJ
csf-3819	102	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	103	1	a	a	DET
csf-3819	103	2	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	103	3	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	103	4	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	103	5	person	person	NOUN
csf-3819	103	6	shames	shame	VERB
csf-3819	103	7	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	103	8	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	103	9	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	103	10	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	103	11	not	not	PART
csf-3819	103	12	understand	understand	VERB
csf-3819	103	13	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	103	14	a	a	DET
csf-3819	103	15	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	103	16	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	103	17	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	103	18	that	that	DET
csf-3819	103	19	way	way	NOUN
csf-3819	103	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	104	1	oftentimes	oftentime	NOUN
csf-3819	104	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	104	3	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	104	4	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	104	5	utilize	utilize	VERB
csf-3819	104	6	the	the	DET
csf-3819	104	7	act	act	NOUN
csf-3819	104	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	104	9	othering	othere	VERB
csf-3819	104	10	to	to	PART
csf-3819	104	11	tackle	tackle	VERB
csf-3819	104	12	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	104	13	endeavors	endeavor	NOUN
csf-3819	104	14	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	104	15	maneuvering	maneuver	VERB
csf-3819	104	16	through	through	ADP
csf-3819	104	17	parenthood	parenthood	NOUN
csf-3819	104	18	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	105	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	105	2	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	105	3	been	be	AUX
csf-3819	105	4	occurrences	occurrence	NOUN
csf-3819	105	5	where	where	SCONJ
csf-3819	105	6	this	this	DET
csf-3819	105	7	method	method	NOUN
csf-3819	105	8	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	105	9	prosperous	prosperous	ADJ
csf-3819	105	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	105	11	but	but	CCONJ
csf-3819	105	12	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	105	13	look	look	VERB
csf-3819	105	14	at	at	ADP
csf-3819	105	15	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	105	16	now	now	ADV
csf-3819	105	17	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	105	18	character	character	NOUN
csf-3819	105	19	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	105	20	building	building	NOUN
csf-3819	105	21	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	106	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	106	2	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	106	3	those	those	DET
csf-3819	106	4	negative	negative	ADJ
csf-3819	106	5	occasions	occasion	NOUN
csf-3819	106	6	to	to	PART
csf-3819	106	7	help	help	VERB
csf-3819	106	8	myself	myself	PRON
csf-3819	106	9	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	106	10	stronger	strong	ADJ
csf-3819	106	11	willed	willed	ADJ
csf-3819	106	12	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	106	13	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	106	14	both	both	PRON
csf-3819	106	15	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	106	16	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	106	17	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	106	18	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	106	19	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	107	1	now	now	ADV
csf-3819	107	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	107	3	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	107	4	someone	someone	PRON
csf-3819	107	5	challenges	challenge	VERB
csf-3819	107	6	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	107	7	experiences	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	107	8	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	107	9	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	107	10	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	107	11	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	107	12	parenting	parenting	NOUN
csf-3819	107	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	107	14	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	107	15	provide	provide	VERB
csf-3819	107	16	the	the	DET
csf-3819	107	17	individual	individual	NOUN
csf-3819	107	18	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	107	19	insight	insight	NOUN
csf-3819	107	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	108	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	108	2	share	share	VERB
csf-3819	108	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	108	4	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	108	5	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	108	6	them	they	PRON
csf-3819	108	7	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	109	1	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	109	2	they	they	PRON
csf-3819	109	3	choose	choose	VERB
csf-3819	109	4	to	to	PART
csf-3819	109	5	do	do	VERB
csf-3819	109	6	after	after	ADP
csf-3819	109	7	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	109	8	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	109	9	their	their	PRON
csf-3819	109	10	prerogative	prerogative	NOUN
csf-3819	109	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	110	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	110	2	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	110	3	found	find	VERB
csf-3819	110	4	this	this	DET
csf-3819	110	5	route	route	NOUN
csf-3819	110	6	to	to	PART
csf-3819	110	7	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	110	8	more	more	ADV
csf-3819	110	9	impactful	impactful	ADJ
csf-3819	110	10	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	110	11	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	110	12	show	show	VERB
csf-3819	110	13	any	any	DET
csf-3819	110	14	sign	sign	NOUN
csf-3819	110	15	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	110	16	fear	fear	NOUN
csf-3819	110	17	or	or	CCONJ
csf-3819	110	18	sadness	sadness	NOUN
csf-3819	110	19	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	110	20	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	110	21	give	give	VERB
csf-3819	110	22	them	they	PRON
csf-3819	110	23	power	power	NOUN
csf-3819	110	24	over	over	ADP
csf-3819	110	25	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	110	26	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	111	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	111	2	have	have	AUX
csf-3819	111	3	learned	learn	VERB
csf-3819	111	4	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	111	5	not	not	PART
csf-3819	111	6	to	to	PART
csf-3819	111	7	allow	allow	VERB
csf-3819	111	8	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	111	9	to	to	PART
csf-3819	111	10	get	get	VERB
csf-3819	111	11	the	the	DET
csf-3819	111	12	best	good	ADJ
csf-3819	111	13	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	111	14	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	111	15	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	111	16	addressing	address	VERB
csf-3819	111	17	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	111	18	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	111	19	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	111	20	biggest	big	ADJ
csf-3819	111	21	vulnerabilities	vulnerability	NOUN
csf-3819	111	22	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	112	1	their	their	PRON
csf-3819	112	2	attempts	attempt	NOUN
csf-3819	112	3	to	to	PART
csf-3819	112	4	berate	berate	VERB
csf-3819	112	5	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	112	6	will	will	AUX
csf-3819	112	7	not	not	PART
csf-3819	112	8	have	have	VERB
csf-3819	112	9	the	the	DET
csf-3819	112	10	intended	intend	VERB
csf-3819	112	11	effect	effect	NOUN
csf-3819	112	12	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	113	1	instead	instead	ADV
csf-3819	113	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	113	3	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	113	4	made	make	VERB
csf-3819	113	5	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	113	6	a	a	DET
csf-3819	113	7	much	much	ADV
csf-3819	113	8	stronger	strong	ADJ
csf-3819	113	9	woman	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	113	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	113	11	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	113	12	a	a	DET
csf-3819	113	13	better	well	ADJ
csf-3819	113	14	mother	mother	NOUN
csf-3819	113	15	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	114	1	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	114	2	a	a	DET
csf-3819	114	3	sociologist	sociologist	NOUN
csf-3819	114	4	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	114	5	training	training	NOUN
csf-3819	114	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	114	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	114	8	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	114	9	fortunate	fortunate	ADJ
csf-3819	114	10	enough	enough	ADV
csf-3819	114	11	to	to	PART
csf-3819	114	12	determine	determine	VERB
csf-3819	114	13	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	114	14	the	the	DET
csf-3819	114	15	looking	look	VERB
csf-3819	114	16	glass	glass	NOUN
csf-3819	114	17	self	self	NOUN
csf-3819	114	18	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	114	19	destructive	destructive	ADJ
csf-3819	114	20	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	114	21	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	114	22	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	115	1	as	as	SCONJ
csf-3819	115	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	115	3	mentioned	mention	VERB
csf-3819	115	4	before	before	ADV
csf-3819	115	5	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	115	6	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	115	7	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	115	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	115	9	biggest	big	ADJ
csf-3819	115	10	struggles	struggle	NOUN
csf-3819	115	11	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	115	12	shifting	shift	VERB
csf-3819	115	13	the	the	DET
csf-3819	115	14	notion	notion	NOUN
csf-3819	115	15	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	115	16	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	115	17	performed	perform	VERB
csf-3819	115	18	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	115	19	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	115	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	116	1	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	116	2	was	be	VERB
csf-3819	116	3	a	a	DET
csf-3819	116	4	point	point	NOUN
csf-3819	116	5	where	where	SCONJ
csf-3819	116	6	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	116	7	thought	think	VERB
csf-3819	116	8	everyone	everyone	PRON
csf-3819	116	9	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	116	10	public	public	NOUN
csf-3819	116	11	knew	know	VERB
csf-3819	116	12	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	116	13	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	116	14	struggling	struggle	VERB
csf-3819	116	15	just	just	ADV
csf-3819	116	16	by	by	ADP
csf-3819	116	17	looking	look	VERB
csf-3819	116	18	at	at	ADP
csf-3819	116	19	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	116	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	117	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	117	2	became	become	VERB
csf-3819	117	3	a	a	DET
csf-3819	117	4	reflection	reflection	NOUN
csf-3819	117	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	117	6	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	117	7	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	117	8	knew	know	VERB
csf-3819	117	9	everyone	everyone	PRON
csf-3819	117	10	thought	think	VERB
csf-3819	117	11	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	117	12	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	117	13	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	118	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	118	2	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	118	3	to	to	PART
csf-3819	118	4	abandon	abandon	VERB
csf-3819	118	5	this	this	DET
csf-3819	118	6	idea	idea	NOUN
csf-3819	118	7	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	118	8	adopt	adopt	VERB
csf-3819	118	9	a	a	DET
csf-3819	118	10	new	new	ADJ
csf-3819	118	11	sense	sense	NOUN
csf-3819	118	12	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	118	13	self	self	NOUN
csf-3819	118	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	119	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	119	2	wanted	want	VERB
csf-3819	119	3	to	to	PART
csf-3819	119	4	highlight	highlight	VERB
csf-3819	119	5	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	119	6	distinctions	distinction	NOUN
csf-3819	119	7	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	119	8	others	other	NOUN
csf-3819	119	9	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	119	10	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	119	11	wanted	want	VERB
csf-3819	119	12	to	to	PART
csf-3819	119	13	praise	praise	VERB
csf-3819	119	14	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	119	15	authenticity	authenticity	NOUN
csf-3819	119	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	120	1	having	having	AUX
csf-3819	120	2	felt	feel	VERB
csf-3819	120	3	like	like	ADP
csf-3819	120	4	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	120	5	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	120	6	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	120	7	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	120	8	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	120	9	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	120	10	a	a	DET
csf-3819	120	11	personal	personal	ADJ
csf-3819	120	12	fable	fable	NOUN
csf-3819	120	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	120	14	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	120	15	became	become	VERB
csf-3819	120	16	crucial	crucial	ADJ
csf-3819	120	17	to	to	PART
csf-3819	120	18	develop	develop	VERB
csf-3819	120	19	a	a	DET
csf-3819	120	20	deeper	deep	ADJ
csf-3819	120	21	understanding	understanding	NOUN
csf-3819	120	22	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	120	23	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	120	24	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	120	25	happen	happen	VERB
csf-3819	120	26	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	120	27	any	any	DET
csf-3819	120	28	woman	woman	NOUN
csf-3819	120	29	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	121	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	121	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	121	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	121	4	exempt	exempt	ADJ
csf-3819	121	5	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	121	6	any	any	DET
csf-3819	121	7	potentialities	potentiality	NOUN
csf-3819	121	8	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	121	9	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	121	10	associated	associate	VERB
csf-3819	121	11	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	121	12	childbirth	childbirth	NOUN
csf-3819	121	13	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	121	14	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	121	15	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	121	16	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	121	17	to	to	PART
csf-3819	121	18	remember	remember	VERB
csf-3819	121	19	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	121	20	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	122	1	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	122	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	122	3	finally	finally	ADV
csf-3819	122	4	understood	understand	VERB
csf-3819	122	5	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	122	6	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	122	7	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	122	8	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	122	9	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	122	10	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	122	11	did	do	AUX
csf-3819	122	12	n’t	not	PART
csf-3819	122	13	define	define	VERB
csf-3819	122	14	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	122	15	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	122	16	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	122	17	sense	sense	NOUN
csf-3819	122	18	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	122	19	self	self	NOUN
csf-3819	122	20	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	122	21	identity	identity	NOUN
csf-3819	122	22	became	become	VERB
csf-3819	122	23	much	much	ADV
csf-3819	122	24	more	more	ADV
csf-3819	122	25	positive	positive	ADJ
csf-3819	122	26	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	123	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	123	2	realized	realize	VERB
csf-3819	123	3	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	123	4	negative	negative	ADJ
csf-3819	123	5	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	123	6	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	123	7	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	123	8	helpful	helpful	ADJ
csf-3819	123	9	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	123	10	someone	someone	PRON
csf-3819	123	11	else	else	ADV
csf-3819	123	12	one	one	NUM
csf-3819	123	13	day	day	NOUN
csf-3819	123	14	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	123	15	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	123	16	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	123	17	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	123	18	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	123	19	to	to	PART
csf-3819	123	20	come	come	VERB
csf-3819	123	21	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	123	22	terms	term	NOUN
csf-3819	123	23	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	123	24	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	123	25	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	124	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	124	2	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	124	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	124	4	let	let	VERB
csf-3819	124	5	the	the	DET
csf-3819	124	6	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	124	7	consume	consume	VERB
csf-3819	124	8	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	124	9	any	any	ADV
csf-3819	124	10	longer	long	ADV
csf-3819	124	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	124	12	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	124	13	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	124	14	to	to	PART
csf-3819	124	15	act	act	VERB
csf-3819	124	16	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	124	17	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	124	18	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	124	19	needed	need	VERB
csf-3819	124	20	to	to	PART
csf-3819	124	21	do	do	VERB
csf-3819	124	22	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	124	23	fast	fast	ADV
csf-3819	124	24	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	125	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	125	2	learned	learn	VERB
csf-3819	125	3	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	125	4	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	125	5	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	125	6	get	get	VERB
csf-3819	125	7	better	well	ADJ
csf-3819	125	8	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	126	1	only	only	ADV
csf-3819	126	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	126	3	could	could	AUX
csf-3819	126	4	decide	decide	VERB
csf-3819	126	5	what	what	DET
csf-3819	126	6	type	type	NOUN
csf-3819	126	7	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	126	8	relationship	relationship	NOUN
csf-3819	126	9	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	126	10	wanted	want	VERB
csf-3819	126	11	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	126	12	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	126	13	daughter	daughter	NOUN
csf-3819	126	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	127	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	127	2	op	op	NOUN
csf-3819	127	3	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	127	4	ed	ed	NOUN
csf-3819	127	5	|	|	ADV
csf-3819	127	6	rivera	rivera	PROPN
csf-3819	127	7	6	6	NUM
csf-3819	127	8	california	california	PROPN
csf-3819	127	9	sociology	sociology	NOUN
csf-3819	127	10	forum	forum	PROPN
csf-3819	127	11	vol	vol	NOUN
csf-3819	127	12	.	.	PROPN
csf-3819	127	13	5	5	NUM
csf-3819	127	14	learned	learn	VERB
csf-3819	127	15	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	127	16	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	127	17	must	must	AUX
csf-3819	127	18	allow	allow	VERB
csf-3819	127	19	love	love	NOUN
csf-3819	127	20	to	to	PART
csf-3819	127	21	overtake	overtake	VERB
csf-3819	127	22	the	the	DET
csf-3819	127	23	bad	bad	ADJ
csf-3819	127	24	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	127	25	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	127	26	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	127	27	learned	learn	VERB
csf-3819	127	28	to	to	PART
csf-3819	127	29	love	love	VERB
csf-3819	127	30	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	127	31	very	very	ADV
csf-3819	127	32	dysfunctional	dysfunctional	ADJ
csf-3819	127	33	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	127	34	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	127	35	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	128	1	the	the	DET
csf-3819	128	2	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	128	3	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	128	4	deviance	deviance	NOUN
csf-3819	128	5	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	128	6	best	well	ADV
csf-3819	128	7	describes	describe	VERB
csf-3819	128	8	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	128	9	encounter	encounter	NOUN
csf-3819	128	10	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	128	11	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	128	12	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	128	13	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	128	14	labeling	label	VERB
csf-3819	128	15	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	128	16	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	1	cox	cox	PROPN
csf-3819	129	2	(	(	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	3	2018:122	2018:122	NOUN
csf-3819	129	4	)	)	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	5	pointed	point	VERB
csf-3819	129	6	out	out	ADP
csf-3819	129	7	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	129	8	:	:	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	9	labeling	labeling	NOUN
csf-3819	129	10	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	129	11	also	also	ADV
csf-3819	129	12	includes	include	VERB
csf-3819	129	13	analysis	analysis	NOUN
csf-3819	129	14	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	129	15	the	the	DET
csf-3819	129	16	processes	process	NOUN
csf-3819	129	17	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	129	18	the	the	DET
csf-3819	129	19	labeling	labeling	NOUN
csf-3819	129	20	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	21	or	or	CCONJ
csf-3819	129	22	the	the	DET
csf-3819	129	23	stereotyping	stereotype	VERB
csf-3819	129	24	(	(	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	25	schur	schur	PROPN
csf-3819	129	26	1971	1971	NUM
csf-3819	129	27	)	)	PUNCT
csf-3819	129	28	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	129	29	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	129	30	involved	involve	VERB
csf-3819	129	31	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	130	1	stigmas	stigma	NOUN
csf-3819	130	2	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	130	3	powerful	powerful	ADJ
csf-3819	130	4	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	130	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	130	6	this	this	DET
csf-3819	130	7	process	process	NOUN
csf-3819	130	8	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	130	9	typification	typification	NOUN
csf-3819	130	10	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	130	11	which	which	PRON
csf-3819	130	12	refers	refer	VERB
csf-3819	130	13	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	130	14	the	the	DET
csf-3819	130	15	stereotypical	stereotypical	ADJ
csf-3819	130	16	terms	term	NOUN
csf-3819	130	17	under	under	ADP
csf-3819	130	18	which	which	PRON
csf-3819	130	19	culture	culture	NOUN
csf-3819	130	20	has	have	AUX
csf-3819	130	21	created	create	VERB
csf-3819	130	22	a	a	DET
csf-3819	130	23	standardized	standardized	ADJ
csf-3819	130	24	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	130	25	simplified	simplified	ADJ
csf-3819	130	26	category	category	NOUN
csf-3819	130	27	to	to	PART
csf-3819	130	28	describe	describe	VERB
csf-3819	130	29	all	all	DET
csf-3819	130	30	bearers	bearer	NOUN
csf-3819	130	31	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	130	32	the	the	DET
csf-3819	130	33	deviance	deviance	NOUN
csf-3819	130	34	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	131	1	indeed	indeed	ADV
csf-3819	131	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	131	3	the	the	DET
csf-3819	131	4	stereotypes	stereotype	NOUN
csf-3819	131	5	often	often	ADV
csf-3819	131	6	extend	extend	VERB
csf-3819	131	7	beyond	beyond	ADP
csf-3819	131	8	the	the	DET
csf-3819	131	9	attribute	attribute	NOUN
csf-3819	131	10	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	131	11	constitute	constitute	VERB
csf-3819	131	12	a	a	DET
csf-3819	131	13	masterstatus	masterstatus	NOUN
csf-3819	131	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	132	1	(	(	PUNCT
csf-3819	132	2	huges	huge	NOUN
csf-3819	132	3	1945	1945	NUM
csf-3819	132	4	)	)	PUNCT
csf-3819	132	5	labeling	labeling	NOUN
csf-3819	132	6	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	132	7	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	132	8	demonstrated	demonstrate	VERB
csf-3819	132	9	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	132	10	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	132	11	experience	experience	NOUN
csf-3819	132	12	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	132	13	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	132	14	subconsciously	subconsciously	ADV
csf-3819	132	15	began	begin	VERB
csf-3819	132	16	to	to	PART
csf-3819	132	17	absorb	absorb	VERB
csf-3819	132	18	the	the	DET
csf-3819	132	19	criticisms	criticism	NOUN
csf-3819	132	20	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	132	21	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	132	22	receiving	receive	VERB
csf-3819	132	23	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	133	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	133	2	internalized	internalize	VERB
csf-3819	133	3	the	the	DET
csf-3819	133	4	negative	negative	ADJ
csf-3819	133	5	labels	label	NOUN
csf-3819	133	6	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	134	1	the	the	DET
csf-3819	134	2	views	view	NOUN
csf-3819	134	3	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	134	4	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	134	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	134	6	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	134	7	began	begin	VERB
csf-3819	134	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	134	9	mold	mold	VERB
csf-3819	134	10	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	134	11	self	self	NOUN
csf-3819	134	12	-	-	PUNCT
csf-3819	134	13	identity	identity	NOUN
csf-3819	134	14	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	135	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	135	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	135	3	becoming	become	VERB
csf-3819	135	4	all	all	PRON
csf-3819	135	5	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	135	6	the	the	DET
csf-3819	135	7	negative	negative	ADJ
csf-3819	135	8	things	thing	NOUN
csf-3819	135	9	those	those	DET
csf-3819	135	10	‘	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	135	11	normal	normal	ADJ
csf-3819	135	12	’	'	PUNCT
csf-3819	135	13	people	people	NOUN
csf-3819	135	14	saw	see	VERB
csf-3819	135	15	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	135	16	me	i	PRON
csf-3819	135	17	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	136	1	although	although	SCONJ
csf-3819	136	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	136	3	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	136	4	informally	informally	ADV
csf-3819	136	5	labeled	label	VERB
csf-3819	136	6	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	136	7	being	be	AUX
csf-3819	136	8	labeled	label	VERB
csf-3819	136	9	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	136	10	deviant	deviant	ADJ
csf-3819	136	11	took	take	VERB
csf-3819	136	12	a	a	DET
csf-3819	136	13	dramatic	dramatic	ADJ
csf-3819	136	14	toll	toll	NOUN
csf-3819	136	15	on	on	ADP
csf-3819	136	16	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	136	17	selfesteem	selfesteem	NOUN
csf-3819	136	18	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	137	1	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	137	2	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	137	3	n’t	n’t	ADJ
csf-3819	137	4	until	until	SCONJ
csf-3819	137	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	137	6	had	have	VERB
csf-3819	137	7	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	137	8	epiphany	epiphany	NOUN
csf-3819	137	9	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	137	10	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	137	11	realized	realize	VERB
csf-3819	137	12	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	137	13	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	137	14	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	137	15	already	already	ADV
csf-3819	137	16	considered	consider	VERB
csf-3819	137	17	deviant	deviant	ADJ
csf-3819	137	18	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	137	19	what	what	PRON
csf-3819	137	20	would	would	AUX
csf-3819	137	21	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	137	22	be	be	AUX
csf-3819	137	23	considered	consider	VERB
csf-3819	137	24	if	if	SCONJ
csf-3819	137	25	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	137	26	created	create	VERB
csf-3819	137	27	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	137	28	own	own	ADJ
csf-3819	137	29	terms	term	NOUN
csf-3819	137	30	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	137	31	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	137	32	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	138	1	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	138	2	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	138	3	precisely	precisely	ADV
csf-3819	138	4	why	why	SCONJ
csf-3819	138	5	labeling	labeling	NOUN
csf-3819	138	6	theory	theory	NOUN
csf-3819	138	7	best	well	ADV
csf-3819	138	8	fits	fit	VERB
csf-3819	138	9	my	my	PRON
csf-3819	138	10	situation	situation	NOUN
csf-3819	138	11	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	139	1	oftentimes	oftentime	NOUN
csf-3819	139	2	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	139	3	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	139	4	individuals	individual	NOUN
csf-3819	139	5	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	139	6	defined	define	VERB
csf-3819	139	7	or	or	CCONJ
csf-3819	139	8	labeled	label	VERB
csf-3819	139	9	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	139	10	deviant	deviant	ADJ
csf-3819	139	11	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	139	12	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	139	13	creates	create	VERB
csf-3819	139	14	an	an	DET
csf-3819	139	15	inclination	inclination	NOUN
csf-3819	139	16	to	to	PART
csf-3819	139	17	become	become	VERB
csf-3819	139	18	more	more	ADV
csf-3819	139	19	deviant	deviant	ADJ
csf-3819	139	20	in	in	ADP
csf-3819	139	21	society	society	NOUN
csf-3819	139	22	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	139	23	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	139	24	are	be	AUX
csf-3819	139	25	already	already	ADV
csf-3819	139	26	a	a	DET
csf-3819	139	27	victim	victim	NOUN
csf-3819	139	28	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	139	29	stigma	stigma	NOUN
csf-3819	139	30	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	140	1	when	when	SCONJ
csf-3819	140	2	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	140	3	decided	decide	VERB
csf-3819	140	4	that	that	SCONJ
csf-3819	140	5	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	140	6	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	140	7	going	go	VERB
csf-3819	140	8	to	to	PART
csf-3819	140	9	challenge	challenge	VERB
csf-3819	140	10	the	the	DET
csf-3819	140	11	unrealistic	unrealistic	ADJ
csf-3819	140	12	expectations	expectation	NOUN
csf-3819	140	13	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	140	14	motherhood	motherhood	NOUN
csf-3819	140	15	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	140	16	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	140	17	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	140	18	because	because	SCONJ
csf-3819	140	19	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	140	20	was	be	AUX
csf-3819	140	21	already	already	ADV
csf-3819	140	22	negatively	negatively	ADV
csf-3819	140	23	viewed	view	VERB
csf-3819	140	24	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	140	25	stigmatized	stigmatize	VERB
csf-3819	140	26	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	141	1	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	141	2	thought	think	VERB
csf-3819	141	3	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	141	4	myself	myself	PRON
csf-3819	141	5	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	141	6	how	how	SCONJ
csf-3819	141	7	much	much	ADV
csf-3819	141	8	worse	bad	ADJ
csf-3819	141	9	can	can	AUX
csf-3819	141	10	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	141	11	get	get	VERB
csf-3819	141	12	?	?	PUNCT
csf-3819	142	1	as	as	ADP
csf-3819	142	2	a	a	DET
csf-3819	142	3	survivor	survivor	NOUN
csf-3819	142	4	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	142	5	postpartum	postpartum	NOUN
csf-3819	142	6	depression	depression	NOUN
csf-3819	142	7	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	142	8	i	i	PRON
csf-3819	142	9	feel	feel	VERB
csf-3819	142	10	it	it	PRON
csf-3819	142	11	necessary	necessary	ADJ
csf-3819	142	12	to	to	ADP
csf-3819	142	13	state	state	NOUN
csf-3819	142	14	:	:	PUNCT
csf-3819	142	15	life	life	NOUN
csf-3819	142	16	goes	go	VERB
csf-3819	142	17	on	on	ADV
csf-3819	142	18	,	,	PUNCT
csf-3819	142	19	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	142	20	there	there	PRON
csf-3819	142	21	is	be	VERB
csf-3819	142	22	a	a	DET
csf-3819	142	23	light	light	NOUN
csf-3819	142	24	at	at	ADP
csf-3819	142	25	the	the	DET
csf-3819	142	26	end	end	NOUN
csf-3819	142	27	of	of	ADP
csf-3819	142	28	the	the	DET
csf-3819	142	29	tunnel	tunnel	NOUN
csf-3819	142	30	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	143	1	moving	move	VERB
csf-3819	143	2	away	away	ADV
csf-3819	143	3	from	from	ADP
csf-3819	143	4	the	the	DET
csf-3819	143	5	darkness	darkness	NOUN
csf-3819	143	6	takes	take	VERB
csf-3819	143	7	time	time	NOUN
csf-3819	143	8	and	and	CCONJ
csf-3819	143	9	patience	patience	NOUN
csf-3819	143	10	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	144	1	change	change	NOUN
csf-3819	144	2	does	do	AUX
csf-3819	144	3	not	not	PART
csf-3819	144	4	occur	occur	VERB
csf-3819	144	5	overnight	overnight	ADV
csf-3819	144	6	.	.	PUNCT
csf-3819	145	1	trauma	trauma	NOUN
csf-3819	145	2	is	be	AUX
csf-3819	145	3	an	an	DET
csf-3819	145	4	ongoing	ongoing	ADJ
csf-3819	145	5	process	process	NOUN
csf-3819	145	6	that	that	PRON
csf-3819	145	7	you	you	PRON
csf-3819	145	8	learn	learn	VERB
csf-3819	145	9	to	to	PART
csf-3819	145	10	cope	cope	VERB
csf-3819	145	11	with	with	ADP
csf-3819	145	12	for	for	ADP
csf-3819	145	13	the	the	DET
csf-3819	145	14	rest	rest	NOUN
csf-3819	145	15	of	of	ADP
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