Tammy Ronique Williams – FROM THE GROUND UP 67 “From the Ground Up” As a child, instinct never quite gave me the understanding I needed to know the difference but as I grew, I flourished with the wisdom of my forefathers. Wisdom once branded, shoveled and burned alive, by ignorance now interred in plots once ploughed with the bones. I want to feel that when you look at me, you will see deeper than the scars entrenched in my body. Those which after generations, have still managed to descend into my genealogy. I want to feel that my potential will not be dwarfed for that of a little melanin, for the fact that I inherited the structure of my ancestors. I was clueless then, not realizing that along with the features encrypted in my DNA, came the blemishes of a bleeding past which would always seem to aggressively control me. I want not to feel the remnants of pain’s years stinging through your eyes To feel that you are not threatened by the knots of my kinky hair, nor the dirt caked and pounded into my flesh over time. I want to feel it is okay to hang my head over the railing hair blowing in the wind to be able to open my eyes under the Caribbean waters without your whips suppression to run free forgetting years of shackles and bare-bottomed lashes I want for you to know that man cannot take or repress the undaunted spirit rattling like a snake quiet, but coursing inside of me A movement which will continue to thrive to be celebrated.