id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
crda-421	1	1	christian	christian	ADJ
crda-421	1	2	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	1	3	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	1	4	development	development	NOUN
crda-421	1	5	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	1	6	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	1	7	advocacy	advocacy	NOUN
crda-421	1	8	1(2	1(2	NUM
crda-421	1	9	)	)	PUNCT
crda-421	1	10	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	1	11	winter	winter	NOUN
crda-421	1	12	2020	2020	NUM
crda-421	1	13	dykema	dykema	ADJ
crda-421	1	14	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	1	15	book	book	NOUN
crda-421	1	16	review	review	NOUN
crda-421	1	17	111	111	NUM
crda-421	1	18	book	book	NOUN
crda-421	1	19	review	review	NOUN
crda-421	1	20	a	a	DET
crda-421	1	21	walking	walk	VERB
crda-421	1	22	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	1	23	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	2	1	what	what	PRON
crda-421	2	2	surviving	survive	VERB
crda-421	2	3	katrina	katrina	PROPN
crda-421	2	4	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	2	5	cancer	cancer	NOUN
crda-421	2	6	taught	teach	VERB
crda-421	2	7	me	i	PRON
crda-421	2	8	about	about	ADP
crda-421	2	9	faith	faith	NOUN
crda-421	2	10	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	2	11	resilience	resilience	NOUN
crda-421	2	12	by	by	ADP
crda-421	2	13	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	2	14	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	2	15	reviewed	review	VERB
crda-421	2	16	by	by	ADP
crda-421	2	17	eugene	eugene	PROPN
crda-421	2	18	dykema	dykema	PROPN
crda-421	2	19	west	west	PROPN
crda-421	2	20	conshohocken	conshohocken	PROPN
crda-421	2	21	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	2	22	pa	pa	PROPN
crda-421	2	23	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	2	24	templeton	templeton	PROPN
crda-421	2	25	press	press	PROPN
crda-421	2	26	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	2	27	2019	2019	NUM
crda-421	2	28	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	3	1	$	$	SYM
crda-421	3	2	15.95	15.95	NUM
crda-421	3	3	some	some	DET
crda-421	3	4	stories	story	NOUN
crda-421	3	5	are	be	AUX
crda-421	3	6	immediately	immediately	ADV
crda-421	3	7	compelling	compelling	ADJ
crda-421	3	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	3	9	such	such	ADJ
crda-421	3	10	as	as	SCONJ
crda-421	3	11	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	3	12	doctor	doctor	NOUN
crda-421	3	13	becomes	become	VERB
crda-421	3	14	ill	ill	ADJ
crda-421	3	15	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	3	16	experiences	experience	NOUN
crda-421	3	17	being	be	AUX
crda-421	3	18	a	a	DET
crda-421	3	19	patient	patient	NOUN
crda-421	3	20	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	3	21	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	3	22	learns	learn	VERB
crda-421	3	23	the	the	DET
crda-421	3	24	other	other	ADJ
crda-421	3	25	side	side	NOUN
crda-421	3	26	of	of	ADP
crda-421	3	27	the	the	DET
crda-421	3	28	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	3	29	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	3	30	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	4	1	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	4	2	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	4	3	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	4	4	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	4	5	has	have	VERB
crda-421	4	6	a	a	DET
crda-421	4	7	plot	plot	NOUN
crda-421	4	8	like	like	ADP
crda-421	4	9	that	that	PRON
crda-421	4	10	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	5	1	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	5	2	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	5	3	is	be	AUX
crda-421	5	4	an	an	DET
crda-421	5	5	academic	academic	ADJ
crda-421	5	6	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	5	7	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	5	8	researcher	researcher	NOUN
crda-421	5	9	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	5	10	the	the	DET
crda-421	5	11	founder	founder	NOUN
crda-421	5	12	of	of	ADP
crda-421	5	13	a	a	DET
crda-421	5	14	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	5	15	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	5	16	research	research	NOUN
crda-421	5	17	institute	institute	NOUN
crda-421	5	18	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	6	1	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	6	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	6	3	academic	academic	ADJ
crda-421	6	4	pattern	pattern	NOUN
crda-421	6	5	formed	form	VERB
crda-421	6	6	his	his	PRON
crda-421	6	7	disposition	disposition	NOUN
crda-421	6	8	toward	toward	ADP
crda-421	6	9	disasters	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	6	10	—	—	PUNCT
crda-421	6	11	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	6	12	there	there	PRON
crda-421	6	13	are	be	VERB
crda-421	6	14	at	at	ADP
crda-421	6	15	least	least	ADJ
crda-421	6	16	hints	hint	VERB
crda-421	6	17	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	6	18	it	it	PRON
crda-421	6	19	did	do	VERB
crda-421	6	20	—	—	PUNCT
crda-421	6	21	things	thing	NOUN
crda-421	6	22	changed	change	VERB
crda-421	6	23	on	on	ADP
crda-421	6	24	the	the	DET
crda-421	6	25	day	day	NOUN
crda-421	6	26	he	he	PRON
crda-421	6	27	received	receive	VERB
crda-421	6	28	the	the	DET
crda-421	6	29	news	news	NOUN
crda-421	6	30	of	of	ADP
crda-421	6	31	his	his	PRON
crda-421	6	32	own	own	ADJ
crda-421	6	33	personal	personal	ADJ
crda-421	6	34	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	6	35	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	6	36	stage	stage	NOUN
crda-421	6	37	4	4	NUM
crda-421	6	38	colon	colon	NOUN
crda-421	6	39	cancer	cancer	NOUN
crda-421	6	40	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	7	1	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	7	2	was	be	AUX
crda-421	7	3	35	35	NUM
crda-421	7	4	at	at	ADP
crda-421	7	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	7	6	time	time	NOUN
crda-421	7	7	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	8	1	his	his	PRON
crda-421	8	2	job	job	NOUN
crda-421	8	3	was	be	AUX
crda-421	8	4	now	now	ADV
crda-421	8	5	to	to	PART
crda-421	8	6	make	make	VERB
crda-421	8	7	sense	sense	NOUN
crda-421	8	8	of	of	ADP
crda-421	8	9	his	his	PRON
crda-421	8	10	own	own	ADJ
crda-421	8	11	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	8	12	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	8	13	its	its	PRON
crda-421	8	14	suffering	suffering	NOUN
crda-421	8	15	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	9	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	9	2	tells	tell	VERB
crda-421	9	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	9	4	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	9	5	in	in	ADP
crda-421	9	6	his	his	PRON
crda-421	9	7	memoir	memoir	NOUN
crda-421	9	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	9	9	a	a	DET
crda-421	9	10	walking	walk	VERB
crda-421	9	11	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	9	12	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	10	1	at	at	ADP
crda-421	10	2	much	much	ADJ
crda-421	10	3	of	of	ADP
crda-421	10	4	its	its	PRON
crda-421	10	5	core	core	NOUN
crda-421	10	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	10	7	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	10	8	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	10	9	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	10	10	memoir	memoir	NOUN
crda-421	10	11	is	be	AUX
crda-421	10	12	not	not	PART
crda-421	10	13	about	about	ADP
crda-421	10	14	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	10	15	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	10	16	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	11	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	11	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	11	3	about	about	ADP
crda-421	11	4	what	what	PRON
crda-421	11	5	happens	happen	VERB
crda-421	11	6	when	when	SCONJ
crda-421	11	7	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	11	8	does	do	AUX
crda-421	11	9	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	11	10	come	come	VERB
crda-421	11	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	11	12	at	at	ADP
crda-421	11	13	least	least	ADJ
crda-421	11	14	not	not	PART
crda-421	11	15	on	on	ADP
crda-421	11	16	hoped	hope	VERB
crda-421	11	17	-	-	PUNCT
crda-421	11	18	for	for	ADP
crda-421	11	19	terms	term	NOUN
crda-421	11	20	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	12	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	12	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	12	3	also	also	ADV
crda-421	12	4	about	about	ADP
crda-421	12	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	12	6	how	how	SCONJ
crda-421	12	7	of	of	ADP
crda-421	12	8	making	make	VERB
crda-421	12	9	sense	sense	NOUN
crda-421	12	10	of	of	ADP
crda-421	12	11	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	12	12	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	13	1	how	how	SCONJ
crda-421	13	2	can	can	AUX
crda-421	13	3	one	one	PRON
crda-421	13	4	make	make	VERB
crda-421	13	5	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	13	6	out	out	ADP
crda-421	13	7	of	of	ADP
crda-421	13	8	radically	radically	ADV
crda-421	13	9	altered	alter	VERB
crda-421	13	10	circumstances	circumstance	NOUN
crda-421	13	11	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	14	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	14	2	tells	tell	VERB
crda-421	14	3	his	his	PRON
crda-421	14	4	struggle	struggle	NOUN
crda-421	14	5	in	in	ADP
crda-421	14	6	often	often	ADV
crda-421	14	7	excruciating	excruciating	ADJ
crda-421	14	8	detail	detail	NOUN
crda-421	14	9	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	15	1	in	in	ADP
crda-421	15	2	shock	shock	NOUN
crda-421	15	3	at	at	ADP
crda-421	15	4	his	his	PRON
crda-421	15	5	circumstances	circumstance	NOUN
crda-421	15	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	15	7	he	he	PRON
crda-421	15	8	nevertheless	nevertheless	ADV
crda-421	15	9	feels	feel	VERB
crda-421	15	10	somewhat	somewhat	ADV
crda-421	15	11	prepared	prepared	ADJ
crda-421	15	12	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	16	1	after	after	ADV
crda-421	16	2	all	all	ADV
crda-421	16	3	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	16	4	as	as	ADP
crda-421	16	5	a	a	DET
crda-421	16	6	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	16	7	researcher	researcher	NOUN
crda-421	16	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	16	9	he	he	PRON
crda-421	16	10	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	16	11	had	have	VERB
crda-421	16	12	a	a	DET
crda-421	16	13	box	box	NOUN
crda-421	16	14	with	with	ADP
crda-421	16	15	which	which	PRON
crda-421	16	16	i	i	PRON
crda-421	16	17	could	could	AUX
crda-421	16	18	organize	organize	VERB
crda-421	16	19	my	my	PRON
crda-421	16	20	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	16	21	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	16	22	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	17	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	17	2	would	would	AUX
crda-421	17	3	discover	discover	VERB
crda-421	17	4	he	he	PRON
crda-421	17	5	needed	need	VERB
crda-421	17	6	a	a	DET
crda-421	17	7	bigger	big	ADJ
crda-421	17	8	box	box	NOUN
crda-421	17	9	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	18	1	fatigue	fatigue	NOUN
crda-421	18	2	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	18	3	discouragement	discouragement	NOUN
crda-421	18	4	would	would	AUX
crda-421	18	5	require	require	VERB
crda-421	18	6	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	18	7	he	he	PRON
crda-421	18	8	change	change	VERB
crda-421	18	9	his	his	PRON
crda-421	18	10	mental	mental	ADJ
crda-421	18	11	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	18	12	emotional	emotional	ADJ
crda-421	18	13	models	model	NOUN
crda-421	18	14	of	of	ADP
crda-421	18	15	how	how	SCONJ
crda-421	18	16	to	to	PART
crda-421	18	17	cope	cope	VERB
crda-421	18	18	with	with	ADP
crda-421	18	19	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	18	20	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	19	1	one	one	NUM
crda-421	19	2	problem	problem	NOUN
crda-421	19	3	is	be	AUX
crda-421	19	4	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	19	5	his	his	PRON
crda-421	19	6	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	19	7	does	do	AUX
crda-421	19	8	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	19	9	follow	follow	VERB
crda-421	19	10	script	script	NOUN
crda-421	19	11	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	20	1	most	most	ADJ
crda-421	20	2	of	of	ADP
crda-421	20	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	20	4	disasters	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	20	5	he	he	PRON
crda-421	20	6	was	be	AUX
crda-421	20	7	familiar	familiar	ADJ
crda-421	20	8	with	with	ADP
crda-421	20	9	pass	pass	NOUN
crda-421	20	10	quickly	quickly	ADV
crda-421	20	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	20	12	blow	blow	VERB
crda-421	20	13	over	over	ADP
crda-421	20	14	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	20	15	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	20	16	you	you	PRON
crda-421	20	17	will	will	AUX
crda-421	20	18	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	21	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	21	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	21	3	not	not	PART
crda-421	21	4	prepared	prepare	VERB
crda-421	21	5	for	for	ADP
crda-421	21	6	the	the	DET
crda-421	21	7	protracted	protract	VERB
crda-421	21	8	suffering	suffering	NOUN
crda-421	21	9	he	he	PRON
crda-421	21	10	will	will	AUX
crda-421	21	11	have	have	VERB
crda-421	21	12	to	to	PART
crda-421	21	13	endure	endure	VERB
crda-421	21	14	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	22	1	neither	neither	CCONJ
crda-421	22	2	his	his	PRON
crda-421	22	3	personal	personal	ADJ
crda-421	22	4	strengths	strength	NOUN
crda-421	22	5	nor	nor	CCONJ
crda-421	22	6	much	much	ADJ
crda-421	22	7	of	of	ADP
crda-421	22	8	the	the	DET
crda-421	22	9	received	receive	VERB
crda-421	22	10	wisdom	wisdom	NOUN
crda-421	22	11	about	about	ADP
crda-421	22	12	how	how	SCONJ
crda-421	22	13	to	to	PART
crda-421	22	14	cope	cope	VERB
crda-421	22	15	with	with	ADP
crda-421	22	16	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	22	17	are	be	AUX
crda-421	22	18	up	up	ADP
crda-421	22	19	to	to	ADP
crda-421	22	20	the	the	DET
crda-421	22	21	challenge	challenge	NOUN
crda-421	22	22	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	23	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	23	2	finds	find	VERB
crda-421	23	3	that	that	DET
crda-421	23	4	optimism	optimism	NOUN
crda-421	23	5	is	be	AUX
crda-421	23	6	not	not	PART
crda-421	23	7	enough	enough	ADJ
crda-421	23	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	23	9	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	23	10	resilience	resilience	NOUN
crda-421	23	11	ca	can	AUX
crda-421	23	12	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	23	13	go	go	VERB
crda-421	23	14	the	the	DET
crda-421	23	15	distance	distance	NOUN
crda-421	23	16	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	23	17	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	23	18	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	23	19	many	many	ADJ
crda-421	23	20	of	of	ADP
crda-421	23	21	the	the	DET
crda-421	23	22	concepts	concept	NOUN
crda-421	23	23	he	he	PRON
crda-421	23	24	learned	learn	VERB
crda-421	23	25	do	do	AUX
crda-421	23	26	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	23	27	work	work	VERB
crda-421	23	28	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	24	1	on	on	ADP
crda-421	24	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	24	3	latter	latter	ADJ
crda-421	24	4	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	24	5	he	he	PRON
crda-421	24	6	already	already	ADV
crda-421	24	7	knows	know	VERB
crda-421	24	8	to	to	PART
crda-421	24	9	avoid	avoid	VERB
crda-421	24	10	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	24	11	critical	critical	ADJ
crda-421	24	12	incident	incident	NOUN
crda-421	24	13	debriefing	debriefing	NOUN
crda-421	24	14	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	24	15	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	24	16	the	the	DET
crda-421	24	17	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	24	18	just	just	ADV
crda-421	24	19	world	world	NOUN
crda-421	24	20	hypothesis	hypothesis	NOUN
crda-421	24	21	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	24	22	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	25	1	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	25	2	when	when	SCONJ
crda-421	25	3	he	he	PRON
crda-421	25	4	tries	try	VERB
crda-421	25	5	to	to	PART
crda-421	25	6	apply	apply	VERB
crda-421	25	7	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	25	8	second	second	ADJ
crda-421	25	9	wave	wave	NOUN
crda-421	25	10	cognitive	cognitive	ADJ
crda-421	25	11	behavioral	behavioral	ADJ
crda-421	25	12	therapy	therapy	NOUN
crda-421	25	13	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	25	14	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	25	15	he	he	PRON
crda-421	25	16	finds	find	VERB
crda-421	25	17	it	it	PRON
crda-421	25	18	useless	useless	ADJ
crda-421	25	19	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	26	1	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	26	2	awareness	awareness	NOUN
crda-421	26	3	of	of	ADP
crda-421	26	4	survivor	survivor	NOUN
crda-421	26	5	guilt	guilt	NOUN
crda-421	26	6	does	do	AUX
crda-421	26	7	not	not	PART
crda-421	26	8	prepare	prepare	VERB
crda-421	26	9	him	he	PRON
crda-421	26	10	to	to	PART
crda-421	26	11	recognize	recognize	VERB
crda-421	26	12	it	it	PRON
crda-421	26	13	when	when	SCONJ
crda-421	26	14	it	it	PRON
crda-421	26	15	occurs	occur	VERB
crda-421	26	16	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	27	1	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	27	2	…	…	PUNCT
crda-421	27	3	implementing	implement	VERB
crda-421	27	4	best	good	ADJ
crda-421	27	5	practices	practice	NOUN
crda-421	27	6	while	while	SCONJ
crda-421	27	7	weathering	weather	VERB
crda-421	27	8	a	a	DET
crda-421	27	9	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	27	10	was	be	AUX
crda-421	27	11	easier	easy	ADJ
crda-421	27	12	said	say	VERB
crda-421	27	13	than	than	SCONJ
crda-421	27	14	done	do	VERB
crda-421	27	15	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	27	16	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	27	17	he	he	PRON
crda-421	27	18	concludes	conclude	VERB
crda-421	27	19	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	28	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	28	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	28	3	aware	aware	ADJ
crda-421	28	4	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	28	5	suffering	suffering	NOUN
crda-421	28	6	is	be	AUX
crda-421	28	7	far	far	ADV
crda-421	28	8	worse	bad	ADJ
crda-421	28	9	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	28	10	it	it	PRON
crda-421	28	11	appears	appear	VERB
crda-421	28	12	meaningless	meaningless	ADJ
crda-421	28	13	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	29	1	the	the	DET
crda-421	29	2	struggle	struggle	NOUN
crda-421	29	3	to	to	PART
crda-421	29	4	find	find	VERB
crda-421	29	5	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	29	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	29	7	however	however	ADV
crda-421	29	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	29	9	is	be	AUX
crda-421	29	10	fraught	fraught	ADJ
crda-421	29	11	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	30	1	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	30	2	gone	go	VERB
crda-421	30	3	about	about	ADP
crda-421	30	4	the	the	DET
crda-421	30	5	wrong	wrong	ADJ
crda-421	30	6	way	way	NOUN
crda-421	30	7	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	30	8	the	the	DET
crda-421	30	9	abyss	abyss	NOUN
crda-421	30	10	yawns	yawn	VERB
crda-421	30	11	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	31	1	to	to	PART
crda-421	31	2	seek	seek	VERB
crda-421	31	3	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	31	4	fail	fail	VERB
crda-421	31	5	to	to	PART
crda-421	31	6	find	find	VERB
crda-421	31	7	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	31	8	is	be	AUX
crda-421	31	9	to	to	PART
crda-421	31	10	be	be	AUX
crda-421	31	11	set	set	VERB
crda-421	31	12	up	up	ADP
crda-421	31	13	for	for	ADP
crda-421	31	14	true	true	ADJ
crda-421	31	15	despair	despair	NOUN
crda-421	31	16	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	32	1	the	the	DET
crda-421	32	2	path	path	NOUN
crda-421	32	3	matters	matter	VERB
crda-421	32	4	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	33	1	his	his	PRON
crda-421	33	2	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	33	3	walks	walk	VERB
crda-421	33	4	the	the	DET
crda-421	33	5	edge	edge	NOUN
crda-421	33	6	of	of	ADP
crda-421	33	7	that	that	DET
crda-421	33	8	abyss	abyss	NOUN
crda-421	33	9	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	34	1	his	his	PRON
crda-421	34	2	reliance	reliance	NOUN
crda-421	34	3	on	on	ADP
crda-421	34	4	his	his	PRON
crda-421	34	5	strength	strength	NOUN
crda-421	34	6	at	at	ADP
crda-421	34	7	the	the	DET
crda-421	34	8	outset	outset	NOUN
crda-421	34	9	means	mean	VERB
crda-421	34	10	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	34	11	it	it	PRON
crda-421	34	12	is	be	AUX
crda-421	34	13	difficult	difficult	ADJ
crda-421	34	14	to	to	PART
crda-421	34	15	let	let	VERB
crda-421	34	16	go	go	VERB
crda-421	34	17	of	of	ADP
crda-421	34	18	the	the	DET
crda-421	34	19	role	role	NOUN
crda-421	34	20	of	of	ADP
crda-421	34	21	helper	helper	NOUN
crda-421	34	22	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	34	23	accept	accept	VERB
crda-421	34	24	being	be	AUX
crda-421	34	25	helped	help	VERB
crda-421	34	26	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	35	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	35	2	finds	find	VERB
crda-421	35	3	all	all	DET
crda-421	35	4	gifts	gift	NOUN
crda-421	35	5	to	to	PART
crda-421	35	6	be	be	AUX
crda-421	35	7	mixed	mixed	ADJ
crda-421	35	8	blessings	blessing	NOUN
crda-421	35	9	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	36	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	36	2	easily	easily	ADV
crda-421	36	3	becomes	become	VERB
crda-421	36	4	indignant	indignant	ADJ
crda-421	36	5	over	over	ADP
crda-421	36	6	what	what	PRON
crda-421	36	7	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	36	8	in	in	ADP
crda-421	36	9	his	his	PRON
crda-421	36	10	opinion	opinion	NOUN
crda-421	36	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	36	12	is	be	AUX
crda-421	36	13	the	the	DET
crda-421	36	14	insensitivity	insensitivity	NOUN
crda-421	36	15	of	of	ADP
crda-421	36	16	others	other	NOUN
crda-421	36	17	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	37	1	all	all	DET
crda-421	37	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	37	3	usual	usual	ADJ
crda-421	37	4	types	type	NOUN
crda-421	37	5	of	of	ADP
crda-421	37	6	questions	question	NOUN
crda-421	37	7	occur	occur	VERB
crda-421	37	8	to	to	ADP
crda-421	37	9	him	he	PRON
crda-421	37	10	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	37	11	where	where	SCONJ
crda-421	37	12	is	be	AUX
crda-421	37	13	god	god	PROPN
crda-421	37	14	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	38	1	what	what	PRON
crda-421	38	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	38	3	he	he	PRON
crda-421	38	4	doing	do	VERB
crda-421	38	5	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	39	1	should	should	AUX
crda-421	39	2	i	i	PRON
crda-421	39	3	ask	ask	VERB
crda-421	39	4	god	god	PROPN
crda-421	39	5	for	for	ADP
crda-421	39	6	healing	healing	NOUN
crda-421	39	7	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	40	1	does	do	AUX
crda-421	40	2	he	he	PRON
crda-421	40	3	intervene	intervene	VERB
crda-421	40	4	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	41	1	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	41	2	other	other	ADJ
crda-421	41	3	implicit	implicit	ADJ
crda-421	41	4	questions	question	NOUN
crda-421	41	5	shadow	shadow	VERB
crda-421	41	6	his	his	PRON
crda-421	41	7	path	path	NOUN
crda-421	41	8	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	42	1	what	what	PRON
crda-421	42	2	should	should	AUX
crda-421	42	3	i	i	PRON
crda-421	42	4	ask	ask	VERB
crda-421	42	5	for	for	ADP
crda-421	42	6	other	other	ADJ
crda-421	42	7	than	than	ADP
crda-421	42	8	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	42	9	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	43	1	what	what	PRON
crda-421	43	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	43	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	43	4	greatest	great	ADJ
crda-421	43	5	asset	asset	NOUN
crda-421	43	6	for	for	ADP
crda-421	43	7	recovering	recover	VERB
crda-421	43	8	from	from	ADP
crda-421	43	9	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	43	10	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	43	11	strength	strength	NOUN
crda-421	43	12	or	or	CCONJ
crda-421	43	13	weakness	weakness	NOUN
crda-421	43	14	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	44	1	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
crda-421	44	2	above	above	ADP
crda-421	44	3	all	all	PRON
crda-421	44	4	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	44	5	where	where	SCONJ
crda-421	44	6	is	be	AUX
crda-421	44	7	the	the	DET
crda-421	44	8	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	44	9	in	in	ADP
crda-421	44	10	the	the	DET
crda-421	44	11	suffering	suffering	NOUN
crda-421	44	12	that	that	PRON
crda-421	44	13	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	44	14	brings	bring	VERB
crda-421	44	15	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	45	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	45	2	seems	seem	VERB
crda-421	45	3	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	45	4	the	the	DET
crda-421	45	5	how	how	SCONJ
crda-421	45	6	of	of	ADP
crda-421	45	7	finding	find	VERB
crda-421	45	8	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	45	9	in	in	ADP
crda-421	45	10	suffering	suffering	NOUN
crda-421	45	11	is	be	AUX
crda-421	45	12	the	the	DET
crda-421	45	13	central	central	ADJ
crda-421	45	14	issue	issue	NOUN
crda-421	45	15	here	here	ADV
crda-421	45	16	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	46	1	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	46	2	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	46	3	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	46	4	is	be	AUX
crda-421	46	5	up	up	ADV
crda-421	46	6	close	close	ADV
crda-421	46	7	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	46	8	personal	personal	ADJ
crda-421	46	9	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	46	10	the	the	DET
crda-421	46	11	detached	detached	ADJ
crda-421	46	12	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	46	13	academic	academic	ADJ
crda-421	46	14	pattern	pattern	NOUN
crda-421	46	15	of	of	ADP
crda-421	46	16	making	make	VERB
crda-421	46	17	sense	sense	NOUN
crda-421	46	18	does	do	AUX
crda-421	46	19	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	46	20	fare	fare	VERB
crda-421	46	21	well	well	ADV
crda-421	46	22	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	47	1	instead	instead	ADV
crda-421	47	2	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	47	3	it	it	PRON
crda-421	47	4	is	be	AUX
crda-421	47	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	47	6	human	human	ADJ
crda-421	47	7	touch	touch	NOUN
crda-421	47	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	47	9	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
crda-421	47	10	literally	literally	ADV
crda-421	47	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	47	12	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	47	13	really	really	ADV
crda-421	47	14	matters	matter	VERB
crda-421	47	15	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	48	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	48	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	48	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	48	4	subjective	subjective	ADJ
crda-421	48	5	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	48	6	not	not	PART
crda-421	48	7	the	the	DET
crda-421	48	8	objective	objective	NOUN
crda-421	48	9	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	48	10	that	that	PRON
crda-421	48	11	rescues	rescue	VERB
crda-421	48	12	him	he	PRON
crda-421	48	13	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	49	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	49	2	christian	christian	ADJ
crda-421	49	3	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	49	4	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	5	development	development	NOUN
crda-421	49	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	7	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	49	8	advocacy	advocacy	NOUN
crda-421	49	9	1(2	1(2	NUM
crda-421	49	10	)	)	PUNCT
crda-421	49	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	12	winter	winter	NOUN
crda-421	49	13	2020	2020	NUM
crda-421	49	14	dykema	dykema	ADJ
crda-421	49	15	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	16	book	book	NOUN
crda-421	49	17	review	review	NOUN
crda-421	49	18	112	112	NUM
crda-421	49	19	admits	admit	VERB
crda-421	49	20	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	49	21	the	the	DET
crda-421	49	22	strength	strength	NOUN
crda-421	49	23	of	of	ADP
crda-421	49	24	his	his	PRON
crda-421	49	25	lifetime	lifetime	NOUN
crda-421	49	26	religious	religious	ADJ
crda-421	49	27	path	path	NOUN
crda-421	49	28	went	go	VERB
crda-421	49	29	from	from	ADP
crda-421	49	30	emotion	emotion	NOUN
crda-421	49	31	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	32	to	to	AUX
crda-421	49	33	intellect	intellect	VERB
crda-421	49	34	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	49	35	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	49	36	then	then	ADV
crda-421	49	37	back	back	ADV
crda-421	49	38	toward	toward	ADP
crda-421	49	39	emotion	emotion	NOUN
crda-421	49	40	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	50	1	by	by	ADP
crda-421	50	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	50	3	end	end	NOUN
crda-421	50	4	of	of	ADP
crda-421	50	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	50	6	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	50	7	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	50	8	it	it	PRON
crda-421	50	9	transcends	transcend	VERB
crda-421	50	10	both	both	PRON
crda-421	50	11	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	51	1	the	the	DET
crda-421	51	2	book	book	NOUN
crda-421	51	3	does	do	AUX
crda-421	51	4	not	not	PART
crda-421	51	5	finally	finally	ADV
crda-421	51	6	answer	answer	VERB
crda-421	51	7	his	his	PRON
crda-421	51	8	big	big	ADJ
crda-421	51	9	questions	question	NOUN
crda-421	51	10	about	about	ADP
crda-421	51	11	suffering	suffer	VERB
crda-421	51	12	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	52	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	52	2	does	do	AUX
crda-421	52	3	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	52	4	really	really	ADV
crda-421	52	5	try	try	VERB
crda-421	52	6	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	53	1	in	in	ADP
crda-421	53	2	short	short	ADJ
crda-421	53	3	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	53	4	he	he	PRON
crda-421	53	5	does	do	AUX
crda-421	53	6	n’t	not	PART
crda-421	53	7	find	find	VERB
crda-421	53	8	answers	answer	NOUN
crda-421	53	9	;	;	PUNCT
crda-421	53	10	he	he	PRON
crda-421	53	11	finds	find	VERB
crda-421	53	12	god	god	PROPN
crda-421	53	13	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	54	1	god	god	PROPN
crda-421	54	2	gives	give	VERB
crda-421	54	3	him	he	PRON
crda-421	54	4	not	not	PART
crda-421	54	5	answers	answer	NOUN
crda-421	54	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	54	7	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	54	8	himself	himself	PRON
crda-421	54	9	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	54	10	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	54	11	it	it	PRON
crda-421	54	12	is	be	AUX
crda-421	54	13	enough	enough	ADJ
crda-421	54	14	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	55	1	at	at	ADP
crda-421	55	2	both	both	CCONJ
crda-421	55	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	55	4	transcendent	transcendent	NOUN
crda-421	55	5	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	55	6	the	the	DET
crda-421	55	7	human	human	ADJ
crda-421	55	8	level	level	NOUN
crda-421	55	9	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	55	10	it	it	PRON
crda-421	55	11	is	be	AUX
crda-421	55	12	not	not	PART
crda-421	55	13	learning	learn	VERB
crda-421	55	14	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	55	15	technique	technique	NOUN
crda-421	55	16	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	55	17	or	or	CCONJ
crda-421	55	18	strength	strength	NOUN
crda-421	55	19	that	that	PRON
crda-421	55	20	answer	answer	VERB
crda-421	55	21	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	56	1	it	it	PRON
crda-421	56	2	is	be	AUX
crda-421	56	3	relationship	relationship	NOUN
crda-421	56	4	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	56	5	as	as	SCONJ
crda-421	56	6	is	be	AUX
crda-421	56	7	said	say	VERB
crda-421	56	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	56	9	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	56	10	all	all	DET
crda-421	56	11	the	the	DET
crda-421	56	12	way	way	NOUN
crda-421	56	13	down	down	ADV
crda-421	56	14	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	56	15	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	56	16	though	though	SCONJ
crda-421	56	17	here	here	ADV
crda-421	56	18	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	56	19	all	all	DET
crda-421	56	20	the	the	DET
crda-421	56	21	way	way	NOUN
crda-421	56	22	up	up	ADV
crda-421	56	23	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	56	24	might	might	AUX
crda-421	56	25	serve	serve	VERB
crda-421	56	26	better	well	ADV
crda-421	56	27	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	57	1	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	57	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	57	3	thing	thing	NOUN
crda-421	57	4	that	that	PRON
crda-421	57	5	seems	seem	VERB
crda-421	57	6	to	to	PART
crda-421	57	7	prepare	prepare	VERB
crda-421	57	8	us	we	PRON
crda-421	57	9	for	for	ADP
crda-421	57	10	relationship	relationship	NOUN
crda-421	57	11	is	be	AUX
crda-421	57	12	more	more	ADV
crda-421	57	13	likely	likely	ADJ
crda-421	57	14	to	to	PART
crda-421	57	15	be	be	AUX
crda-421	57	16	weakness	weakness	NOUN
crda-421	57	17	than	than	ADP
crda-421	57	18	strength	strength	NOUN
crda-421	57	19	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	58	1	on	on	ADP
crda-421	58	2	a	a	DET
crda-421	58	3	personal	personal	ADJ
crda-421	58	4	level	level	NOUN
crda-421	58	5	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	58	6	the	the	DET
crda-421	58	7	story	story	NOUN
crda-421	58	8	ends	end	VERB
crda-421	58	9	relatively	relatively	ADV
crda-421	58	10	well	well	ADV
crda-421	58	11	for	for	ADP
crda-421	58	12	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	58	13	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	58	14	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	59	1	saddled	saddle	VERB
crda-421	59	2	with	with	ADP
crda-421	59	3	a	a	DET
crda-421	59	4	permanent	permanent	ADJ
crda-421	59	5	colostomy	colostomy	NOUN
crda-421	59	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	59	7	he	he	PRON
crda-421	59	8	is	be	AUX
crda-421	59	9	daily	daily	ADV
crda-421	59	10	reminded	remind	VERB
crda-421	59	11	of	of	ADP
crda-421	59	12	his	his	PRON
crda-421	59	13	wounds	wound	NOUN
crda-421	59	14	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	60	1	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	60	2	he	he	PRON
crda-421	60	3	is	be	AUX
crda-421	60	4	a	a	DET
crda-421	60	5	better	well	ADJ
crda-421	60	6	person	person	NOUN
crda-421	60	7	for	for	ADP
crda-421	60	8	his	his	PRON
crda-421	60	9	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	60	10	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	60	11	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	60	12	he	he	PRON
crda-421	60	13	knows	know	VERB
crda-421	60	14	it	it	PRON
crda-421	60	15	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	61	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	61	2	celebrates	celebrate	VERB
crda-421	61	3	this	this	PRON
crda-421	61	4	with	with	ADP
crda-421	61	5	gratitude	gratitude	NOUN
crda-421	61	6	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	62	1	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	62	2	he	he	PRON
crda-421	62	3	even	even	ADV
crda-421	62	4	celebrates	celebrate	VERB
crda-421	62	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	62	6	struggle	struggle	NOUN
crda-421	62	7	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	62	8	in	in	ADP
crda-421	62	9	fact	fact	NOUN
crda-421	62	10	lauds	laud	VERB
crda-421	62	11	it	it	PRON
crda-421	62	12	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	62	13	as	as	ADP
crda-421	62	14	the	the	DET
crda-421	62	15	thing	thing	NOUN
crda-421	62	16	that	that	PRON
crda-421	62	17	reconciles	reconcile	VERB
crda-421	62	18	for	for	ADP
crda-421	62	19	us	we	PRON
crda-421	62	20	our	our	PRON
crda-421	62	21	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
crda-421	62	22	-	-	PUNCT
crda-421	62	23	grim	grim	ADJ
crda-421	62	24	reality	reality	NOUN
crda-421	62	25	with	with	ADP
crda-421	62	26	hope	hope	NOUN
crda-421	62	27	stretched	stretch	VERB
crda-421	62	28	from	from	ADP
crda-421	62	29	now	now	ADV
crda-421	62	30	to	to	ADP
crda-421	62	31	eternity	eternity	NOUN
crda-421	62	32	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	63	1	in	in	ADP
crda-421	63	2	this	this	DET
crda-421	63	3	light	light	NOUN
crda-421	63	4	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	63	5	ironically	ironically	ADV
crda-421	63	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	63	7	relief	relief	NOUN
crda-421	63	8	is	be	AUX
crda-421	63	9	not	not	PART
crda-421	63	10	the	the	DET
crda-421	63	11	highest	high	ADJ
crda-421	63	12	good	good	NOUN
crda-421	63	13	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	63	14	can	can	AUX
crda-421	63	15	potentially	potentially	ADV
crda-421	63	16	come	come	VERB
crda-421	63	17	too	too	ADV
crda-421	63	18	soon	soon	ADV
crda-421	63	19	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	64	1	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	64	2	what	what	PRON
crda-421	64	3	about	about	ADV
crda-421	64	4	professionally	professionally	ADV
crda-421	64	5	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	65	1	as	as	ADP
crda-421	65	2	a	a	DET
crda-421	65	3	researcher	researcher	NOUN
crda-421	65	4	he	he	PRON
crda-421	65	5	wants	want	VERB
crda-421	65	6	to	to	PART
crda-421	65	7	build	build	VERB
crda-421	65	8	on	on	ADP
crda-421	65	9	what	what	PRON
crda-421	65	10	he	he	PRON
crda-421	65	11	learned	learn	VERB
crda-421	65	12	from	from	ADP
crda-421	65	13	his	his	PRON
crda-421	65	14	own	own	ADJ
crda-421	65	15	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	65	16	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	66	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	66	2	rediscovers	rediscover	VERB
crda-421	66	3	the	the	DET
crda-421	66	4	christian	christian	PROPN
crda-421	66	5	virtue	virtue	NOUN
crda-421	66	6	of	of	ADP
crda-421	66	7	fortitude	fortitude	NOUN
crda-421	66	8	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	66	9	names	name	NOUN
crda-421	66	10	it	it	PRON
crda-421	66	11	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
crda-421	66	12	fortitude	fortitude	NOUN
crda-421	66	13	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	66	14	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	66	15	makes	make	VERB
crda-421	66	16	an	an	DET
crda-421	66	17	index	index	NOUN
crda-421	66	18	number	number	NOUN
crda-421	66	19	out	out	ADP
crda-421	66	20	of	of	ADP
crda-421	66	21	it	it	PRON
crda-421	66	22	so	so	SCONJ
crda-421	66	23	that	that	SCONJ
crda-421	66	24	“	"	PUNCT
crda-421	66	25	scientific	scientific	ADJ
crda-421	66	26	language	language	NOUN
crda-421	66	27	”	"	PUNCT
crda-421	66	28	can	can	AUX
crda-421	66	29	be	be	AUX
crda-421	66	30	applied	apply	VERB
crda-421	66	31	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	67	1	is	be	AUX
crda-421	67	2	an	an	DET
crda-421	67	3	index	index	NOUN
crda-421	67	4	number	number	NOUN
crda-421	67	5	the	the	DET
crda-421	67	6	best	good	ADJ
crda-421	67	7	way	way	NOUN
crda-421	67	8	to	to	PART
crda-421	67	9	carry	carry	VERB
crda-421	67	10	his	his	PRON
crda-421	67	11	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	67	12	back	back	ADV
crda-421	67	13	into	into	ADP
crda-421	67	14	his	his	PRON
crda-421	67	15	research	research	NOUN
crda-421	67	16	?	?	PUNCT
crda-421	68	1	i	i	PRON
crda-421	68	2	am	be	AUX
crda-421	68	3	skeptical	skeptical	ADJ
crda-421	68	4	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	69	1	the	the	DET
crda-421	69	2	pattern	pattern	NOUN
crda-421	69	3	of	of	ADP
crda-421	69	4	the	the	DET
crda-421	69	5	formation	formation	NOUN
crda-421	69	6	of	of	ADP
crda-421	69	7	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
crda-421	69	8	fortitude	fortitude	NOUN
crda-421	69	9	in	in	ADP
crda-421	69	10	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	69	11	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	69	12	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	69	13	life	life	NOUN
crda-421	69	14	looks	look	VERB
crda-421	69	15	radically	radically	ADV
crda-421	69	16	different	different	ADJ
crda-421	69	17	to	to	ADP
crda-421	69	18	me	i	PRON
crda-421	69	19	than	than	SCONJ
crda-421	69	20	can	can	AUX
crda-421	69	21	be	be	AUX
crda-421	69	22	described	describe	VERB
crda-421	69	23	in	in	ADP
crda-421	69	24	scientific	scientific	ADJ
crda-421	69	25	language	language	NOUN
crda-421	69	26	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	70	1	i	i	PRON
crda-421	70	2	wonder	wonder	VERB
crda-421	70	3	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	70	4	research	research	NOUN
crda-421	70	5	can	can	AUX
crda-421	70	6	be	be	AUX
crda-421	70	7	conducted	conduct	VERB
crda-421	70	8	on	on	ADP
crda-421	70	9	a	a	DET
crda-421	70	10	basis	basis	NOUN
crda-421	70	11	that	that	PRON
crda-421	70	12	is	be	AUX
crda-421	70	13	more	more	ADV
crda-421	70	14	faithful	faithful	ADJ
crda-421	70	15	to	to	ADP
crda-421	70	16	the	the	DET
crda-421	70	17	holistic	holistic	ADJ
crda-421	70	18	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	70	19	formative	formative	ADJ
crda-421	70	20	process	process	NOUN
crda-421	70	21	that	that	PRON
crda-421	70	22	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	70	23	went	go	VERB
crda-421	70	24	through	through	ADP
crda-421	70	25	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	71	1	formation	formation	NOUN
crda-421	71	2	of	of	ADP
crda-421	71	3	his	his	PRON
crda-421	71	4	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
crda-421	71	5	fortitude	fortitude	NOUN
crda-421	71	6	was	be	AUX
crda-421	71	7	dynamic	dynamic	ADJ
crda-421	71	8	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	71	9	evolving	evolve	VERB
crda-421	71	10	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	71	11	embedded	embed	VERB
crda-421	71	12	in	in	ADP
crda-421	71	13	a	a	DET
crda-421	71	14	context	context	NOUN
crda-421	71	15	of	of	ADP
crda-421	71	16	communal	communal	ADJ
crda-421	71	17	belief	belief	NOUN
crda-421	71	18	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	71	19	practice	practice	NOUN
crda-421	71	20	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	72	1	investigation	investigation	NOUN
crda-421	72	2	of	of	ADP
crda-421	72	3	what	what	PRON
crda-421	72	4	this	this	PRON
crda-421	72	5	looks	look	VERB
crda-421	72	6	like	like	ADP
crda-421	72	7	on	on	ADP
crda-421	72	8	a	a	DET
crda-421	72	9	broader	broad	ADJ
crda-421	72	10	scale	scale	NOUN
crda-421	72	11	can	can	AUX
crda-421	72	12	not	not	PART
crda-421	72	13	be	be	AUX
crda-421	72	14	contained	contain	VERB
crda-421	72	15	by	by	ADP
crda-421	72	16	an	an	DET
crda-421	72	17	index	index	NOUN
crda-421	72	18	number	number	NOUN
crda-421	72	19	approach	approach	NOUN
crda-421	72	20	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	73	1	if	if	SCONJ
crda-421	73	2	i	i	PRON
crda-421	73	3	were	be	AUX
crda-421	73	4	attempting	attempt	VERB
crda-421	73	5	this	this	PRON
crda-421	73	6	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	73	7	i	i	PRON
crda-421	73	8	would	would	AUX
crda-421	73	9	begin	begin	VERB
crda-421	73	10	by	by	ADP
crda-421	73	11	looking	look	VERB
crda-421	73	12	in	in	ADP
crda-421	73	13	a	a	DET
crda-421	73	14	direction	direction	NOUN
crda-421	73	15	involving	involve	VERB
crda-421	73	16	the	the	DET
crda-421	73	17	tendencies	tendency	NOUN
crda-421	73	18	of	of	ADP
crda-421	73	19	both	both	DET
crda-421	73	20	sides	side	NOUN
crda-421	73	21	of	of	ADP
crda-421	73	22	the	the	DET
crda-421	73	23	brain	brain	NOUN
crda-421	73	24	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	73	25	such	such	ADJ
crda-421	73	26	as	as	SCONJ
crda-421	73	27	suggested	suggest	VERB
crda-421	73	28	by	by	ADP
crda-421	73	29	ian	ian	PROPN
crda-421	73	30	mcgilchrist	mcgilchrist	PROPN
crda-421	73	31	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	73	32	the	the	DET
crda-421	73	33	master	master	NOUN
crda-421	73	34	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	73	35	his	his	PRON
crda-421	73	36	emissary	emissary	NOUN
crda-421	73	37	(	(	PUNCT
crda-421	73	38	2011	2011	NUM
crda-421	73	39	)	)	PUNCT
crda-421	73	40	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	74	1	i	i	PRON
crda-421	74	2	would	would	AUX
crda-421	74	3	also	also	ADV
crda-421	74	4	seek	seek	VERB
crda-421	74	5	to	to	PART
crda-421	74	6	retain	retain	VERB
crda-421	74	7	more	more	ADJ
crda-421	74	8	of	of	ADP
crda-421	74	9	the	the	DET
crda-421	74	10	contextual	contextual	ADJ
crda-421	74	11	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	74	12	relational	relational	ADJ
crda-421	74	13	such	such	ADJ
crda-421	74	14	as	as	SCONJ
crda-421	74	15	suggested	suggest	VERB
crda-421	74	16	in	in	ADP
crda-421	74	17	esther	esther	PROPN
crda-421	74	18	meek	meek	PROPN
crda-421	74	19	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	74	20	loving	love	VERB
crda-421	74	21	to	to	PART
crda-421	74	22	know	know	VERB
crda-421	74	23	(	(	PUNCT
crda-421	74	24	2014	2014	NUM
crda-421	74	25	)	)	PUNCT
crda-421	74	26	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	75	1	meek	meek	PROPN
crda-421	75	2	refers	refer	VERB
crda-421	75	3	to	to	ADP
crda-421	75	4	her	her	PRON
crda-421	75	5	approach	approach	NOUN
crda-421	75	6	to	to	ADP
crda-421	75	7	knowing	know	VERB
crda-421	75	8	as	as	ADP
crda-421	75	9	covenant	covenant	ADJ
crda-421	75	10	epistemology	epistemology	NOUN
crda-421	75	11	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	75	12	expressing	express	VERB
crda-421	75	13	the	the	DET
crda-421	75	14	depth	depth	NOUN
crda-421	75	15	of	of	ADP
crda-421	75	16	the	the	DET
crda-421	75	17	knowing	knowing	ADJ
crda-421	75	18	relationship	relationship	NOUN
crda-421	75	19	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	76	1	as	as	SCONJ
crda-421	76	2	the	the	DET
crda-421	76	3	title	title	NOUN
crda-421	76	4	suggests	suggest	VERB
crda-421	76	5	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	76	6	love	love	NOUN
crda-421	76	7	is	be	AUX
crda-421	76	8	seen	see	VERB
crda-421	76	9	as	as	ADP
crda-421	76	10	central	central	ADJ
crda-421	76	11	to	to	ADP
crda-421	76	12	knowing	know	VERB
crda-421	76	13	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	76	14	a	a	DET
crda-421	76	15	proposition	proposition	NOUN
crda-421	76	16	that	that	PRON
crda-421	76	17	seems	seem	VERB
crda-421	76	18	to	to	PART
crda-421	76	19	echo	echo	VERB
crda-421	76	20	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	76	21	’s	’s	PART
crda-421	76	22	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	76	23	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	77	1	through	through	ADP
crda-421	77	2	a	a	DET
crda-421	77	3	horrifying	horrifying	ADJ
crda-421	77	4	experience	experience	NOUN
crda-421	77	5	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	77	6	jamie	jamie	PROPN
crda-421	77	7	aten	aten	PROPN
crda-421	77	8	found	find	VERB
crda-421	77	9	a	a	DET
crda-421	77	10	path	path	NOUN
crda-421	77	11	toward	toward	ADP
crda-421	77	12	what	what	PRON
crda-421	77	13	we	we	PRON
crda-421	77	14	all	all	PRON
crda-421	77	15	seek	seek	VERB
crda-421	77	16	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	77	17	the	the	DET
crda-421	77	18	reconciliation	reconciliation	NOUN
crda-421	77	19	of	of	ADP
crda-421	77	20	reality	reality	NOUN
crda-421	77	21	with	with	ADP
crda-421	77	22	hope	hope	NOUN
crda-421	77	23	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	78	1	he	he	PRON
crda-421	78	2	came	come	VERB
crda-421	78	3	away	away	ADV
crda-421	78	4	with	with	ADP
crda-421	78	5	greater	great	ADJ
crda-421	78	6	knowledge	knowledge	NOUN
crda-421	78	7	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	8	god	god	PROPN
crda-421	78	9	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	78	10	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	11	himself	himself	PRON
crda-421	78	12	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	78	13	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	14	the	the	DET
crda-421	78	15	importance	importance	NOUN
crda-421	78	16	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	17	community	community	NOUN
crda-421	78	18	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	78	19	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	78	20	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	21	the	the	DET
crda-421	78	22	spiritual	spiritual	ADJ
crda-421	78	23	meaning	meaning	NOUN
crda-421	78	24	of	of	ADP
crda-421	78	25	disaster	disaster	NOUN
crda-421	78	26	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	79	1	as	as	ADP
crda-421	79	2	a	a	DET
crda-421	79	3	memoir	memoir	NOUN
crda-421	79	4	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	79	5	it	it	PRON
crda-421	79	6	is	be	AUX
crda-421	79	7	a	a	DET
crda-421	79	8	deeply	deeply	ADV
crda-421	79	9	personal	personal	ADJ
crda-421	79	10	account	account	NOUN
crda-421	79	11	of	of	ADP
crda-421	79	12	his	his	PRON
crda-421	79	13	journey	journey	NOUN
crda-421	79	14	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	79	15	but	but	CCONJ
crda-421	79	16	everyone	everyone	PRON
crda-421	79	17	can	can	AUX
crda-421	79	18	benefit	benefit	VERB
crda-421	79	19	from	from	ADP
crda-421	79	20	looking	look	VERB
crda-421	79	21	over	over	ADP
crda-421	79	22	his	his	PRON
crda-421	79	23	shoulder	shoulder	NOUN
crda-421	79	24	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	80	1	references	reference	NOUN
crda-421	80	2	mcgilchrist	mcgilchrist	NOUN
crda-421	80	3	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	80	4	ian	ian	PROPN
crda-421	80	5	.	.	PROPN
crda-421	80	6	2014	2014	NUM
crda-421	80	7	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	81	1	the	the	DET
crda-421	81	2	master	master	NOUN
crda-421	81	3	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	81	4	his	his	PRON
crda-421	81	5	emissary	emissary	NOUN
crda-421	81	6	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	81	7	the	the	DET
crda-421	81	8	divided	divided	ADJ
crda-421	81	9	brain	brain	NOUN
crda-421	81	10	and	and	CCONJ
crda-421	81	11	the	the	DET
crda-421	81	12	making	making	NOUN
crda-421	81	13	of	of	ADP
crda-421	81	14	the	the	DET
crda-421	81	15	western	western	ADJ
crda-421	81	16	world	world	NOUN
crda-421	81	17	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	82	1	new	new	ADJ
crda-421	82	2	haven	haven	PROPN
crda-421	82	3	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	82	4	yale	yale	PROPN
crda-421	82	5	university	university	PROPN
crda-421	82	6	press	press	NOUN
crda-421	82	7	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	83	1	meek	meek	PROPN
crda-421	83	2	,	,	PUNCT
crda-421	83	3	esther	esther	PROPN
crda-421	83	4	lightcap	lightcap	PROPN
crda-421	83	5	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	84	1	2011	2011	NUM
crda-421	84	2	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	85	1	loving	love	VERB
crda-421	85	2	to	to	PART
crda-421	85	3	know	know	VERB
crda-421	85	4	:	:	PUNCT
crda-421	85	5	covenant	covenant	PROPN
crda-421	85	6	epistemology	epistemology	NOUN
crda-421	85	7	.	.	PUNCT
crda-421	86	1	eugene	eugene	NOUN
crda-421	86	2	:	:	PUNCT
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