id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
crln-25236	1	1	december	december	PROPN
crln-25236	1	2	2021	2021	NUM
crln-25236	1	3	c&rl	c&rl	PROPN
crln-25236	1	4	news521	news521	PROPN
crln-25236	1	5	intended	intend	VERB
crln-25236	1	6	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	1	7	previous	previous	ADJ
crln-25236	1	8	the	the	DET
crln-25236	1	9	way	way	NOUN
crln-25236	1	10	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	1	11	see	see	VERB
crln-25236	1	12	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	1	13	essays	essay	NOUN
crln-25236	1	14	entitled	entitle	VERB
crln-25236	1	15	“	"	PUNCT
crln-25236	1	16	first	first	ADJ
crln-25236	1	17	-	-	PUNCT
crln-25236	1	18	time	time	NOUN
crln-25236	1	19	faculty	faculty	NOUN
crln-25236	1	20	librarian	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	1	21	”	"	PUNCT
crln-25236	1	22	to	to	PART
crln-25236	1	23	be	be	AUX
crln-25236	1	24	a	a	DET
crln-25236	1	25	series	series	NOUN
crln-25236	1	26	to	to	PART
crln-25236	1	27	share	share	VERB
crln-25236	1	28	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	1	29	tenure	tenure	NOUN
crln-25236	1	30	track	track	NOUN
crln-25236	1	31	experiences	experience	NOUN
crln-25236	1	32	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	1	33	governors	governors	PROPN
crln-25236	1	34	state	state	PROPN
crln-25236	1	35	university	university	PROPN
crln-25236	1	36	(	(	PUNCT
crln-25236	1	37	gsu	gsu	PROPN
crln-25236	1	38	)	)	PUNCT
crln-25236	1	39	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	2	1	however	however	ADV
crln-25236	2	2	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	2	3	life	life	NOUN
crln-25236	2	4	happened	happen	VERB
crln-25236	2	5	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	3	1	external	external	ADJ
crln-25236	3	2	forces	force	NOUN
crln-25236	3	3	presented	present	VERB
crln-25236	3	4	many	many	ADJ
crln-25236	3	5	challenges	challenge	NOUN
crln-25236	3	6	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	3	7	opportunities	opportunity	NOUN
crln-25236	3	8	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	3	9	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	3	10	professionally	professionally	ADV
crln-25236	3	11	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	3	12	personally	personally	ADV
crln-25236	3	13	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	4	1	teaching	teaching	NOUN
crln-25236	4	2	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	4	3	primary	primary	ADJ
crln-25236	4	4	duties	duty	NOUN
crln-25236	4	5	illinois	illinois	PROPN
crln-25236	4	6	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	4	7	no	no	DET
crln-25236	4	8	state	state	NOUN
crln-25236	4	9	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	4	10	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	4	11	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	4	12	third	third	ADJ
crln-25236	4	13	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	4	14	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	4	15	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	4	16	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	4	17	this	this	PRON
crln-25236	4	18	continued	continue	VERB
crln-25236	4	19	into	into	ADP
crln-25236	4	20	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	4	21	fourth	fourth	ADJ
crln-25236	4	22	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	5	1	significant	significant	ADJ
crln-25236	5	2	reductions	reduction	NOUN
crln-25236	5	3	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	5	4	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	5	5	allocations	allocation	NOUN
crln-25236	5	6	meant	mean	VERB
crln-25236	5	7	less	less	ADJ
crln-25236	5	8	money	money	NOUN
crln-25236	5	9	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	5	10	the	the	DET
crln-25236	5	11	different	different	ADJ
crln-25236	5	12	university	university	NOUN
crln-25236	5	13	areas	area	NOUN
crln-25236	5	14	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	6	1	the	the	DET
crln-25236	6	2	library	library	NOUN
crln-25236	6	3	continued	continue	VERB
crln-25236	6	4	sustaining	sustain	VERB
crln-25236	6	5	electronic	electronic	ADJ
crln-25236	6	6	resources	resource	NOUN
crln-25236	6	7	instead	instead	ADV
crln-25236	6	8	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	6	9	purchasing	purchase	VERB
crln-25236	6	10	new	new	ADJ
crln-25236	6	11	materials	material	NOUN
crln-25236	6	12	;	;	PUNCT
crln-25236	6	13	therefore	therefore	ADV
crln-25236	6	14	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	6	15	the	the	DET
crln-25236	6	16	primary	primary	ADJ
crln-25236	6	17	function	function	NOUN
crln-25236	6	18	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	6	19	technical	technical	ADJ
crln-25236	6	20	services	service	NOUN
crln-25236	6	21	remained	remain	VERB
crln-25236	6	22	database	database	NOUN
crln-25236	6	23	maintenance	maintenance	NOUN
crln-25236	6	24	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	6	25	special	special	ADJ
crln-25236	6	26	projects	project	NOUN
crln-25236	6	27	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	7	1	the	the	DET
crln-25236	7	2	continued	continue	VERB
crln-25236	7	3	crisis	crisis	NOUN
crln-25236	7	4	created	create	VERB
crln-25236	7	5	workplace	workplace	NOUN
crln-25236	7	6	anxiety	anxiety	NOUN
crln-25236	7	7	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	7	8	staff	staff	NOUN
crln-25236	7	9	fearing	fear	VERB
crln-25236	7	10	potential	potential	ADJ
crln-25236	7	11	layoffs	layoff	NOUN
crln-25236	7	12	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	8	1	part	part	ADJ
crln-25236	8	2	-	-	PUNCT
crln-25236	8	3	time	time	NOUN
crln-25236	8	4	reference	reference	NOUN
crln-25236	8	5	librarians	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	8	6	’	'	PUNCT
crln-25236	8	7	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	8	8	a	a	DET
crln-25236	8	9	visiting	visit	VERB
crln-25236	8	10	librarian	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	8	11	’s	’s	PART
crln-25236	8	12	contracts	contract	NOUN
crln-25236	8	13	were	be	AUX
crln-25236	8	14	not	not	PART
crln-25236	8	15	renewed	renew	VERB
crln-25236	8	16	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	8	17	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	8	18	staff	staff	NOUN
crln-25236	8	19	left	leave	VERB
crln-25236	8	20	or	or	CCONJ
crln-25236	8	21	retired	retire	VERB
crln-25236	8	22	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	9	1	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	9	2	also	also	ADV
crln-25236	9	3	sparked	spark	VERB
crln-25236	9	4	a	a	DET
crln-25236	9	5	hiring	hire	VERB
crln-25236	9	6	freeze	freeze	NOUN
crln-25236	9	7	so	so	SCONJ
crln-25236	9	8	vacated	vacated	ADJ
crln-25236	9	9	positions	position	NOUN
crln-25236	9	10	remained	remain	VERB
crln-25236	9	11	unfilled	unfilled	ADJ
crln-25236	9	12	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	9	13	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	9	14	existing	exist	VERB
crln-25236	9	15	staff	staff	NOUN
crln-25236	9	16	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	9	17	their	their	PRON
crln-25236	9	18	public	public	ADJ
crln-25236	9	19	services	service	NOUN
crln-25236	9	20	desk	desk	NOUN
crln-25236	9	21	times	time	NOUN
crln-25236	9	22	increased	increase	VERB
crln-25236	9	23	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	10	1	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	10	2	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	10	3	fourth	fourth	ADJ
crln-25236	10	4	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	10	5	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	10	6	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	10	7	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	10	8	print	print	NOUN
crln-25236	10	9	acquisitions	acquisition	NOUN
crln-25236	10	10	person	person	NOUN
crln-25236	10	11	moved	move	VERB
crln-25236	10	12	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	10	13	circulation	circulation	NOUN
crln-25236	10	14	fulltime	fulltime	NOUN
crln-25236	10	15	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	11	1	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	11	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	11	3	hiring	hire	VERB
crln-25236	11	4	freeze	freeze	NOUN
crln-25236	11	5	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	11	6	one	one	NUM
crln-25236	11	7	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	11	8	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	11	9	team	team	NOUN
crln-25236	11	10	members	member	NOUN
crln-25236	11	11	incorporated	incorporate	VERB
crln-25236	11	12	these	these	DET
crln-25236	11	13	duties	duty	NOUN
crln-25236	11	14	into	into	ADP
crln-25236	11	15	his	his	PRON
crln-25236	11	16	job	job	NOUN
crln-25236	11	17	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	12	1	training	train	VERB
crln-25236	12	2	him	he	PRON
crln-25236	12	3	proved	prove	VERB
crln-25236	12	4	difficult	difficult	ADJ
crln-25236	12	5	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	12	6	no	no	DET
crln-25236	12	7	print	print	NOUN
crln-25236	12	8	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	12	9	until	until	SCONJ
crln-25236	12	10	a	a	DET
crln-25236	12	11	grant	grant	NOUN
crln-25236	12	12	gave	give	VERB
crln-25236	12	13	him	he	PRON
crln-25236	12	14	a	a	DET
crln-25236	12	15	chance	chance	NOUN
crln-25236	12	16	to	to	PART
crln-25236	12	17	order	order	VERB
crln-25236	12	18	materials	material	NOUN
crln-25236	12	19	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	13	1	as	as	ADP
crln-25236	13	2	a	a	DET
crln-25236	13	3	department	department	NOUN
crln-25236	13	4	head	head	NOUN
crln-25236	13	5	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	13	6	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	13	7	maintained	maintain	VERB
crln-25236	13	8	productivity	productivity	NOUN
crln-25236	13	9	by	by	ADP
crln-25236	13	10	improving	improve	VERB
crln-25236	13	11	staff	staff	NOUN
crln-25236	13	12	skills	skill	NOUN
crln-25236	13	13	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	13	14	special	special	ADJ
crln-25236	13	15	projects	project	NOUN
crln-25236	13	16	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	13	17	like	like	ADP
crln-25236	13	18	enhancing	enhance	VERB
crln-25236	13	19	theses	thesis	NOUN
crln-25236	13	20	records	record	NOUN
crln-25236	13	21	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	13	22	continued	continued	ADJ
crln-25236	13	23	collaboration	collaboration	NOUN
crln-25236	13	24	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	13	25	other	other	ADJ
crln-25236	13	26	library	library	NOUN
crln-25236	13	27	departments	department	NOUN
crln-25236	13	28	to	to	PART
crln-25236	13	29	withdraw	withdraw	VERB
crln-25236	13	30	materials	material	NOUN
crln-25236	13	31	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	14	1	these	these	DET
crln-25236	14	2	projects	project	NOUN
crln-25236	14	3	kept	keep	VERB
crln-25236	14	4	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	14	5	team	team	NOUN
crln-25236	14	6	productive	productive	ADJ
crln-25236	14	7	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	14	8	provided	provide	VERB
crln-25236	14	9	job	job	NOUN
crln-25236	14	10	security	security	NOUN
crln-25236	14	11	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	15	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	15	2	kept	keep	VERB
crln-25236	15	3	up	up	ADP
crln-25236	15	4	their	their	PRON
crln-25236	15	5	morale	morale	NOUN
crln-25236	15	6	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	15	7	appreciation	appreciation	NOUN
crln-25236	15	8	by	by	ADP
crln-25236	15	9	providing	provide	VERB
crln-25236	15	10	food	food	NOUN
crln-25236	15	11	or	or	CCONJ
crln-25236	15	12	praise	praise	NOUN
crln-25236	15	13	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	16	1	a	a	DET
crln-25236	16	2	state	state	NOUN
crln-25236	16	3	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	16	4	improved	improve	VERB
crln-25236	16	5	things	thing	NOUN
crln-25236	16	6	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	16	7	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	16	8	fifth	fifth	ADJ
crln-25236	16	9	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	16	10	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	16	11	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	16	12	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	16	13	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	17	1	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	17	2	a	a	DET
crln-25236	17	3	small	small	ADJ
crln-25236	17	4	new	new	ADJ
crln-25236	17	5	materials	material	NOUN
crln-25236	17	6	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	17	7	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	17	8	database	database	NOUN
crln-25236	17	9	maintenance	maintenance	NOUN
crln-25236	17	10	remained	remain	VERB
crln-25236	17	11	our	our	PRON
crln-25236	17	12	priority	priority	NOUN
crln-25236	17	13	to	to	PART
crln-25236	17	14	prepare	prepare	VERB
crln-25236	17	15	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	17	16	a	a	DET
crln-25236	17	17	new	new	ADJ
crln-25236	17	18	library	library	NOUN
crln-25236	17	19	system	system	NOUN
crln-25236	17	20	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	18	1	two	two	NUM
crln-25236	18	2	catalogers	cataloger	NOUN
crln-25236	18	3	retired	retire	VERB
crln-25236	18	4	so	so	ADV
crln-25236	18	5	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	18	6	created	create	VERB
crln-25236	18	7	one	one	NUM
crln-25236	18	8	higher	high	ADJ
crln-25236	18	9	level	level	NOUN
crln-25236	18	10	cataloging	cataloging	NOUN
crln-25236	18	11	position	position	NOUN
crln-25236	18	12	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	18	13	better	well	ADJ
crln-25236	18	14	fulfil	fulfil	NOUN
crln-25236	18	15	departmental	departmental	ADJ
crln-25236	18	16	needs	need	NOUN
crln-25236	18	17	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	19	1	even	even	ADV
crln-25236	19	2	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	19	3	the	the	DET
crln-25236	19	4	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	19	5	crisis	crisis	NOUN
crln-25236	19	6	over	over	ADP
crln-25236	19	7	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	19	8	filling	fill	VERB
crln-25236	19	9	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	19	10	proved	prove	VERB
crln-25236	19	11	difficult	difficult	ADJ
crln-25236	19	12	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	20	1	after	after	ADP
crln-25236	20	2	two	two	NUM
crln-25236	20	3	failed	fail	VERB
crln-25236	20	4	searches	search	NOUN
crln-25236	20	5	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	20	6	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	20	7	worked	work	VERB
crln-25236	20	8	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	20	9	human	human	ADJ
crln-25236	20	10	resources	resource	NOUN
crln-25236	20	11	to	to	PART
crln-25236	20	12	update	update	VERB
crln-25236	20	13	the	the	DET
crln-25236	20	14	salary	salary	NOUN
crln-25236	20	15	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	20	16	the	the	DET
crln-25236	20	17	state	state	NOUN
crln-25236	20	18	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	20	19	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	20	20	this	this	PRON
crln-25236	20	21	helped	help	VERB
crln-25236	20	22	fill	fill	VERB
crln-25236	20	23	the	the	DET
crln-25236	20	24	position	position	NOUN
crln-25236	20	25	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	21	1	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	21	2	these	these	DET
crln-25236	21	3	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	21	4	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	21	5	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	21	6	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	21	7	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	21	8	additional	additional	ADJ
crln-25236	21	9	duties	duty	NOUN
crln-25236	21	10	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	21	11	extra	extra	ADJ
crln-25236	21	12	desk	desk	NOUN
crln-25236	21	13	shifts	shift	NOUN
crln-25236	21	14	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	21	15	collection	collection	NOUN
crln-25236	21	16	development	development	NOUN
crln-25236	21	17	due	due	ADP
crln-25236	21	18	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	21	19	sabbaticals	sabbatical	NOUN
crln-25236	21	20	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	21	21	losing	lose	VERB
crln-25236	21	22	our	our	PRON
crln-25236	21	23	visiting	visit	VERB
crln-25236	21	24	librarian	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	21	25	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	22	1	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	22	2	previous	previous	ADJ
crln-25236	22	3	work	work	NOUN
crln-25236	22	4	experience	experience	NOUN
crln-25236	22	5	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	22	6	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	22	7	temporarily	temporarily	ADV
crln-25236	22	8	taking	take	VERB
crln-25236	22	9	over	over	ADP
crln-25236	22	10	oclc	oclc	PROPN
crln-25236	22	11	interlibrary	interlibrary	ADJ
crln-25236	22	12	loan	loan	NOUN
crln-25236	22	13	(	(	PUNCT
crln-25236	22	14	ill	ill	ADJ
crln-25236	22	15	)	)	PUNCT
crln-25236	22	16	when	when	SCONJ
crln-25236	22	17	the	the	DET
crln-25236	22	18	person	person	NOUN
crln-25236	22	19	died	die	VERB
crln-25236	22	20	unexpectedly	unexpectedly	ADV
crln-25236	22	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	23	1	however	however	ADV
crln-25236	23	2	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	23	3	the	the	DET
crln-25236	23	4	outdated	outdated	ADJ
crln-25236	23	5	salary	salary	NOUN
crln-25236	23	6	also	also	ADV
crln-25236	23	7	impacted	impact	VERB
crln-25236	23	8	hiring	hire	VERB
crln-25236	23	9	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	23	10	this	this	DET
crln-25236	23	11	position	position	NOUN
crln-25236	23	12	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	23	13	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	23	14	these	these	DET
crln-25236	23	15	temporary	temporary	ADJ
crln-25236	23	16	responsibilities	responsibility	NOUN
crln-25236	23	17	lasted	last	VERB
crln-25236	23	18	over	over	ADP
crln-25236	23	19	a	a	DET
crln-25236	23	20	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	23	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	24	1	primary	primary	ADJ
crln-25236	24	2	duties	duty	NOUN
crln-25236	24	3	included	include	VERB
crln-25236	24	4	creating	create	VERB
crln-25236	24	5	workshops	workshop	NOUN
crln-25236	24	6	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	25	1	we	we	PRON
crln-25236	25	2	received	receive	VERB
crln-25236	25	3	requests	request	NOUN
crln-25236	25	4	to	to	PART
crln-25236	25	5	offer	offer	VERB
crln-25236	25	6	microsoft	microsoft	PROPN
crln-25236	25	7	access	access	NOUN
crln-25236	25	8	workshops	workshop	NOUN
crln-25236	25	9	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	25	10	so	so	ADV
crln-25236	25	11	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	25	12	designed	design	VERB
crln-25236	25	13	ones	one	NOUN
crln-25236	25	14	that	that	PRON
crln-25236	25	15	taught	teach	VERB
crln-25236	25	16	access	access	NOUN
crln-25236	25	17	basics	basic	NOUN
crln-25236	25	18	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	26	1	their	their	PRON
crln-25236	26	2	success	success	NOUN
crln-25236	26	3	caused	cause	VERB
crln-25236	26	4	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	26	5	to	to	PART
crln-25236	26	6	create	create	VERB
crln-25236	26	7	more	more	ADV
crln-25236	26	8	advanced	advanced	ADJ
crln-25236	26	9	workshops	workshop	NOUN
crln-25236	26	10	to	to	PART
crln-25236	26	11	offer	offer	VERB
crln-25236	26	12	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	26	13	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	26	14	fifth	fifth	ADJ
crln-25236	26	15	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	26	16	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	26	17	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	26	18	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	27	1	many	many	ADJ
crln-25236	27	2	external	external	ADJ
crln-25236	27	3	conditions	condition	NOUN
crln-25236	27	4	outside	outside	ADV
crln-25236	27	5	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	27	6	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	27	7	control	control	NOUN
crln-25236	27	8	took	take	VERB
crln-25236	27	9	some	some	DET
crln-25236	27	10	forward	forward	ADV
crln-25236	27	11	thinking	thinking	NOUN
crln-25236	27	12	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	27	13	great	great	ADJ
crln-25236	27	14	leadership	leadership	NOUN
crln-25236	27	15	to	to	PART
crln-25236	27	16	combat	combat	VERB
crln-25236	27	17	their	their	PRON
crln-25236	27	18	effects	effect	NOUN
crln-25236	27	19	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	27	20	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	27	21	team	team	NOUN
crln-25236	27	22	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	1	cynthia	cynthia	PROPN
crln-25236	28	2	a.	a.	PROPN
crln-25236	28	3	romanowski	romanowski	PROPN
crln-25236	28	4	first	first	ADJ
crln-25236	28	5	-	-	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	6	time	time	NOUN
crln-25236	28	7	faculty	faculty	NOUN
crln-25236	28	8	librarian	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	28	9	fourth	fourth	ADV
crln-25236	28	10	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	28	11	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	28	12	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	28	13	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	28	14	’	'	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	15	experiences	experience	NOUN
crln-25236	28	16	cynthia	cynthia	PROPN
crln-25236	28	17	a.	a.	PROPN
crln-25236	28	18	romanowski	romanowski	PROPN
crln-25236	28	19	is	be	AUX
crln-25236	28	20	technical	technical	ADJ
crln-25236	28	21	services	service	NOUN
crln-25236	28	22	librarian	librarian	NOUN
crln-25236	28	23	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	28	24	governors	governors	PROPN
crln-25236	28	25	state	state	PROPN
crln-25236	28	26	university	university	PROPN
crln-25236	28	27	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	28	email	email	NOUN
crln-25236	28	29	:	:	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	30	cromanowski@	cromanowski@	NOUN
crln-25236	28	31	govst.edu	govst.edu	X
crln-25236	28	32	©	©	PROPN
crln-25236	28	33	2021	2021	NUM
crln-25236	28	34	cynthia	cynthia	PROPN
crln-25236	28	35	a.	a.	PROPN
crln-25236	28	36	romanowski	romanowski	PROPN
crln-25236	28	37	the	the	DET
crln-25236	28	38	way	way	NOUN
crln-25236	28	39	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	28	40	see	see	VERB
crln-25236	28	41	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	28	42	mailto	mailto	NOUN
crln-25236	28	43	:	:	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	44	cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject=	cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject=	ADJ
crln-25236	28	45	mailto	mailto	PROPN
crln-25236	28	46	:	:	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	47	cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject=	cromanowski%40govst.edu?subject=	ADJ
crln-25236	28	48	mailto	mailto	NOUN
crln-25236	28	49	:	:	PUNCT
crln-25236	28	50	frusk%40sfsu.edu%20%20?subject=	frusk%40sfsu.edu%20%20?subject=	PROPN
crln-25236	28	51	c&rl	c&rl	PROPN
crln-25236	28	52	news	news	PROPN
crln-25236	28	53	december	december	PROPN
crln-25236	28	54	2021	2021	NUM
crln-25236	28	55	522	522	NUM
crln-25236	28	56	research	research	NOUN
crln-25236	28	57	/	/	SYM
crln-25236	28	58	creative	creative	ADJ
crln-25236	28	59	activity	activity	NOUN
crln-25236	28	60	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	28	61	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	28	62	difficult	difficult	ADJ
crln-25236	28	63	to	to	PART
crln-25236	28	64	focus	focus	VERB
crln-25236	28	65	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	28	66	research	research	NOUN
crln-25236	28	67	as	as	SCONJ
crln-25236	28	68	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	28	69	primary	primary	ADJ
crln-25236	28	70	duties	duty	NOUN
crln-25236	28	71	took	take	VERB
crln-25236	28	72	priority	priority	NOUN
crln-25236	28	73	over	over	ADP
crln-25236	28	74	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	28	75	research	research	NOUN
crln-25236	28	76	time	time	NOUN
crln-25236	28	77	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	29	1	publishing	publish	VERB
crln-25236	29	2	still	still	ADV
crln-25236	29	3	intimidated	intimidate	VERB
crln-25236	29	4	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	29	5	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	29	6	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	29	7	now	now	ADV
crln-25236	29	8	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	29	9	work	work	NOUN
crln-25236	29	10	mandated	mandate	VERB
crln-25236	29	11	peer	peer	NOUN
crln-25236	29	12	review	review	NOUN
crln-25236	29	13	to	to	PART
crln-25236	29	14	meet	meet	VERB
crln-25236	29	15	this	this	DET
crln-25236	29	16	requirement	requirement	NOUN
crln-25236	29	17	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	29	18	portfolios	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	29	19	four	four	NUM
crln-25236	29	20	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	29	21	six	six	NUM
crln-25236	29	22	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	30	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	30	2	published	publish	VERB
crln-25236	30	3	reports	report	NOUN
crln-25236	30	4	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	30	5	wrote	write	VERB
crln-25236	30	6	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	30	7	first	first	ADJ
crln-25236	30	8	book	book	NOUN
crln-25236	30	9	review	review	NOUN
crln-25236	30	10	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	31	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	31	2	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	31	3	a	a	DET
crln-25236	31	4	paper	paper	NOUN
crln-25236	31	5	accepted	accept	VERB
crln-25236	31	6	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	31	7	the	the	DET
crln-25236	31	8	international	international	PROPN
crln-25236	31	9	federation	federation	PROPN
crln-25236	31	10	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	31	11	libraries	libraries	PROPN
crln-25236	31	12	association	association	NOUN
crln-25236	31	13	conference	conference	NOUN
crln-25236	31	14	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	31	15	presented	present	VERB
crln-25236	31	16	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	31	17	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	31	18	the	the	DET
crln-25236	31	19	conference	conference	NOUN
crln-25236	31	20	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	32	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	32	2	turned	turn	VERB
crln-25236	32	3	the	the	DET
crln-25236	32	4	budget	budget	NOUN
crln-25236	32	5	crisis	crisis	NOUN
crln-25236	32	6	into	into	ADP
crln-25236	32	7	presentations	presentation	NOUN
crln-25236	32	8	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	32	9	productivity	productivity	NOUN
crln-25236	32	10	assessment	assessment	NOUN
crln-25236	32	11	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	32	12	two	two	NUM
crln-25236	32	13	different	different	ADJ
crln-25236	32	14	conferences	conference	NOUN
crln-25236	32	15	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	33	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	33	2	focused	focus	VERB
crln-25236	33	3	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	33	4	what	what	PRON
crln-25236	33	5	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	33	6	needed	need	VERB
crln-25236	33	7	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	33	8	this	this	DET
crln-25236	33	9	area	area	NOUN
crln-25236	33	10	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	33	11	turning	turn	VERB
crln-25236	33	12	negatives	negative	NOUN
crln-25236	33	13	into	into	ADP
crln-25236	33	14	positives	positive	NOUN
crln-25236	33	15	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	34	1	the	the	DET
crln-25236	34	2	constant	constant	ADJ
crln-25236	34	3	change	change	NOUN
crln-25236	34	4	made	make	VERB
crln-25236	34	5	it	it	PRON
crln-25236	34	6	difficult	difficult	ADJ
crln-25236	34	7	to	to	PART
crln-25236	34	8	write	write	VERB
crln-25236	34	9	because	because	SCONJ
crln-25236	34	10	things	thing	NOUN
crln-25236	34	11	became	become	VERB
crln-25236	34	12	a	a	DET
crln-25236	34	13	little	little	ADJ
crln-25236	34	14	overwhelming	overwhelming	ADJ
crln-25236	34	15	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	34	16	times	time	NOUN
crln-25236	34	17	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	34	18	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	34	19	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	34	20	succeeded	succeed	VERB
crln-25236	34	21	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	34	22	meeting	meet	VERB
crln-25236	34	23	the	the	DET
crln-25236	34	24	requirements	requirement	NOUN
crln-25236	34	25	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	35	1	service	service	NOUN
crln-25236	35	2	throughout	throughout	ADP
crln-25236	35	3	portfolios	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	35	4	four	four	NUM
crln-25236	35	5	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	35	6	six	six	NUM
crln-25236	35	7	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	35	8	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	35	9	served	serve	VERB
crln-25236	35	10	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	35	11	various	various	ADJ
crln-25236	35	12	committees	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	35	13	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	35	14	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	35	15	to	to	PART
crln-25236	35	16	show	show	VERB
crln-25236	35	17	increased	increase	VERB
crln-25236	35	18	responsibility	responsibility	NOUN
crln-25236	35	19	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	36	1	as	as	ADP
crln-25236	36	2	secretary	secretary	NOUN
crln-25236	36	3	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	36	4	the	the	DET
crln-25236	36	5	university	university	PROPN
crln-25236	36	6	curriculum	curriculum	PROPN
crln-25236	36	7	committee	committee	PROPN
crln-25236	36	8	(	(	PUNCT
crln-25236	36	9	ucc	ucc	PROPN
crln-25236	36	10	)	)	PUNCT
crln-25236	36	11	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	36	12	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	36	13	became	become	VERB
crln-25236	36	14	one	one	NUM
crln-25236	36	15	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	36	16	the	the	DET
crln-25236	36	17	administrators	administrator	NOUN
crln-25236	36	18	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	36	19	the	the	DET
crln-25236	36	20	gsu	gsu	NOUN
crln-25236	36	21	curriculum	curriculum	NOUN
crln-25236	36	22	proposal	proposal	NOUN
crln-25236	36	23	system	system	NOUN
crln-25236	36	24	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	36	25	curriculog	curriculog	ADJ
crln-25236	36	26	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	37	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	37	2	created	create	VERB
crln-25236	37	3	curriculog	curriculog	ADJ
crln-25236	37	4	workshops	workshop	NOUN
crln-25236	37	5	to	to	PART
crln-25236	37	6	show	show	VERB
crln-25236	37	7	faculty	faculty	NOUN
crln-25236	37	8	how	how	SCONJ
crln-25236	37	9	to	to	PART
crln-25236	37	10	submit	submit	VERB
crln-25236	37	11	proposals	proposal	NOUN
crln-25236	37	12	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	38	1	as	as	ADP
crln-25236	38	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	38	3	ucc	ucc	PROPN
crln-25236	38	4	liaison	liaison	NOUN
crln-25236	38	5	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	38	6	the	the	DET
crln-25236	38	7	general	general	ADJ
crln-25236	38	8	education	education	PROPN
crln-25236	38	9	committee	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	38	10	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	38	11	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	38	12	provided	provide	VERB
crln-25236	38	13	guidance	guidance	NOUN
crln-25236	38	14	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	38	15	general	general	ADJ
crln-25236	38	16	education	education	NOUN
crln-25236	38	17	proposals	proposal	NOUN
crln-25236	38	18	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	39	1	these	these	DET
crln-25236	39	2	committees	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	39	3	helped	help	VERB
crln-25236	39	4	nonlibrary	nonlibrary	ADJ
crln-25236	39	5	faculty	faculty	NOUN
crln-25236	39	6	know	know	VERB
crln-25236	39	7	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	39	8	because	because	SCONJ
crln-25236	39	9	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	39	10	portfolios	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	39	11	now	now	ADV
crln-25236	39	12	went	go	VERB
crln-25236	39	13	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	39	14	the	the	DET
crln-25236	39	15	university	university	NOUN
crln-25236	39	16	personal	personal	PROPN
crln-25236	39	17	committee	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	39	18	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	40	1	chairing	chair	VERB
crln-25236	40	2	consortium	consortium	NOUN
crln-25236	40	3	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	40	4	national	national	ADJ
crln-25236	40	5	committees	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	40	6	allowed	allow	VERB
crln-25236	40	7	more	more	ADJ
crln-25236	40	8	involvement	involvement	NOUN
crln-25236	40	9	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	40	10	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	40	11	profession	profession	NOUN
crln-25236	40	12	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	41	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	41	2	volunteered	volunteer	VERB
crln-25236	41	3	to	to	PART
crln-25236	41	4	serve	serve	VERB
crln-25236	41	5	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	41	6	library	library	ADJ
crln-25236	41	7	boards	board	NOUN
crln-25236	41	8	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	41	9	association	association	NOUN
crln-25236	41	10	positions	position	NOUN
crln-25236	41	11	to	to	PART
crln-25236	41	12	be	be	AUX
crln-25236	41	13	more	more	ADV
crln-25236	41	14	impactful	impactful	ADJ
crln-25236	41	15	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	42	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	42	2	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	42	3	unsuccessful	unsuccessful	ADJ
crln-25236	42	4	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	42	5	these	these	DET
crln-25236	42	6	attempts	attempt	NOUN
crln-25236	42	7	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	42	8	l	l	NOUN
crln-25236	42	9	will	will	AUX
crln-25236	42	10	keep	keep	VERB
crln-25236	42	11	trying	try	VERB
crln-25236	42	12	to	to	PART
crln-25236	42	13	be	be	AUX
crln-25236	42	14	more	more	ADV
crln-25236	42	15	involved	involved	ADJ
crln-25236	42	16	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	42	17	those	those	DET
crln-25236	42	18	types	type	NOUN
crln-25236	42	19	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	42	20	activities	activity	NOUN
crln-25236	42	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	43	1	this	this	DET
crln-25236	43	2	area	area	NOUN
crln-25236	43	3	also	also	ADV
crln-25236	43	4	included	include	VERB
crln-25236	43	5	search	search	NOUN
crln-25236	43	6	committees	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	43	7	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	44	1	with	with	SCONJ
crln-25236	44	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	44	3	hiring	hire	VERB
crln-25236	44	4	freeze	freeze	NOUN
crln-25236	44	5	lifted	lift	VERB
crln-25236	44	6	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	44	7	we	we	PRON
crln-25236	44	8	successfully	successfully	ADV
crln-25236	44	9	filled	fill	VERB
crln-25236	44	10	two	two	NUM
crln-25236	44	11	faculty	faculty	NOUN
crln-25236	44	12	librarian	librarian	ADJ
crln-25236	44	13	positions	position	NOUN
crln-25236	44	14	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	45	1	in	in	ADP
crln-25236	45	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	45	3	middle	middle	NOUN
crln-25236	45	4	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	45	5	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	45	6	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	45	7	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	45	8	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	45	9	our	our	PRON
crln-25236	45	10	library	library	NOUN
crln-25236	45	11	dean	dean	PROPN
crln-25236	45	12	retired	retire	VERB
crln-25236	45	13	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	45	14	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	45	15	we	we	PRON
crln-25236	45	16	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	45	17	two	two	NUM
crln-25236	45	18	failed	fail	VERB
crln-25236	45	19	dean	dean	NOUN
crln-25236	45	20	searches	search	NOUN
crln-25236	45	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	46	1	additionally	additionally	ADV
crln-25236	46	2	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	46	3	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	46	4	served	serve	VERB
crln-25236	46	5	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	46	6	search	search	NOUN
crln-25236	46	7	committees	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	46	8	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	46	9	purchasing	purchase	VERB
crln-25236	46	10	office	office	NOUN
crln-25236	46	11	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	46	12	information	information	NOUN
crln-25236	46	13	technology	technology	NOUN
crln-25236	46	14	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	47	1	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	47	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	47	3	challenges	challenge	NOUN
crln-25236	47	4	from	from	ADP
crln-25236	47	5	external	external	ADJ
crln-25236	47	6	forces	force	NOUN
crln-25236	47	7	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	47	8	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	47	9	am	be	AUX
crln-25236	47	10	grateful	grateful	ADJ
crln-25236	47	11	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	47	12	the	the	DET
crln-25236	47	13	opportunity	opportunity	NOUN
crln-25236	47	14	to	to	PART
crln-25236	47	15	serve	serve	VERB
crln-25236	47	16	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	48	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	48	2	value	value	VERB
crln-25236	48	3	the	the	DET
crln-25236	48	4	networking	network	VERB
crln-25236	48	5	opportunities	opportunity	NOUN
crln-25236	48	6	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	48	7	hope	hope	NOUN
crln-25236	48	8	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	48	9	future	future	ADJ
crln-25236	48	10	collaboration	collaboration	NOUN
crln-25236	48	11	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	48	12	former	former	ADJ
crln-25236	48	13	committee	committee	NOUN
crln-25236	48	14	colleagues	colleague	NOUN
crln-25236	48	15	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	49	1	perhaps	perhaps	ADV
crln-25236	49	2	the	the	DET
crln-25236	49	3	greatest	great	ADJ
crln-25236	49	4	challenge	challenge	NOUN
crln-25236	49	5	faced	face	VERB
crln-25236	49	6	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	49	7	a	a	DET
crln-25236	49	8	personal	personal	ADJ
crln-25236	49	9	one	one	NOUN
crln-25236	49	10	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	50	1	even	even	ADV
crln-25236	50	2	though	though	SCONJ
crln-25236	50	3	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	50	4	overcame	overcome	VERB
crln-25236	50	5	the	the	DET
crln-25236	50	6	obstacles	obstacle	NOUN
crln-25236	50	7	presented	present	VERB
crln-25236	50	8	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	50	9	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	50	10	felt	felt	AUX
crln-25236	50	11	burnt	burn	VERB
crln-25236	50	12	out	out	ADP
crln-25236	50	13	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	51	1	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	51	2	winter	winter	NOUN
crln-25236	51	3	break	break	NOUN
crln-25236	51	4	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	51	5	2018	2018	NUM
crln-25236	51	6	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	51	7	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	51	8	planned	plan	VERB
crln-25236	51	9	to	to	PART
crln-25236	51	10	organize	organize	VERB
crln-25236	51	11	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	51	12	fifth	fifth	ADJ
crln-25236	51	13	-	-	PUNCT
crln-25236	51	14	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	51	15	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	51	16	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	52	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	52	2	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	52	3	told	tell	VERB
crln-25236	52	4	that	that	SCONJ
crln-25236	52	5	this	this	DET
crln-25236	52	6	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	52	7	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	52	8	when	when	SCONJ
crln-25236	52	9	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	52	10	contract	contract	NOUN
crln-25236	52	11	would	would	AUX
crln-25236	52	12	not	not	PART
crln-25236	52	13	get	get	AUX
crln-25236	52	14	renewed	renew	VERB
crln-25236	52	15	if	if	SCONJ
crln-25236	52	16	gsu	gsu	NOUN
crln-25236	52	17	did	do	AUX
crln-25236	52	18	not	not	PART
crln-25236	52	19	want	want	VERB
crln-25236	52	20	to	to	PART
crln-25236	52	21	keep	keep	VERB
crln-25236	52	22	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	52	23	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	52	24	creating	create	VERB
crln-25236	52	25	added	add	VERB
crln-25236	52	26	pressure	pressure	NOUN
crln-25236	52	27	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	52	28	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	52	29	plans	plan	NOUN
crln-25236	52	30	changed	change	VERB
crln-25236	52	31	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	53	1	while	while	SCONJ
crln-25236	53	2	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	53	3	break	break	NOUN
crln-25236	53	4	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	53	5	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	53	6	life	life	NOUN
crln-25236	53	7	felt	feel	VERB
crln-25236	53	8	the	the	DET
crln-25236	53	9	impact	impact	NOUN
crln-25236	53	10	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	53	11	a	a	DET
crln-25236	53	12	death	death	NOUN
crln-25236	53	13	by	by	ADP
crln-25236	53	14	suicide	suicide	NOUN
crln-25236	53	15	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	53	16	which	which	PRON
crln-25236	53	17	its	its	PRON
crln-25236	53	18	effect	effect	NOUN
crln-25236	53	19	continued	continue	VERB
crln-25236	53	20	throughout	throughout	ADP
crln-25236	53	21	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	53	22	remaining	remain	VERB
crln-25236	53	23	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	53	24	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	53	25	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	54	1	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	54	2	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	54	3	was	be	AUX
crln-25236	54	4	the	the	DET
crln-25236	54	5	last	last	ADJ
crln-25236	54	6	thing	thing	NOUN
crln-25236	54	7	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	54	8	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	54	9	mind	mind	NOUN
crln-25236	54	10	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	54	11	so	so	ADV
crln-25236	54	12	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	54	13	received	receive	VERB
crln-25236	54	14	an	an	DET
crln-25236	54	15	extension	extension	NOUN
crln-25236	54	16	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	55	1	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	55	2	what	what	PRON
crln-25236	55	3	would	would	AUX
crln-25236	55	4	have	have	AUX
crln-25236	55	5	been	be	AUX
crln-25236	55	6	this	this	DET
crln-25236	55	7	person	person	NOUN
crln-25236	55	8	’s	’s	PART
crln-25236	55	9	birthday	birthday	NOUN
crln-25236	55	10	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	55	11	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	55	12	used	use	VERB
crln-25236	55	13	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	55	14	speaking	speak	VERB
crln-25236	55	15	persona	persona	NOUN
crln-25236	55	16	that	that	PRON
crln-25236	55	17	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	55	18	reserve	reserve	VERB
crln-25236	55	19	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	55	20	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	55	21	presentations	presentation	NOUN
crln-25236	55	22	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	55	23	to	to	PART
crln-25236	55	24	give	give	VERB
crln-25236	55	25	the	the	DET
crln-25236	55	26	eulogy	eulogy	NOUN
crln-25236	55	27	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	56	1	this	this	DET
crln-25236	56	2	persona	persona	NOUN
crln-25236	56	3	allowed	allow	VERB
crln-25236	56	4	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	56	5	to	to	PART
crln-25236	56	6	push	push	VERB
crln-25236	56	7	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	56	8	no	no	ADV
crln-25236	56	9	matter	matter	ADV
crln-25236	56	10	how	how	SCONJ
crln-25236	56	11	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	56	12	felt	feel	VERB
crln-25236	56	13	because	because	SCONJ
crln-25236	56	14	presentations	presentation	NOUN
crln-25236	56	15	must	must	AUX
crln-25236	56	16	go	go	VERB
crln-25236	56	17	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	56	18	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	57	1	when	when	SCONJ
crln-25236	57	2	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	57	3	returned	return	VERB
crln-25236	57	4	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	57	5	work	work	NOUN
crln-25236	57	6	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	57	7	few	few	ADJ
crln-25236	57	8	co	co	NOUN
crln-25236	57	9	-	-	NOUN
crln-25236	57	10	workers	worker	NOUN
crln-25236	57	11	knew	know	VERB
crln-25236	57	12	what	what	PRON
crln-25236	57	13	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	57	14	had	have	AUX
crln-25236	57	15	been	be	AUX
crln-25236	57	16	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	57	17	as	as	SCONJ
crln-25236	57	18	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	57	19	hid	hide	VERB
crln-25236	57	20	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	57	21	grief	grief	NOUN
crln-25236	57	22	to	to	PART
crln-25236	57	23	keep	keep	VERB
crln-25236	57	24	up	up	ADP
crln-25236	57	25	appearances	appearance	NOUN
crln-25236	57	26	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	58	1	putting	put	VERB
crln-25236	58	2	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	58	3	grief	grief	NOUN
crln-25236	58	4	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	58	5	hold	hold	NOUN
crln-25236	58	6	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	58	7	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	58	8	powered	power	VERB
crln-25236	58	9	through	through	ADP
crln-25236	58	10	the	the	DET
crln-25236	58	11	remainder	remainder	NOUN
crln-25236	58	12	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	58	13	the	the	DET
crln-25236	58	14	academic	academic	ADJ
crln-25236	58	15	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	58	16	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	58	17	finished	finish	VERB
crln-25236	58	18	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	58	19	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	58	20	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	58	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	59	1	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	59	2	workload	workload	NOUN
crln-25236	59	3	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	59	4	no	no	DET
crln-25236	59	5	room	room	NOUN
crln-25236	59	6	for	for	ADP
crln-25236	59	7	grieving	grieve	VERB
crln-25236	59	8	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	59	9	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	59	10	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	59	11	knew	know	VERB
crln-25236	59	12	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	59	13	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	59	14	to	to	PART
crln-25236	59	15	keep	keep	VERB
crln-25236	59	16	going	go	VERB
crln-25236	59	17	to	to	PART
crln-25236	59	18	receive	receive	VERB
crln-25236	59	19	tenure	tenure	NOUN
crln-25236	59	20	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	60	1	while	while	SCONJ
crln-25236	60	2	awaiting	await	VERB
crln-25236	60	3	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	60	4	fifth	fifth	ADJ
crln-25236	60	5	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	60	6	continuance	continuance	NOUN
crln-25236	60	7	letter	letter	NOUN
crln-25236	60	8	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	60	9	another	another	DET
crln-25236	60	10	death	death	NOUN
crln-25236	60	11	by	by	ADP
crln-25236	60	12	suicide	suicide	NOUN
crln-25236	60	13	occurred	occur	VERB
crln-25236	60	14	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	61	1	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	61	2	times	time	NOUN
crln-25236	61	3	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	61	4	everything	everything	PRON
crln-25236	61	5	seemed	seem	VERB
crln-25236	61	6	overwhelming	overwhelming	ADJ
crln-25236	61	7	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	62	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	62	2	submitted	submit	VERB
crln-25236	62	3	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	62	4	sixth	sixth	ADJ
crln-25236	62	5	-	-	PUNCT
crln-25236	62	6	year	year	NOUN
crln-25236	62	7	portfolio	portfolio	NOUN
crln-25236	62	8	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	62	9	successfully	successfully	ADV
crln-25236	62	10	achieved	achieve	VERB
crln-25236	62	11	tenure	tenure	NOUN
crln-25236	62	12	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	62	13	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	62	14	delayed	delay	VERB
crln-25236	62	15	grief	grief	NOUN
crln-25236	62	16	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	62	17	another	another	DET
crln-25236	62	18	near	near	ADJ
crln-25236	62	19	tragedy	tragedy	NOUN
crln-25236	62	20	caused	cause	VERB
crln-25236	62	21	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	62	22	to	to	PART
crln-25236	62	23	finally	finally	ADV
crln-25236	62	24	take	take	VERB
crln-25236	62	25	advantage	advantage	NOUN
crln-25236	62	26	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	62	27	the	the	DET
crln-25236	62	28	employee	employee	NOUN
crln-25236	62	29	assistance	assistance	NOUN
crln-25236	62	30	program	program	NOUN
crln-25236	62	31	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	62	32	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	62	33	this	this	PRON
crln-25236	62	34	helped	help	VERB
crln-25236	62	35	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	63	1	as	as	SCONJ
crln-25236	63	2	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	63	3	embark	embark	VERB
crln-25236	63	4	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	63	5	my	my	PRON
crln-25236	63	6	journey	journey	NOUN
crln-25236	63	7	to	to	ADP
crln-25236	63	8	full	full	ADJ
crln-25236	63	9	professor	professor	NOUN
crln-25236	63	10	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	63	11	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	63	12	recognize	recognize	VERB
crln-25236	63	13	that	that	SCONJ
crln-25236	63	14	the	the	DET
crln-25236	63	15	last	last	ADJ
crln-25236	63	16	three	three	NUM
crln-25236	63	17	years	year	NOUN
crln-25236	63	18	took	take	VERB
crln-25236	63	19	a	a	DET
crln-25236	63	20	tremendous	tremendous	ADJ
crln-25236	63	21	amount	amount	NOUN
crln-25236	63	22	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	63	23	inner	inner	ADJ
crln-25236	63	24	strength	strength	NOUN
crln-25236	63	25	to	to	PART
crln-25236	63	26	overcome	overcome	VERB
crln-25236	63	27	the	the	DET
crln-25236	63	28	effects	effect	NOUN
crln-25236	63	29	that	that	PRON
crln-25236	63	30	these	these	DET
crln-25236	63	31	forces	force	NOUN
crln-25236	63	32	had	have	VERB
crln-25236	63	33	on	on	ADP
crln-25236	63	34	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	63	35	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	64	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	64	2	never	never	ADV
crln-25236	64	3	thought	think	VERB
crln-25236	64	4	life	life	NOUN
crln-25236	64	5	would	would	AUX
crln-25236	64	6	throw	throw	VERB
crln-25236	64	7	so	so	ADV
crln-25236	64	8	many	many	ADJ
crln-25236	64	9	curve	curve	NOUN
crln-25236	64	10	balls	ball	NOUN
crln-25236	64	11	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	64	12	once	once	ADV
crln-25236	64	13	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	64	14	but	but	CCONJ
crln-25236	64	15	wonderful	wonderful	ADJ
crln-25236	64	16	people	people	NOUN
crln-25236	64	17	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	64	18	cats	cat	NOUN
crln-25236	64	19	were	be	AUX
crln-25236	64	20	with	with	ADP
crln-25236	64	21	me	i	PRON
crln-25236	64	22	every	every	DET
crln-25236	64	23	step	step	NOUN
crln-25236	64	24	of	of	ADP
crln-25236	64	25	the	the	DET
crln-25236	64	26	way	way	NOUN
crln-25236	64	27	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	64	28	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	64	29	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	64	30	am	be	AUX
crln-25236	64	31	grateful	grateful	ADJ
crln-25236	64	32	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	65	1	i	i	PRON
crln-25236	65	2	share	share	VERB
crln-25236	65	3	this	this	DET
crln-25236	65	4	personal	personal	ADJ
crln-25236	65	5	experience	experience	NOUN
crln-25236	65	6	to	to	PART
crln-25236	65	7	help	help	VERB
crln-25236	65	8	others	other	NOUN
crln-25236	65	9	who	who	PRON
crln-25236	65	10	find	find	VERB
crln-25236	65	11	themselves	themselves	PRON
crln-25236	65	12	struggling	struggle	VERB
crln-25236	65	13	at	at	ADP
crln-25236	65	14	times	time	NOUN
crln-25236	65	15	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	65	16	especially	especially	ADV
crln-25236	65	17	during	during	ADP
crln-25236	65	18	a	a	DET
crln-25236	65	19	global	global	ADJ
crln-25236	65	20	pandemic	pandemic	NOUN
crln-25236	65	21	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	66	1	do	do	AUX
crln-25236	66	2	not	not	PART
crln-25236	66	3	wait	wait	VERB
crln-25236	66	4	to	to	PART
crln-25236	66	5	get	get	VERB
crln-25236	66	6	help	help	NOUN
crln-25236	66	7	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	67	1	know	know	VERB
crln-25236	67	2	that	that	SCONJ
crln-25236	67	3	you	you	PRON
crln-25236	67	4	are	be	AUX
crln-25236	67	5	not	not	PART
crln-25236	67	6	alone	alone	ADJ
crln-25236	67	7	,	,	PUNCT
crln-25236	67	8	and	and	CCONJ
crln-25236	67	9	help	help	NOUN
crln-25236	67	10	is	be	AUX
crln-25236	67	11	always	always	ADV
crln-25236	67	12	available	available	ADJ
crln-25236	67	13	.	.	PUNCT
crln-25236	68	1	you	you	PRON
crln-25236	68	2	can	can	AUX
crln-25236	68	3	do	do	VERB
crln-25236	68	4	this	this	PRON
crln-25236	68	5	.	.	PUNCT