Current Musicology, No. 95 (Spring 2013) © 2013 by the Trustees of Columbia University in the City of New York 381 Nigun Poems Jake Marmer Preface This set of poems grew out of my experiences of listening and finding myself inside nigunim (pl; singular nigun or nign), Chassidic chants—mystical, usually wordless songs used as accompaniment for rituals—weddings, prayers, candle–lightings—collective beckoning of transcendence. The nigun experience is fraught with what Amiri Baraka called, referring to blues, the “re/feeling”—proximity and shape of personal history of encounters with unfathomable. Because most of the nigunim did not have lyrics they were comprised of scat—but a somber sort of a scat: “oi–oi”, “di–dai”, “bah–bom”, etc. Musical instruments were not used to accompany them, either, since most of the singing happened on the Sabbath, when instruments were put away. Rid of accompaniment, rid of lyrics, these stripped down chants were visceral and prayer–like but washed out of content, and filled, instead, with implication—with attempts. At the climax of one of his talks, balancing at the edge of the cognitive void, Rabbi Nachman of Breslov reportedly said: “And even to this, too, there’s an answer. But that answer is necessarily a song.” These poems attempt to reimagine the sensation of locating oneself inside a nigun. Current Musicology 382 Induction into Nigun1 people turn into rocks song like water beats between them 1. This poem was originally published in the New Vilna Review in March 2012 Jake Marmer 383 Blanket Nigun what this blanket weighs for days, yr muscles will remember feet land on the floor so cold you begin to feel a tonic sled, under another you, under another blanket, heavier, bigger, what it weighs you may never know— the cold— is inside the vision as blankness, your voice nesting, missing feathers lifting off you begin to feel Current Musicology 384 Painters’ Nigun On hearing Frank London’s H.W.N. this is a song of people painting walls walls of a shul that doesn’t exist paint rolls upwards pulled by other gravities you could celebrate a bris a yontef air thickening with paint— inanimate painted with breath breathes as it is said: “living words” painting walls on the scaffolding of a drum solo of fists banging a table which is a real table it’s really here but the scaffolding is full of paint the scaffolding is a face of the shul that doesn’t exist the sound rises like an animal and walks moving its burden to the pit in the shul a pit built for the chazzan as it is said “from the depth . . .” this yontef commemorates what has never happened but the paint the paint rolls like walls stands like sea walls standing mercurially Jake Marmer 385 Nigun Au Rebours this song is not an act but erasure the way other songs reach into you this one retreats, taking with it stuff that seemed nailed to the floor this song is cinematic in its reel you may find yourself humming its residue you may wonder who you’re feeding— through the song’s straw that ascends to the pouting mouth of the vanishing point Current Musicology 386 Root–Note Nigun this nigun is about a stick figure and the wind over canvas that bared it— it’s about a two–bone abstraction, a solitary root note, resounding its stripped chorus no aesthetics beyond instinct— this nigun is about a scratch, a typo, doodle of person—dropped into an impressionist painting amidst the ball of flesh and color and it knows there must be a mistake and mumbles all it ever knows to mumble —“I exist”—“I exist”—“I exist”— a note bent in and out of the question this nigun is about a stick figure imagining it could change its fate by lifting its stick–figure hands heavenward Jake Marmer 387 Cecil’s Scarecrow Nigun for Anthony Coleman this nigun is a scarecrow in your old clothes it looks a little bit like you— a no–thanks–prophecy— the fence: scarecrow’s stage and metalepsis melody lint, limp sleeves and run–on paint everybody here forgets what they came for— newly unknotted, turn into congregants dissipating in their coats the nigun shuckles, rocks alone victorious creaking guardian in the field of pure color Current Musicology 388 Amphibian Nigun needle threads nothingness hunks of it transparent slices of ice  a dress good for running up and down the stairs of the ancestral dream ice quickly goes New York ice always does melting ripples around your face it’s the puddle–waltz— for a minute you remember there’s a world at the bottom of your stomach peopled with memories sad eyes, winking— and when you raise your head and ask for a drink someone shows you to the ocean and says welcome to your new life under the water