id	sid	tid	token	lemma	pos
do-39756	1	1	8	8	NUM
do-39756	1	2	•	•	NUM
do-39756	1	3	2024	2024	NUM
do-39756	1	4	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	1	5	developmental	developmental	ADJ
do-39756	1	6	observer	observer	NOUN
do-39756	1	7	f	f	PROPN
do-39756	1	8	a	a	PRON
do-39756	1	9	m	m	VERB
do-39756	1	10	i	i	NOUN
do-39756	1	11	l	l	NOUN
do-39756	1	12	y	y	NOUN
do-39756	2	1	v	v	INTJ
do-39756	2	2	o	o	INTJ
do-39756	3	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	3	2	c	c	NOUN
do-39756	3	3	e	e	NOUN
do-39756	3	4	s	s	NOUN
do-39756	3	5	o	o	X
do-39756	3	6	ur	ur	INTJ
do-39756	3	7	story	story	NOUN
do-39756	3	8	starts	start	VERB
do-39756	3	9	with	with	ADP
do-39756	3	10	our	our	PRON
do-39756	3	11	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	3	12	ultrasound	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	3	13	for	for	ADP
do-39756	3	14	our	our	PRON
do-39756	3	15	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	3	16	pregnancy	pregnancy	NOUN
do-39756	3	17	at	at	ADP
do-39756	3	18	eight	eight	NUM
do-39756	3	19	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	3	20	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	3	21	we	we	PRON
do-39756	3	22	found	find	VERB
do-39756	3	23	out	out	ADP
do-39756	3	24	we	we	PRON
do-39756	3	25	were	be	AUX
do-39756	3	26	having	have	VERB
do-39756	3	27	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	3	28	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	4	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	4	2	just	just	ADV
do-39756	4	3	remember	remember	VERB
do-39756	4	4	seeing	see	VERB
do-39756	4	5	a	a	DET
do-39756	4	6	lot	lot	NOUN
do-39756	4	7	of	of	ADP
do-39756	4	8	white	white	NOUN
do-39756	4	9	on	on	ADP
do-39756	4	10	the	the	DET
do-39756	4	11	screen	screen	NOUN
do-39756	4	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	4	13	holding	hold	VERB
do-39756	4	14	my	my	PRON
do-39756	4	15	breath	breath	NOUN
do-39756	4	16	in	in	ADP
do-39756	4	17	anticipation	anticipation	NOUN
do-39756	4	18	of	of	ADP
do-39756	4	19	the	the	DET
do-39756	4	20	tech	tech	NOUN
do-39756	4	21	saying	say	VERB
do-39756	4	22	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	4	23	something	something	PRON
do-39756	4	24	was	be	AUX
do-39756	4	25	wrong	wrong	ADJ
do-39756	4	26	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	5	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	5	2	instead	instead	ADV
do-39756	5	3	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	5	4	she	she	PRON
do-39756	5	5	said	say	VERB
do-39756	5	6	“	"	PUNCT
do-39756	5	7	well	well	INTJ
do-39756	5	8	you	you	PRON
do-39756	5	9	have	have	VERB
do-39756	5	10	a	a	DET
do-39756	5	11	couple	couple	NOUN
do-39756	5	12	little	little	ADJ
do-39756	5	13	nuggets	nugget	NOUN
do-39756	5	14	in	in	ADP
do-39756	5	15	there	there	ADV
do-39756	5	16	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	5	17	”	"	PUNCT
do-39756	6	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	6	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	6	3	in	in	ADP
do-39756	6	4	shock	shock	NOUN
do-39756	6	5	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	7	1	they	they	PRON
do-39756	7	2	knew	know	VERB
do-39756	7	3	immediately	immediately	ADV
do-39756	7	4	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	7	5	they	they	PRON
do-39756	7	6	were	be	AUX
do-39756	7	7	identical	identical	ADJ
do-39756	7	8	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	7	9	they	they	PRON
do-39756	7	10	were	be	AUX
do-39756	7	11	sharing	share	VERB
do-39756	7	12	a	a	DET
do-39756	7	13	placenta	placenta	NOUN
do-39756	7	14	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	8	1	shortly	shortly	ADV
do-39756	8	2	after	after	SCONJ
do-39756	8	3	we	we	PRON
do-39756	8	4	learned	learn	VERB
do-39756	8	5	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	8	6	this	this	PRON
do-39756	8	7	also	also	ADV
do-39756	8	8	meant	mean	VERB
do-39756	8	9	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	8	10	they	they	PRON
do-39756	8	11	were	be	AUX
do-39756	8	12	at	at	ADP
do-39756	8	13	risk	risk	NOUN
do-39756	8	14	for	for	ADP
do-39756	8	15	twin	twin	ADJ
do-39756	8	16	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	8	17	to	to	ADP
do-39756	8	18	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	8	19	twin	twin	ADJ
do-39756	8	20	transfusion	transfusion	NOUN
do-39756	8	21	syndrome	syndrome	NOUN
do-39756	8	22	(	(	PUNCT
do-39756	8	23	ttts	ttts	PROPN
do-39756	8	24	)	)	PUNCT
do-39756	8	25	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	9	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	9	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	9	3	told	tell	VERB
do-39756	9	4	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	9	5	we	we	PRON
do-39756	9	6	would	would	AUX
do-39756	9	7	have	have	VERB
do-39756	9	8	to	to	PART
do-39756	9	9	have	have	VERB
do-39756	9	10	ultrasounds	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	9	11	every	every	DET
do-39756	9	12	two	two	NUM
do-39756	9	13	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	9	14	starting	start	VERB
do-39756	9	15	at	at	ADP
do-39756	9	16	14	14	NUM
do-39756	9	17	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	9	18	to	to	PART
do-39756	9	19	monitor	monitor	VERB
do-39756	9	20	for	for	ADP
do-39756	9	21	ttts	ttt	NOUN
do-39756	9	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	10	1	at	at	ADP
do-39756	10	2	our	our	PRON
do-39756	10	3	16	16	NUM
do-39756	10	4	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	10	5	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	10	6	ultrasound	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	10	7	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	10	8	we	we	PRON
do-39756	10	9	found	find	VERB
do-39756	10	10	out	out	ADP
do-39756	10	11	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	10	12	we	we	PRON
do-39756	10	13	would	would	AUX
do-39756	10	14	be	be	AUX
do-39756	10	15	welcoming	welcome	VERB
do-39756	10	16	two	two	NUM
do-39756	10	17	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	10	18	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	10	19	into	into	ADP
do-39756	10	20	our	our	PRON
do-39756	10	21	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	10	22	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	11	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	11	2	made	make	VERB
do-39756	11	3	it	it	PRON
do-39756	11	4	past	past	ADP
do-39756	11	5	24	24	NUM
do-39756	11	6	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	11	7	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	11	8	the	the	DET
do-39756	11	9	chance	chance	NOUN
do-39756	11	10	of	of	ADP
do-39756	11	11	developing	develop	VERB
do-39756	11	12	ttts	ttt	NOUN
do-39756	11	13	was	be	AUX
do-39756	11	14	higher	high	ADJ
do-39756	11	15	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	11	16	thought	think	VERB
do-39756	11	17	we	we	PRON
do-39756	11	18	were	be	AUX
do-39756	11	19	in	in	ADP
do-39756	11	20	the	the	DET
do-39756	11	21	clear	clear	NOUN
do-39756	11	22	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	12	1	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	12	2	than	than	ADP
do-39756	12	3	there	there	PRON
do-39756	12	4	being	be	AUX
do-39756	12	5	two	two	NUM
do-39756	12	6	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	12	7	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	12	8	it	it	PRON
do-39756	12	9	seemed	seem	VERB
do-39756	12	10	like	like	ADP
do-39756	12	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	12	12	pretty	pretty	ADV
do-39756	12	13	uneventful	uneventful	ADJ
do-39756	12	14	pregnancy	pregnancy	NOUN
do-39756	12	15	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	13	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	13	2	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	13	3	great	great	ADJ
do-39756	13	4	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	13	5	the	the	DET
do-39756	13	6	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	13	7	were	be	AUX
do-39756	13	8	growing	grow	VERB
do-39756	13	9	perfectly	perfectly	ADV
do-39756	13	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	14	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	14	2	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	14	3	all	all	PRON
do-39756	14	4	changed	change	VERB
do-39756	14	5	at	at	ADP
do-39756	14	6	our	our	PRON
do-39756	14	7	28	28	NUM
do-39756	14	8	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	14	9	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	14	10	appointment	appointment	NOUN
do-39756	14	11	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	15	1	in	in	ADP
do-39756	15	2	mid	mid	PROPN
do-39756	15	3	-	-	PROPN
do-39756	15	4	july	july	PROPN
do-39756	15	5	2019	2019	NUM
do-39756	15	6	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	15	7	my	my	PRON
do-39756	15	8	husband	husband	NOUN
do-39756	15	9	dylan	dylan	PROPN
do-39756	15	10	went	go	VERB
do-39756	15	11	to	to	ADP
do-39756	15	12	fort	fort	PROPN
do-39756	15	13	carson	carson	PROPN
do-39756	15	14	for	for	ADP
do-39756	15	15	his	his	PRON
do-39756	15	16	two	two	NUM
do-39756	15	17	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	15	18	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	15	19	annual	annual	ADJ
do-39756	15	20	training	training	NOUN
do-39756	15	21	for	for	ADP
do-39756	15	22	the	the	DET
do-39756	15	23	army	army	NOUN
do-39756	15	24	national	national	PROPN
do-39756	15	25	guard	guard	PROPN
do-39756	15	26	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	16	1	my	my	PRON
do-39756	16	2	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	16	3	came	come	VERB
do-39756	16	4	into	into	ADP
do-39756	16	5	town	town	NOUN
do-39756	16	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	16	7	visit	visit	VERB
do-39756	16	8	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	16	9	he	he	PRON
do-39756	16	10	was	be	AUX
do-39756	16	11	gone	go	VERB
do-39756	16	12	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	17	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	17	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	17	3	looking	look	VERB
do-39756	17	4	forward	forward	ADV
do-39756	17	5	to	to	ADP
do-39756	17	6	taking	take	VERB
do-39756	17	7	them	they	PRON
do-39756	17	8	to	to	ADP
do-39756	17	9	one	one	NUM
do-39756	17	10	of	of	ADP
do-39756	17	11	our	our	PRON
do-39756	17	12	ultrasounds	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	17	13	at	at	ADP
do-39756	17	14	the	the	DET
do-39756	17	15	perinatologist	perinatologist	NOUN
do-39756	17	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	17	17	see	see	VERB
do-39756	17	18	their	their	PRON
do-39756	17	19	grandsons	grandson	NOUN
do-39756	17	20	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	18	1	on	on	ADP
do-39756	18	2	tuesday	tuesday	PROPN
do-39756	18	3	at	at	ADP
do-39756	18	4	nine	nine	NUM
do-39756	18	5	in	in	ADP
do-39756	18	6	the	the	DET
do-39756	18	7	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	18	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	18	9	we	we	PRON
do-39756	18	10	went	go	VERB
do-39756	18	11	to	to	ADP
do-39756	18	12	my	my	PRON
do-39756	18	13	28	28	NUM
do-39756	18	14	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	18	15	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	18	16	appointment	appointment	NOUN
do-39756	18	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	19	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	19	2	remember	remember	VERB
do-39756	19	3	driving	drive	VERB
do-39756	19	4	there	there	ADV
do-39756	19	5	in	in	ADP
do-39756	19	6	a	a	DET
do-39756	19	7	state	state	NOUN
do-39756	19	8	of	of	ADP
do-39756	19	9	ignorant	ignorant	ADJ
do-39756	19	10	bliss	bliss	NOUN
do-39756	19	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	19	12	no	no	DET
do-39756	19	13	idea	idea	NOUN
do-39756	19	14	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	19	15	an	an	DET
do-39756	19	16	hour	hour	NOUN
do-39756	19	17	later	later	ADV
do-39756	19	18	my	my	PRON
do-39756	19	19	whole	whole	ADJ
do-39756	19	20	world	world	NOUN
do-39756	19	21	would	would	AUX
do-39756	19	22	be	be	AUX
do-39756	19	23	turned	turn	VERB
do-39756	19	24	upside	upside	ADV
do-39756	19	25	down	down	ADV
do-39756	19	26	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	20	1	during	during	ADP
do-39756	20	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	20	3	ultrasound	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	20	4	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	20	5	the	the	DET
do-39756	20	6	tech	tech	NOUN
do-39756	20	7	immediately	immediately	ADV
do-39756	20	8	noticed	notice	VERB
do-39756	20	9	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	20	10	there	there	PRON
do-39756	20	11	was	be	VERB
do-39756	20	12	a	a	DET
do-39756	20	13	large	large	ADJ
do-39756	20	14	fluid	fluid	NOUN
do-39756	20	15	discrepancy	discrepancy	NOUN
do-39756	20	16	between	between	ADP
do-39756	20	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	20	18	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	20	19	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	21	1	ryan	ryan	PROPN
do-39756	21	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	21	3	the	the	DET
do-39756	21	4	recipient	recipient	NOUN
do-39756	21	5	twin	twin	NOUN
do-39756	21	6	had	have	VERB
do-39756	21	7	lots	lot	NOUN
do-39756	21	8	of	of	ADP
do-39756	21	9	fluid	fluid	NOUN
do-39756	21	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	21	11	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	21	12	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	21	13	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	21	14	the	the	DET
do-39756	21	15	donor	donor	NOUN
do-39756	21	16	twin	twin	NOUN
do-39756	21	17	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	21	18	had	have	VERB
do-39756	21	19	very	very	ADV
do-39756	21	20	little	little	ADJ
do-39756	21	21	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	22	1	they	they	PRON
do-39756	22	2	immediately	immediately	ADV
do-39756	22	3	called	call	VERB
do-39756	22	4	the	the	DET
do-39756	22	5	children	child	NOUN
do-39756	22	6	’s	’s	PART
do-39756	22	7	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	22	8	colorado	colorado	NOUN
do-39756	22	9	(	(	PUNCT
do-39756	22	10	chco	chco	ADJ
do-39756	22	11	)	)	PUNCT
do-39756	22	12	fetal	fetal	ADJ
do-39756	22	13	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	22	14	center	center	NOUN
do-39756	22	15	for	for	ADP
do-39756	22	16	a	a	DET
do-39756	22	17	consultation	consultation	NOUN
do-39756	22	18	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	22	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	22	20	i	i	PRON
do-39756	22	21	had	have	VERB
do-39756	22	22	an	an	DET
do-39756	22	23	appointment	appointment	NOUN
do-39756	22	24	scheduled	schedule	VERB
do-39756	22	25	for	for	ADP
do-39756	22	26	the	the	DET
do-39756	22	27	next	next	ADJ
do-39756	22	28	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	22	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	23	1	my	my	PRON
do-39756	23	2	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	23	3	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	23	4	i	i	PRON
do-39756	23	5	were	be	AUX
do-39756	23	6	in	in	ADP
do-39756	23	7	shock	shock	NOUN
do-39756	23	8	as	as	SCONJ
do-39756	23	9	we	we	PRON
do-39756	23	10	drove	drive	VERB
do-39756	23	11	home	home	ADV
do-39756	23	12	…	…	PUNCT
do-39756	23	13	i	i	PRON
do-39756	23	14	had	have	VERB
do-39756	23	15	to	to	PART
do-39756	23	16	make	make	VERB
do-39756	23	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	23	18	hardest	hard	ADJ
do-39756	23	19	phone	phone	NOUN
do-39756	23	20	call	call	NOUN
do-39756	23	21	of	of	ADP
do-39756	23	22	my	my	PRON
do-39756	23	23	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	23	24	to	to	ADP
do-39756	23	25	my	my	PRON
do-39756	23	26	husband	husband	NOUN
do-39756	23	27	to	to	PART
do-39756	23	28	let	let	VERB
do-39756	23	29	him	he	PRON
do-39756	23	30	know	know	VERB
do-39756	23	31	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	23	32	things	thing	NOUN
do-39756	23	33	were	be	AUX
do-39756	23	34	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	23	35	good	good	ADJ
do-39756	23	36	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	23	37	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	23	38	he	he	PRON
do-39756	23	39	needed	need	VERB
do-39756	23	40	to	to	PART
do-39756	23	41	come	come	VERB
do-39756	23	42	home	home	ADV
do-39756	23	43	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	24	1	he	he	PRON
do-39756	24	2	came	come	VERB
do-39756	24	3	home	home	ADV
do-39756	24	4	that	that	DET
do-39756	24	5	night	night	NOUN
do-39756	24	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	24	7	the	the	DET
do-39756	24	8	next	next	ADJ
do-39756	24	9	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	24	10	we	we	PRON
do-39756	24	11	went	go	VERB
do-39756	24	12	down	down	ADP
do-39756	24	13	to	to	ADP
do-39756	24	14	chco	chco	ADJ
do-39756	24	15	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	25	1	after	after	ADP
do-39756	25	2	a	a	DET
do-39756	25	3	long	long	ADJ
do-39756	25	4	ultrasound	ultrasound	NOUN
do-39756	25	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	25	6	a	a	DET
do-39756	25	7	fetal	fetal	ADJ
do-39756	25	8	echo	echo	NOUN
do-39756	25	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	25	10	the	the	DET
do-39756	25	11	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	25	12	were	be	AUX
do-39756	25	13	diagnosed	diagnose	VERB
do-39756	25	14	with	with	ADP
do-39756	25	15	stage	stage	NOUN
do-39756	25	16	3	3	NUM
do-39756	25	17	ttts	ttt	NOUN
do-39756	25	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	25	19	starting	start	VERB
do-39756	25	20	to	to	PART
do-39756	25	21	show	show	VERB
do-39756	25	22	signs	sign	NOUN
do-39756	25	23	of	of	ADP
do-39756	25	24	stage	stage	NOUN
do-39756	25	25	4	4	NUM
do-39756	25	26	.	.	NOUN
do-39756	25	27	ttts	ttt	NOUN
do-39756	25	28	has	have	VERB
do-39756	25	29	5	5	NUM
do-39756	25	30	stages	stage	NOUN
do-39756	25	31	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	26	1	stage	stage	NOUN
do-39756	26	2	1	1	NUM
do-39756	26	3	is	be	AUX
do-39756	26	4	a	a	DET
do-39756	26	5	large	large	ADJ
do-39756	26	6	fluid	fluid	NOUN
do-39756	26	7	discrepancy	discrepancy	NOUN
do-39756	26	8	between	between	ADP
do-39756	26	9	amniotic	amniotic	ADJ
do-39756	26	10	sacs	sac	NOUN
do-39756	26	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	26	12	stage	stage	NOUN
do-39756	26	13	5	5	NUM
do-39756	26	14	is	be	AUX
do-39756	26	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	26	16	death	death	NOUN
do-39756	26	17	of	of	ADP
do-39756	26	18	one	one	NUM
do-39756	26	19	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	26	20	both	both	DET
do-39756	26	21	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	26	22	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	26	23	so	so	SCONJ
do-39756	26	24	it	it	PRON
do-39756	26	25	was	be	AUX
do-39756	26	26	a	a	DET
do-39756	26	27	pretty	pretty	ADV
do-39756	26	28	severe	severe	ADJ
do-39756	26	29	case	case	NOUN
do-39756	26	30	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	27	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	27	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	27	3	beyond	beyond	ADP
do-39756	27	4	the	the	DET
do-39756	27	5	point	point	NOUN
do-39756	27	6	where	where	SCONJ
do-39756	27	7	they	they	PRON
do-39756	27	8	could	could	AUX
do-39756	27	9	try	try	VERB
do-39756	27	10	to	to	PART
do-39756	27	11	close	close	VERB
do-39756	27	12	some	some	PRON
do-39756	27	13	of	of	ADP
do-39756	27	14	the	the	DET
do-39756	27	15	connections	connection	NOUN
do-39756	27	16	via	via	ADP
do-39756	27	17	laser	laser	NOUN
do-39756	27	18	surgery	surgery	NOUN
do-39756	27	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	27	20	so	so	CCONJ
do-39756	27	21	we	we	PRON
do-39756	27	22	were	be	AUX
do-39756	27	23	told	tell	VERB
do-39756	27	24	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	27	25	i	i	PRON
do-39756	27	26	would	would	AUX
do-39756	27	27	be	be	AUX
do-39756	27	28	admitted	admit	VERB
do-39756	27	29	for	for	ADP
do-39756	27	30	continuous	continuous	ADJ
do-39756	27	31	monitoring	monitoring	NOUN
do-39756	27	32	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	27	33	get	get	VERB
do-39756	27	34	two	two	NUM
do-39756	27	35	doses	dose	NOUN
do-39756	27	36	of	of	ADP
do-39756	27	37	steroid	steroid	NOUN
do-39756	27	38	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	27	39	deliver	deliver	VERB
do-39756	27	40	about	about	ADV
do-39756	27	41	48	48	NUM
do-39756	27	42	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	27	43	later	later	ADV
do-39756	27	44	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	28	1	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	28	2	had	have	VERB
do-39756	28	3	different	different	ADJ
do-39756	28	4	plans	plan	NOUN
do-39756	28	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	28	6	however	however	ADV
do-39756	28	7	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	29	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	29	2	started	start	VERB
do-39756	29	3	having	have	VERB
do-39756	29	4	severe	severe	ADJ
do-39756	29	5	contractions	contraction	NOUN
do-39756	29	6	at	at	ADP
do-39756	29	7	about	about	ADV
do-39756	29	8	one	one	NUM
do-39756	29	9	in	in	ADP
do-39756	29	10	the	the	DET
do-39756	29	11	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	29	12	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	29	13	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	29	14	despite	despite	SCONJ
do-39756	29	15	medication	medication	NOUN
do-39756	29	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	29	17	reduce	reduce	VERB
do-39756	29	18	them	they	PRON
do-39756	29	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	29	20	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	29	21	was	be	AUX
do-39756	29	22	having	have	VERB
do-39756	29	23	consistent	consistent	ADJ
do-39756	29	24	late	late	ADJ
do-39756	29	25	decelerations	deceleration	NOUN
do-39756	29	26	with	with	ADP
do-39756	29	27	each	each	DET
do-39756	29	28	contraction	contraction	NOUN
do-39756	29	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	30	1	at	at	ADP
do-39756	30	2	3:30	3:30	NUM
do-39756	30	3	in	in	ADP
do-39756	30	4	the	the	DET
do-39756	30	5	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	30	6	the	the	DET
do-39756	30	7	attending	attend	VERB
do-39756	30	8	let	let	VERB
do-39756	30	9	me	i	PRON
do-39756	30	10	know	know	VERB
do-39756	30	11	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	30	12	it	it	PRON
do-39756	30	13	was	be	AUX
do-39756	30	14	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	30	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	30	16	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	30	17	they	they	PRON
do-39756	30	18	were	be	AUX
do-39756	30	19	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	30	20	less	less	ADJ
do-39756	30	21	than	than	ADP
do-39756	30	22	30	30	NUM
do-39756	30	23	minutes	minute	NOUN
do-39756	30	24	later	later	ADV
do-39756	30	25	just	just	ADV
do-39756	30	26	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	30	27	4	4	NUM
do-39756	30	28	am	be	AUX
do-39756	30	29	on	on	ADP
do-39756	30	30	thursday	thursday	PROPN
do-39756	30	31	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	31	1	so	so	ADV
do-39756	31	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	31	3	between	between	ADP
do-39756	31	4	the	the	DET
do-39756	31	5	ignorant	ignorant	ADJ
do-39756	31	6	bliss	bliss	NOUN
do-39756	31	7	of	of	ADP
do-39756	31	8	thinking	think	VERB
do-39756	31	9	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	31	10	everything	everything	PRON
do-39756	31	11	was	be	AUX
do-39756	31	12	ok	ok	ADJ
do-39756	31	13	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	31	14	my	my	PRON
do-39756	31	15	28	28	NUM
do-39756	31	16	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	31	17	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	31	18	appointment	appointment	NOUN
do-39756	31	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	31	20	the	the	DET
do-39756	31	21	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	31	22	’	’	PART
do-39756	31	23	birth	birth	NOUN
do-39756	31	24	was	be	AUX
do-39756	31	25	43	43	NUM
do-39756	31	26	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	31	27	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	32	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	32	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	32	3	the	the	DET
do-39756	32	4	biggest	big	ADJ
do-39756	32	5	whirlwind	whirlwind	NOUN
do-39756	32	6	of	of	ADP
do-39756	32	7	our	our	PRON
do-39756	32	8	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	32	9	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	33	1	after	after	SCONJ
do-39756	33	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	33	3	hustle	hustle	NOUN
do-39756	33	4	of	of	ADP
do-39756	33	5	surgery	surgery	NOUN
do-39756	33	6	was	be	AUX
do-39756	33	7	over	over	ADV
do-39756	33	8	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	33	9	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	33	10	to	to	PART
do-39756	33	11	quickly	quickly	ADV
do-39756	33	12	peek	peek	VERB
do-39756	33	13	at	at	ADP
do-39756	33	14	the	the	DET
do-39756	33	15	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	33	16	on	on	ADP
do-39756	33	17	their	their	PRON
do-39756	33	18	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	33	19	to	to	ADP
do-39756	33	20	the	the	DET
do-39756	33	21	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	33	22	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	33	23	i	i	PRON
do-39756	33	24	was	be	AUX
do-39756	33	25	taken	take	VERB
do-39756	33	26	back	back	ADP
do-39756	33	27	the	the	DET
do-39756	33	28	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	33	29	of	of	ADP
do-39756	33	30	navigating	navigate	VERB
do-39756	33	31	the	the	DET
do-39756	33	32	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	33	33	as	as	ADP
do-39756	33	34	a	a	DET
do-39756	33	35	parent	parent	NOUN
do-39756	33	36	can	can	AUX
do-39756	33	37	be	be	AUX
do-39756	33	38	frightening	frightening	ADJ
do-39756	33	39	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	33	40	overwhelming	overwhelming	ADJ
do-39756	33	41	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	33	42	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	33	43	filled	fill	VERB
do-39756	33	44	with	with	ADP
do-39756	33	45	uncertainty	uncertainty	NOUN
do-39756	33	46	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	34	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	34	2	can	can	AUX
do-39756	34	3	also	also	ADV
do-39756	34	4	be	be	AUX
do-39756	34	5	a	a	DET
do-39756	34	6	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	34	7	changing	change	VERB
do-39756	34	8	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	34	9	that	that	PRON
do-39756	34	10	drives	drive	VERB
do-39756	34	11	one	one	NUM
do-39756	34	12	to	to	PART
do-39756	34	13	seek	seek	VERB
do-39756	34	14	out	out	ADP
do-39756	34	15	opportunities	opportunity	NOUN
do-39756	34	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	34	17	create	create	VERB
do-39756	34	18	a	a	DET
do-39756	34	19	positive	positive	ADJ
do-39756	34	20	difference	difference	NOUN
do-39756	34	21	for	for	ADP
do-39756	34	22	others	other	NOUN
do-39756	34	23	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	35	1	in	in	ADP
do-39756	35	2	this	this	DET
do-39756	35	3	story	story	NOUN
do-39756	35	4	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	35	5	we	we	PRON
do-39756	35	6	hear	hear	VERB
do-39756	35	7	firsthand	firsthand	ADV
do-39756	35	8	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	35	9	this	this	DET
do-39756	35	10	mother	mother	NOUN
do-39756	35	11	was	be	AUX
do-39756	35	12	able	able	ADJ
do-39756	35	13	to	to	PART
do-39756	35	14	gain	gain	VERB
do-39756	35	15	strength	strength	NOUN
do-39756	35	16	from	from	ADP
do-39756	35	17	her	her	PRON
do-39756	35	18	lived	live	VERB
do-39756	35	19	experiences	experience	NOUN
do-39756	35	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	35	21	maintain	maintain	VERB
do-39756	35	22	a	a	DET
do-39756	35	23	positive	positive	ADJ
do-39756	35	24	attitude	attitude	NOUN
do-39756	35	25	which	which	PRON
do-39756	35	26	ultimately	ultimately	ADV
do-39756	35	27	sparked	spark	VERB
do-39756	35	28	her	her	PRON
do-39756	35	29	commitment	commitment	NOUN
do-39756	35	30	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	35	31	desire	desire	NOUN
do-39756	35	32	to	to	PART
do-39756	35	33	make	make	VERB
do-39756	35	34	a	a	DET
do-39756	35	35	difference	difference	NOUN
do-39756	35	36	in	in	ADP
do-39756	35	37	the	the	DET
do-39756	35	38	lives	life	NOUN
do-39756	35	39	of	of	ADP
do-39756	35	40	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	35	41	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	35	42	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	36	1	a	a	DET
do-39756	36	2	mother	mother	NOUN
do-39756	36	3	’s	’s	PART
do-39756	36	4	perspective	perspective	NOUN
do-39756	36	5	of	of	ADP
do-39756	36	6	the	the	DET
do-39756	36	7	nicu	nicu	PROPN
do-39756	36	8	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	36	9	:	:	PUNCT
do-39756	36	10	passion	passion	NOUN
do-39756	36	11	for	for	ADP
do-39756	36	12	advocacy	advocacy	NOUN
do-39756	36	13	ignited	ignite	VERB
do-39756	36	14	emily	emily	PROPN
do-39756	36	15	fawaz	fawaz	NOUN
do-39756	36	16	column	column	NOUN
do-39756	36	17	editor	editor	NOUN
do-39756	36	18	:	:	PUNCT
do-39756	36	19	debra	debra	PROPN
do-39756	36	20	paul	paul	PROPN
do-39756	36	21	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	36	22	otr	otr	PROPN
do-39756	36	23	doi	doi	PROPN
do-39756	36	24	:	:	PUNCT
do-39756	36	25	10.14434	10.14434	NUM
do-39756	36	26	/	/	SYM
do-39756	36	27	dov17i3.39756	dov17i3.39756	NOUN
do-39756	36	28	skin	skin	NOUN
do-39756	36	29	cuddles	cuddle	VERB
do-39756	36	30	with	with	ADP
do-39756	36	31	mom	mom	NOUN
do-39756	36	32	2024	2024	NUM
do-39756	36	33	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	36	34	developmental	developmental	ADJ
do-39756	36	35	observer	observer	NOUN
do-39756	36	36	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	36	37	9	9	NUM
do-39756	36	38	f	f	PROPN
do-39756	36	39	a	a	DET
do-39756	36	40	m	m	VERB
do-39756	36	41	i	i	NOUN
do-39756	36	42	l	l	NOUN
do-39756	37	1	y	y	NOUN
do-39756	38	1	v	v	INTJ
do-39756	38	2	o	o	INTJ
do-39756	39	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	39	2	c	c	NOUN
do-39756	39	3	e	e	NOUN
do-39756	39	4	s	s	NOUN
do-39756	39	5	to	to	ADP
do-39756	39	6	my	my	PRON
do-39756	39	7	room	room	NOUN
do-39756	39	8	to	to	PART
do-39756	39	9	recover	recover	VERB
do-39756	39	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	40	1	once	once	SCONJ
do-39756	40	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	40	3	was	be	AUX
do-39756	40	4	settled	settle	VERB
do-39756	40	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	40	6	dylan	dylan	PROPN
do-39756	40	7	hurried	hurry	VERB
do-39756	40	8	over	over	ADP
do-39756	40	9	to	to	ADP
do-39756	40	10	the	the	DET
do-39756	40	11	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	40	12	to	to	PART
do-39756	40	13	check	check	VERB
do-39756	40	14	on	on	ADP
do-39756	40	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	40	16	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	40	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	40	18	i	i	PRON
do-39756	40	19	was	be	AUX
do-39756	40	20	alone	alone	ADJ
do-39756	40	21	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	41	1	the	the	DET
do-39756	41	2	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	41	3	came	come	VERB
do-39756	41	4	in	in	ADP
do-39756	41	5	for	for	ADP
do-39756	41	6	their	their	PRON
do-39756	41	7	interval	interval	NOUN
do-39756	41	8	checks	check	NOUN
do-39756	41	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	41	10	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	41	11	it	it	PRON
do-39756	41	12	was	be	AUX
do-39756	41	13	just	just	ADV
do-39756	41	14	me	i	PRON
do-39756	41	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	41	16	feeling	feel	VERB
do-39756	41	17	like	like	ADP
do-39756	41	18	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	41	19	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	41	20	could	could	AUX
do-39756	41	21	this	this	PRON
do-39756	41	22	possibly	possibly	ADV
do-39756	41	23	be	be	AUX
do-39756	41	24	real	real	ADJ
do-39756	41	25	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	41	26	?	?	PUNCT
do-39756	42	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	42	2	did	do	AUX
do-39756	42	3	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	42	4	realize	realize	VERB
do-39756	42	5	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	42	6	much	much	ADJ
do-39756	42	7	that	that	DET
do-39756	42	8	moment	moment	NOUN
do-39756	42	9	impacted	impact	VERB
do-39756	42	10	me	i	PRON
do-39756	42	11	until	until	SCONJ
do-39756	42	12	i	i	PRON
do-39756	42	13	was	be	AUX
do-39756	42	14	preparing	prepare	VERB
do-39756	42	15	for	for	ADP
do-39756	42	16	my	my	PRON
do-39756	42	17	c	c	NOUN
do-39756	42	18	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	42	19	section	section	NOUN
do-39756	42	20	with	with	ADP
do-39756	42	21	my	my	PRON
do-39756	42	22	third	third	ADJ
do-39756	42	23	son	son	NOUN
do-39756	42	24	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	42	25	i	i	PRON
do-39756	42	26	was	be	AUX
do-39756	42	27	sitting	sit	VERB
do-39756	42	28	in	in	ADP
do-39756	42	29	my	my	PRON
do-39756	42	30	ob	ob	NOUN
do-39756	42	31	’s	’s	PART
do-39756	42	32	office	office	NOUN
do-39756	42	33	crying	cry	VERB
do-39756	42	34	over	over	ADP
do-39756	42	35	the	the	DET
do-39756	42	36	thought	thought	NOUN
do-39756	42	37	of	of	ADP
do-39756	42	38	not	not	PART
do-39756	42	39	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	42	40	to	to	PART
do-39756	42	41	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	42	42	him	he	PRON
do-39756	42	43	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	42	44	having	have	VERB
do-39756	42	45	him	he	PRON
do-39756	42	46	taken	take	VERB
do-39756	42	47	away	away	ADV
do-39756	42	48	i	i	PRON
do-39756	42	49	was	be	AUX
do-39756	42	50	still	still	ADV
do-39756	42	51	feeling	feel	VERB
do-39756	42	52	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	42	53	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	42	54	from	from	ADP
do-39756	42	55	the	the	DET
do-39756	42	56	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	42	57	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	42	58	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	42	59	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	42	60	in	in	ADP
do-39756	42	61	the	the	DET
do-39756	42	62	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	42	63	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	43	1	my	my	PRON
do-39756	43	2	in	in	ADP
do-39756	43	3	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	43	4	laws	law	NOUN
do-39756	43	5	brought	bring	VERB
do-39756	43	6	us	we	PRON
do-39756	43	7	donuts	donut	NOUN
do-39756	43	8	the	the	DET
do-39756	43	9	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	43	10	my	my	PRON
do-39756	43	11	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	43	12	were	be	AUX
do-39756	43	13	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	43	14	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	43	15	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	43	16	i	i	PRON
do-39756	43	17	remember	remember	VERB
do-39756	43	18	taking	take	VERB
do-39756	43	19	a	a	DET
do-39756	43	20	bite	bite	NOUN
do-39756	43	21	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	43	22	my	my	PRON
do-39756	43	23	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	43	24	thought	thought	NOUN
do-39756	43	25	was	be	AUX
do-39756	43	26	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	43	27	i	i	PRON
do-39756	43	28	would	would	AUX
do-39756	43	29	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	43	30	the	the	DET
do-39756	43	31	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	43	32	start	start	VERB
do-39756	43	33	kicking	kick	VERB
do-39756	43	34	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	43	35	they	they	PRON
do-39756	43	36	always	always	ADV
do-39756	43	37	wiggled	wiggle	VERB
do-39756	43	38	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	43	39	i	i	PRON
do-39756	43	40	ate	eat	VERB
do-39756	43	41	sweets	sweet	NOUN
do-39756	43	42	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	44	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	44	2	then	then	ADV
do-39756	44	3	my	my	PRON
do-39756	44	4	heart	heart	NOUN
do-39756	44	5	sank	sink	VERB
do-39756	44	6	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	44	7	they	they	PRON
do-39756	44	8	were	be	AUX
do-39756	44	9	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	44	10	inside	inside	ADP
do-39756	44	11	me	i	PRON
do-39756	44	12	anymore	anymore	ADV
do-39756	44	13	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	44	14	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	44	15	they	they	PRON
do-39756	44	16	were	be	AUX
do-39756	44	17	supposed	suppose	VERB
do-39756	44	18	to	to	PART
do-39756	44	19	be	be	AUX
do-39756	44	20	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	45	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	45	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	45	3	three	three	NUM
do-39756	45	4	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	45	5	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	45	6	i	i	PRON
do-39756	45	7	was	be	AUX
do-39756	45	8	able	able	ADJ
do-39756	45	9	to	to	PART
do-39756	45	10	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	45	11	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	45	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	45	13	a	a	DET
do-39756	45	14	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	45	15	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	45	16	i	i	PRON
do-39756	45	17	was	be	AUX
do-39756	45	18	able	able	ADJ
do-39756	45	19	to	to	PART
do-39756	45	20	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	45	21	ryan	ryan	NOUN
do-39756	45	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	46	1	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	46	2	kept	keep	VERB
do-39756	46	3	us	we	PRON
do-39756	46	4	on	on	ADP
do-39756	46	5	our	our	PRON
do-39756	46	6	toes	toe	NOUN
do-39756	46	7	with	with	ADP
do-39756	46	8	an	an	DET
do-39756	46	9	unplanned	unplanned	ADJ
do-39756	46	10	extubation	extubation	NOUN
do-39756	46	11	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	46	12	i	i	PRON
do-39756	46	13	was	be	AUX
do-39756	46	14	holding	hold	VERB
do-39756	46	15	him	he	PRON
do-39756	46	16	triggering	trigger	VERB
do-39756	46	17	them	they	PRON
do-39756	46	18	to	to	PART
do-39756	46	19	call	call	VERB
do-39756	46	20	a	a	DET
do-39756	46	21	code	code	NOUN
do-39756	46	22	blue	blue	NOUN
do-39756	46	23	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	47	1	twenty	twenty	NUM
do-39756	47	2	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	47	3	four	four	NUM
do-39756	47	4	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	47	5	later	later	ADV
do-39756	47	6	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	47	7	he	he	PRON
do-39756	47	8	was	be	AUX
do-39756	47	9	taken	take	VERB
do-39756	47	10	to	to	ADP
do-39756	47	11	the	the	DET
do-39756	47	12	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	47	13	for	for	ADP
do-39756	47	14	emergency	emergency	NOUN
do-39756	47	15	surgery	surgery	NOUN
do-39756	47	16	for	for	ADP
do-39756	47	17	a	a	DET
do-39756	47	18	bowel	bowel	NOUN
do-39756	47	19	perforation	perforation	NOUN
do-39756	47	20	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	48	1	he	he	PRON
do-39756	48	2	had	have	VERB
do-39756	48	3	an	an	DET
do-39756	48	4	ostomy	ostomy	NOUN
do-39756	48	5	for	for	ADP
do-39756	48	6	eight	eight	NUM
do-39756	48	7	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	48	8	until	until	SCONJ
do-39756	48	9	he	he	PRON
do-39756	48	10	went	go	VERB
do-39756	48	11	back	back	ADV
do-39756	48	12	for	for	ADP
do-39756	48	13	surgery	surgery	NOUN
do-39756	48	14	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	49	1	following	follow	VERB
do-39756	49	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	49	3	second	second	ADJ
do-39756	49	4	surgery	surgery	NOUN
do-39756	49	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	49	6	however	however	ADV
do-39756	49	7	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	49	8	he	he	PRON
do-39756	49	9	developed	develop	VERB
do-39756	49	10	a	a	DET
do-39756	49	11	central	central	ADJ
do-39756	49	12	line	line	NOUN
do-39756	49	13	infection	infection	NOUN
do-39756	49	14	that	that	PRON
do-39756	49	15	spread	spread	VERB
do-39756	49	16	to	to	ADP
do-39756	49	17	his	his	PRON
do-39756	49	18	blood	blood	NOUN
do-39756	49	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	49	20	lungs	lung	NOUN
do-39756	49	21	setting	set	VERB
do-39756	49	22	him	he	PRON
do-39756	49	23	back	back	ADV
do-39756	49	24	in	in	ADP
do-39756	49	25	his	his	PRON
do-39756	49	26	respiratory	respiratory	ADJ
do-39756	49	27	progress	progress	NOUN
do-39756	49	28	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	50	1	talk	talk	NOUN
do-39756	50	2	of	of	ADP
do-39756	50	3	a	a	DET
do-39756	50	4	trach	trach	NOUN
do-39756	50	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	50	6	g	g	NOUN
do-39756	50	7	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	50	8	tube	tube	NOUN
do-39756	50	9	started	start	VERB
do-39756	50	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	50	11	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	50	12	after	after	ADP
do-39756	50	13	a	a	DET
do-39756	50	14	final	final	ADJ
do-39756	50	15	round	round	NOUN
do-39756	50	16	of	of	ADP
do-39756	50	17	steroids	steroids	PROPN
do-39756	50	18	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	50	19	made	make	VERB
do-39756	50	20	a	a	DET
do-39756	50	21	huge	huge	ADJ
do-39756	50	22	leap	leap	NOUN
do-39756	50	23	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	50	24	weaned	wean	VERB
do-39756	50	25	down	down	ADP
do-39756	50	26	to	to	ADP
do-39756	50	27	low	low	ADJ
do-39756	50	28	flow	flow	NOUN
do-39756	50	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	51	1	meanwhile	meanwhile	ADV
do-39756	51	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	51	3	ryan	ryan	PROPN
do-39756	51	4	had	have	VERB
do-39756	51	5	a	a	DET
do-39756	51	6	couple	couple	NOUN
do-39756	51	7	of	of	ADP
do-39756	51	8	steps	step	NOUN
do-39756	51	9	back	back	ADV
do-39756	51	10	with	with	ADP
do-39756	51	11	the	the	DET
do-39756	51	12	initial	initial	ADJ
do-39756	51	13	attempt	attempt	NOUN
do-39756	51	14	to	to	PART
do-39756	51	15	extubate	extubate	VERB
do-39756	51	16	him	he	PRON
do-39756	51	17	on	on	ADP
do-39756	51	18	his	his	PRON
do-39756	51	19	second	second	ADJ
do-39756	51	20	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	51	21	of	of	ADP
do-39756	51	22	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	51	23	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	52	1	he	he	PRON
do-39756	52	2	ended	end	VERB
do-39756	52	3	up	up	ADP
do-39756	52	4	on	on	ADP
do-39756	52	5	an	an	DET
do-39756	52	6	oscillator	oscillator	NOUN
do-39756	52	7	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	52	8	on	on	ADP
do-39756	52	9	nitric	nitric	ADJ
do-39756	52	10	oxide	oxide	NOUN
do-39756	52	11	for	for	ADP
do-39756	52	12	about	about	ADV
do-39756	52	13	a	a	PRON
do-39756	52	14	week	week	NOUN
do-39756	52	15	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	53	1	he	he	PRON
do-39756	53	2	steadily	steadily	ADV
do-39756	53	3	made	make	VERB
do-39756	53	4	big	big	ADJ
do-39756	53	5	gains	gain	NOUN
do-39756	53	6	after	after	ADP
do-39756	53	7	weaning	wean	VERB
do-39756	53	8	to	to	ADP
do-39756	53	9	low	low	ADJ
do-39756	53	10	flow	flow	NOUN
do-39756	53	11	by	by	ADP
do-39756	53	12	around	around	ADV
do-39756	53	13	34	34	NUM
do-39756	53	14	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	53	15	gestational	gestational	ADJ
do-39756	53	16	age	age	NOUN
do-39756	53	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	53	18	was	be	AUX
do-39756	53	19	our	our	PRON
do-39756	53	20	feeder	feeder	NOUN
do-39756	53	21	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	53	22	grower	grower	NOUN
do-39756	53	23	until	until	SCONJ
do-39756	53	24	he	he	PRON
do-39756	53	25	discharged	discharge	VERB
do-39756	53	26	in	in	ADP
do-39756	53	27	mid	mid	PROPN
do-39756	53	28	-	-	PROPN
do-39756	53	29	october	october	PROPN
do-39756	53	30	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	53	31	right	right	ADV
do-39756	53	32	around	around	ADP
do-39756	53	33	my	my	PRON
do-39756	53	34	due	due	ADJ
do-39756	53	35	date	date	NOUN
do-39756	53	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	54	1	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	54	2	took	take	VERB
do-39756	54	3	another	another	DET
do-39756	54	4	month	month	NOUN
do-39756	54	5	to	to	PART
do-39756	54	6	be	be	AUX
do-39756	54	7	ready	ready	ADJ
do-39756	54	8	to	to	PART
do-39756	54	9	go	go	VERB
do-39756	54	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	54	11	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	54	12	we	we	PRON
do-39756	54	13	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	54	14	walked	walk	VERB
do-39756	54	15	out	out	ADP
do-39756	54	16	of	of	ADP
do-39756	54	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	54	18	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	54	19	for	for	ADP
do-39756	54	20	the	the	DET
do-39756	54	21	last	last	ADJ
do-39756	54	22	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	54	23	with	with	ADP
do-39756	54	24	both	both	PRON
do-39756	54	25	of	of	ADP
do-39756	54	26	our	our	PRON
do-39756	54	27	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	54	28	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	54	29	on	on	ADP
do-39756	54	30	november	november	PROPN
do-39756	54	31	15th	15th	NOUN
do-39756	54	32	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	55	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	55	2	had	have	AUX
do-39756	55	3	watched	watch	VERB
do-39756	55	4	so	so	ADV
do-39756	55	5	many	many	ADJ
do-39756	55	6	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	55	7	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	55	8	walk	walk	VERB
do-39756	55	9	by	by	ADP
do-39756	55	10	our	our	PRON
do-39756	55	11	room	room	NOUN
do-39756	55	12	with	with	ADP
do-39756	55	13	their	their	PRON
do-39756	55	14	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	55	15	kiddos	kiddo	NOUN
do-39756	55	16	for	for	ADP
do-39756	55	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	55	18	last	last	ADJ
do-39756	55	19	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	55	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	55	21	yearned	yearn	VERB
do-39756	55	22	for	for	ADP
do-39756	55	23	that	that	DET
do-39756	55	24	moment	moment	NOUN
do-39756	55	25	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	56	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	56	2	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	56	3	like	like	SCONJ
do-39756	56	4	it	it	PRON
do-39756	56	5	would	would	AUX
do-39756	56	6	never	never	ADV
do-39756	56	7	come	come	VERB
do-39756	56	8	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	57	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	57	2	then	then	ADV
do-39756	57	3	it	it	PRON
do-39756	57	4	did	do	VERB
do-39756	57	5	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	58	1	that	that	DET
do-39756	58	2	moment	moment	NOUN
do-39756	58	3	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	58	4	better	well	ADJ
do-39756	58	5	than	than	SCONJ
do-39756	58	6	i	i	PRON
do-39756	58	7	could	could	AUX
do-39756	58	8	have	have	AUX
do-39756	58	9	possibly	possibly	ADV
do-39756	58	10	imagined	imagine	VERB
do-39756	58	11	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	59	1	reflections	reflection	NOUN
do-39756	59	2	our	our	PRON
do-39756	59	3	nicu	nicu	ADJ
do-39756	59	4	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	59	5	was	be	AUX
do-39756	59	6	the	the	DET
do-39756	59	7	most	most	ADV
do-39756	59	8	challenging	challenging	ADJ
do-39756	59	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	59	10	devastating	devastating	ADJ
do-39756	59	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	59	12	transforming	transform	VERB
do-39756	59	13	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	59	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	59	15	my	my	PRON
do-39756	59	16	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	59	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	60	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	60	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	60	3	in	in	ADP
do-39756	60	4	the	the	DET
do-39756	60	5	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	60	6	for	for	ADP
do-39756	60	7	114	114	NUM
do-39756	60	8	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	60	9	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	60	10	we	we	PRON
do-39756	60	11	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	60	12	went	go	VERB
do-39756	60	13	home	home	ADV
do-39756	60	14	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	60	15	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	60	16	during	during	ADP
do-39756	60	17	that	that	DET
do-39756	60	18	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	60	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	60	20	i	i	PRON
do-39756	60	21	only	only	ADV
do-39756	60	22	went	go	VERB
do-39756	60	23	one	one	NUM
do-39756	60	24	full	full	ADJ
do-39756	60	25	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	60	26	without	without	ADP
do-39756	60	27	seeing	see	VERB
do-39756	60	28	them	they	PRON
do-39756	60	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	61	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	61	2	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	61	3	it	it	PRON
do-39756	61	4	was	be	AUX
do-39756	61	5	exhausting	exhausting	ADJ
do-39756	61	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	61	7	be	be	AUX
do-39756	61	8	there	there	ADV
do-39756	61	9	for	for	ADP
do-39756	61	10	12	12	NUM
do-39756	61	11	-	-	SYM
do-39756	61	12	18	18	NUM
do-39756	61	13	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	61	14	a	a	DET
do-39756	61	15	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	61	16	every	every	DET
do-39756	61	17	single	single	ADJ
do-39756	61	18	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	61	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	61	20	i	i	PRON
do-39756	61	21	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	61	22	so	so	ADV
do-39756	61	23	fortunate	fortunate	ADJ
do-39756	61	24	to	to	PART
do-39756	61	25	have	have	AUX
do-39756	61	26	been	be	AUX
do-39756	61	27	in	in	ADP
do-39756	61	28	a	a	DET
do-39756	61	29	situation	situation	NOUN
do-39756	61	30	that	that	PRON
do-39756	61	31	allowed	allow	VERB
do-39756	61	32	me	i	PRON
do-39756	61	33	to	to	PART
do-39756	61	34	do	do	VERB
do-39756	61	35	that	that	PRON
do-39756	61	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	62	1	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	62	2	you	you	PRON
do-39756	62	3	think	think	VERB
do-39756	62	4	about	about	ADP
do-39756	62	5	becoming	become	VERB
do-39756	62	6	a	a	DET
do-39756	62	7	parent	parent	NOUN
do-39756	62	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	62	9	you	you	PRON
do-39756	62	10	expect	expect	VERB
do-39756	62	11	to	to	PART
do-39756	62	12	be	be	AUX
do-39756	62	13	with	with	ADP
do-39756	62	14	your	your	PRON
do-39756	62	15	baby	baby	NOUN
do-39756	62	16	all	all	DET
do-39756	62	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	62	18	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	62	19	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	63	1	so	so	ADV
do-39756	63	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	63	3	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	63	4	you	you	PRON
do-39756	63	5	are	be	AUX
do-39756	63	6	away	away	ADV
do-39756	63	7	from	from	ADP
do-39756	63	8	them	they	PRON
do-39756	63	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	63	10	it	it	PRON
do-39756	63	11	is	be	AUX
do-39756	63	12	a	a	DET
do-39756	63	13	strange	strange	ADJ
do-39756	63	14	feeling	feeling	NOUN
do-39756	63	15	of	of	ADP
do-39756	63	16	wondering	wondering	NOUN
do-39756	63	17	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	63	18	am	be	AUX
do-39756	63	19	i	i	PRON
do-39756	63	20	actually	actually	ADV
do-39756	63	21	a	a	DET
do-39756	63	22	parent	parent	NOUN
do-39756	63	23	?	?	PUNCT
do-39756	64	1	is	be	AUX
do-39756	64	2	this	this	DET
do-39756	64	3	real	real	ADJ
do-39756	64	4	?	?	PUNCT
do-39756	65	1	are	be	AUX
do-39756	65	2	those	those	PRON
do-39756	65	3	really	really	ADV
do-39756	65	4	my	my	PRON
do-39756	65	5	kids	kid	NOUN
do-39756	65	6	?	?	PUNCT
do-39756	66	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	66	2	even	even	ADV
do-39756	66	3	though	though	SCONJ
do-39756	66	4	we	we	PRON
do-39756	66	5	were	be	AUX
do-39756	66	6	there	there	ADV
do-39756	66	7	every	every	DET
do-39756	66	8	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	66	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	66	10	it	it	PRON
do-39756	66	11	was	be	AUX
do-39756	66	12	very	very	ADV
do-39756	66	13	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	66	14	for	for	SCONJ
do-39756	66	15	us	we	PRON
do-39756	66	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	66	17	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	66	18	bonded	bond	VERB
do-39756	66	19	to	to	ADP
do-39756	66	20	them	they	PRON
do-39756	66	21	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	67	1	at	at	ADP
do-39756	67	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	67	3	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	67	4	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	67	5	i	i	PRON
do-39756	67	6	thought	think	VERB
do-39756	67	7	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	67	8	i	i	PRON
do-39756	67	9	was	be	AUX
do-39756	67	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	68	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	68	2	cared	care	VERB
do-39756	68	3	about	about	ADP
do-39756	68	4	them	they	PRON
do-39756	68	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	68	6	worried	worry	VERB
do-39756	68	7	about	about	ADP
do-39756	68	8	them	they	PRON
do-39756	68	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	68	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	68	11	spent	spend	VERB
do-39756	68	12	every	every	DET
do-39756	68	13	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	68	14	with	with	ADP
do-39756	68	15	them	they	PRON
do-39756	68	16	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	68	17	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	68	18	did	do	AUX
do-39756	68	19	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	68	20	realize	realize	VERB
do-39756	68	21	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	68	22	long	long	ADV
do-39756	68	23	it	it	PRON
do-39756	68	24	took	take	VERB
do-39756	68	25	me	i	PRON
do-39756	68	26	to	to	PART
do-39756	68	27	bond	bond	VERB
do-39756	68	28	with	with	ADP
do-39756	68	29	them	they	PRON
do-39756	68	30	until	until	SCONJ
do-39756	68	31	i	i	PRON
do-39756	68	32	had	have	VERB
do-39756	68	33	my	my	PRON
do-39756	68	34	third	third	ADJ
do-39756	68	35	son	son	NOUN
do-39756	68	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	69	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	69	2	realized	realize	VERB
do-39756	69	3	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	69	4	quickly	quickly	ADV
do-39756	69	5	i	i	PRON
do-39756	69	6	bonded	bond	VERB
do-39756	69	7	with	with	ADP
do-39756	69	8	my	my	PRON
do-39756	69	9	son	son	NOUN
do-39756	69	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	69	11	owen	owen	PROPN
do-39756	69	12	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	69	13	compared	compare	VERB
do-39756	69	14	to	to	ADP
do-39756	69	15	my	my	PRON
do-39756	69	16	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	69	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	70	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	70	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	70	3	do	do	AUX
do-39756	70	4	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	70	5	think	think	VERB
do-39756	70	6	that	that	PRON
do-39756	70	7	is	be	AUX
do-39756	70	8	surprising	surprising	ADJ
do-39756	70	9	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	71	1	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	71	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	71	3	was	be	AUX
do-39756	71	4	excited	excited	ADJ
do-39756	71	5	to	to	PART
do-39756	71	6	see	see	VERB
do-39756	71	7	my	my	PRON
do-39756	71	8	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	71	9	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	71	10	touch	touch	VERB
do-39756	71	11	them	they	PRON
do-39756	71	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	71	13	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	71	14	them	they	PRON
do-39756	71	15	for	for	ADP
do-39756	71	16	the	the	DET
do-39756	71	17	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	71	18	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	71	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	71	20	it	it	PRON
do-39756	71	21	was	be	AUX
do-39756	71	22	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	71	23	what	what	PRON
do-39756	71	24	i	i	PRON
do-39756	71	25	had	have	AUX
do-39756	71	26	hoped	hope	VERB
do-39756	71	27	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	71	28	dreamed	dream	VERB
do-39756	71	29	for	for	ADP
do-39756	71	30	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	71	31	becoming	become	VERB
do-39756	71	32	a	a	DET
do-39756	71	33	mother	mother	NOUN
do-39756	71	34	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	72	1	in	in	ADP
do-39756	72	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	72	3	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	72	4	there	there	PRON
do-39756	72	5	are	be	VERB
do-39756	72	6	wires	wire	NOUN
do-39756	72	7	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	72	8	alarms	alarm	NOUN
do-39756	72	9	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	72	10	tubes	tube	NOUN
do-39756	72	11	everywhere	everywhere	ADV
do-39756	72	12	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	73	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	73	2	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	73	3	they	they	PRON
do-39756	73	4	may	may	AUX
do-39756	73	5	be	be	AUX
do-39756	73	6	cute	cute	ADJ
do-39756	73	7	in	in	ADP
do-39756	73	8	their	their	PRON
do-39756	73	9	own	own	ADJ
do-39756	73	10	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	73	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	73	12	they	they	PRON
do-39756	73	13	are	be	AUX
do-39756	73	14	not	not	PART
do-39756	73	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	73	16	chunky	chunky	ADJ
do-39756	73	17	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	73	18	peaceful	peaceful	ADJ
do-39756	73	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	73	20	newborn	newborn	ADJ
do-39756	73	21	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	73	22	you	you	PRON
do-39756	73	23	imagine	imagine	VERB
do-39756	73	24	curled	curl	VERB
do-39756	73	25	up	up	ADP
do-39756	73	26	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	73	27	sleeping	sleep	VERB
do-39756	73	28	on	on	ADP
do-39756	73	29	your	your	PRON
do-39756	73	30	chest	chest	NOUN
do-39756	73	31	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	74	1	all	all	PRON
do-39756	74	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	74	3	wanted	want	VERB
do-39756	74	4	to	to	PART
do-39756	74	5	do	do	VERB
do-39756	74	6	was	be	AUX
do-39756	74	7	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	74	8	them	they	PRON
do-39756	74	9	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	74	10	snuggle	snuggle	VERB
do-39756	74	11	them	they	PRON
do-39756	74	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	74	13	nurse	nurse	VERB
do-39756	74	14	them	they	PRON
do-39756	74	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	74	16	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	74	17	i	i	PRON
do-39756	74	18	could	could	AUX
do-39756	74	19	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	74	20	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	74	21	the	the	DET
do-39756	74	22	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	74	23	few	few	ADJ
do-39756	74	24	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	74	25	all	all	PRON
do-39756	74	26	i	i	PRON
do-39756	74	27	could	could	AUX
do-39756	74	28	do	do	VERB
do-39756	74	29	was	be	AUX
do-39756	74	30	cup	cup	VERB
do-39756	74	31	their	their	PRON
do-39756	74	32	head	head	NOUN
do-39756	74	33	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	74	34	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	74	35	their	their	PRON
do-39756	74	36	feet	foot	NOUN
do-39756	74	37	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	74	38	with	with	ADP
do-39756	74	39	my	my	PRON
do-39756	74	40	arms	arm	NOUN
do-39756	74	41	in	in	ADP
do-39756	74	42	the	the	DET
do-39756	74	43	isolette	isolette	NOUN
do-39756	74	44	standing	stand	VERB
do-39756	74	45	there	there	ADV
do-39756	74	46	with	with	ADP
do-39756	74	47	swollen	swollen	ADJ
do-39756	74	48	tired	tired	ADJ
do-39756	74	49	feet	foot	NOUN
do-39756	74	50	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	74	51	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	74	52	in	in	ADP
do-39756	74	53	my	my	PRON
do-39756	74	54	stomach	stomach	NOUN
do-39756	74	55	from	from	ADP
do-39756	74	56	my	my	PRON
do-39756	74	57	incision	incision	NOUN
do-39756	74	58	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	74	59	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	74	60	tears	tear	NOUN
do-39756	74	61	in	in	ADP
do-39756	74	62	my	my	PRON
do-39756	74	63	eyes	eye	NOUN
do-39756	74	64	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	75	1	honestly	honestly	ADV
do-39756	75	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	75	3	i	i	PRON
do-39756	75	4	would	would	AUX
do-39756	75	5	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	75	6	walk	walk	VERB
do-39756	75	7	away	away	ADV
do-39756	75	8	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	75	9	i	i	PRON
do-39756	75	10	was	be	AUX
do-39756	75	11	just	just	ADV
do-39756	75	12	too	too	ADV
do-39756	75	13	heartbroken	heartbroken	ADJ
do-39756	75	14	to	to	PART
do-39756	75	15	stand	stand	VERB
do-39756	75	16	there	there	ADV
do-39756	75	17	anymore	anymore	ADV
do-39756	75	18	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	76	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	76	2	then	then	ADV
do-39756	76	3	we	we	PRON
do-39756	76	4	could	could	AUX
do-39756	76	5	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	76	6	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	76	7	them	they	PRON
do-39756	76	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	76	9	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	76	10	it	it	PRON
do-39756	76	11	was	be	AUX
do-39756	76	12	wonderful	wonderful	ADJ
do-39756	76	13	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	77	1	those	those	DET
do-39756	77	2	moments	moment	NOUN
do-39756	77	3	of	of	ADP
do-39756	77	4	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	77	5	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	77	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	77	7	kiss	kiss	VERB
do-39756	77	8	our	our	PRON
do-39756	77	9	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	77	10	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	77	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	77	12	see	see	VERB
do-39756	77	13	them	they	PRON
do-39756	77	14	lying	lie	VERB
do-39756	77	15	on	on	ADP
do-39756	77	16	our	our	PRON
do-39756	77	17	chest	chest	NOUN
do-39756	77	18	after	after	ADP
do-39756	77	19	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	77	20	of	of	ADP
do-39756	77	21	waiting	waiting	NOUN
do-39756	77	22	were	be	AUX
do-39756	77	23	so	so	ADV
do-39756	77	24	amazingly	amazingly	ADV
do-39756	77	25	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	77	26	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	77	27	inexplicably	inexplicably	ADV
do-39756	77	28	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	77	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	78	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	78	2	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	78	3	turned	turn	VERB
do-39756	78	4	into	into	ADP
do-39756	78	5	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	78	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	78	7	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	78	8	into	into	ADP
do-39756	78	9	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	78	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	78	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	78	12	lot	lot	NOUN
do-39756	78	13	of	of	ADP
do-39756	78	14	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	78	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	78	16	despite	despite	SCONJ
do-39756	78	17	being	be	AUX
do-39756	78	18	there	there	ADV
do-39756	78	19	all	all	DET
do-39756	78	20	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	78	21	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	78	22	having	have	VERB
do-39756	78	23	that	that	DET
do-39756	78	24	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	78	25	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	78	26	i	i	PRON
do-39756	78	27	did	do	AUX
do-39756	78	28	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	78	29	even	even	ADV
do-39756	78	30	want	want	VERB
do-39756	78	31	to	to	PART
do-39756	78	32	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	78	33	them	they	PRON
do-39756	78	34	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	79	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	79	2	did	do	AUX
do-39756	79	3	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	79	4	want	want	VERB
do-39756	79	5	to	to	PART
do-39756	79	6	sit	sit	VERB
do-39756	79	7	there	there	ADV
do-39756	79	8	by	by	ADP
do-39756	79	9	myself	myself	PRON
do-39756	79	10	with	with	ADP
do-39756	79	11	the	the	DET
do-39756	79	12	deafening	deafen	VERB
do-39756	79	13	sound	sound	NOUN
do-39756	79	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	79	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	79	16	cpap	cpap	NOUN
do-39756	79	17	in	in	ADP
do-39756	79	18	my	my	PRON
do-39756	79	19	ear	ear	NOUN
do-39756	79	20	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	79	21	staring	stare	VERB
do-39756	79	22	at	at	ADP
do-39756	79	23	the	the	DET
do-39756	79	24	monitor	monitor	NOUN
do-39756	79	25	in	in	ADP
do-39756	79	26	fear	fear	NOUN
do-39756	79	27	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	79	28	they	they	PRON
do-39756	79	29	would	would	AUX
do-39756	79	30	brady	brady	VERB
do-39756	79	31	for	for	ADP
do-39756	79	32	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	79	33	on	on	ADP
do-39756	79	34	end	end	NOUN
do-39756	79	35	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	80	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	80	2	just	just	ADV
do-39756	80	3	wanted	want	VERB
do-39756	80	4	my	my	PRON
do-39756	80	5	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	80	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	80	7	be	be	AUX
do-39756	80	8	different	different	ADJ
do-39756	80	9	than	than	SCONJ
do-39756	80	10	it	it	PRON
do-39756	80	11	was	be	AUX
do-39756	80	12	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	81	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	81	2	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	81	3	so	so	ADV
do-39756	81	4	much	much	ADJ
do-39756	81	5	sadness	sadness	NOUN
do-39756	81	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	81	7	guilt	guilt	NOUN
do-39756	81	8	every	every	DET
do-39756	81	9	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	81	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	82	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	2	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	82	3	guilty	guilty	ADJ
do-39756	82	4	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	82	5	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	6	would	would	AUX
do-39756	82	7	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	82	8	want	want	VERB
do-39756	82	9	to	to	PART
do-39756	82	10	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	82	11	them	they	PRON
do-39756	82	12	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	82	13	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	82	14	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	15	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	82	16	guilty	guilty	ADJ
do-39756	82	17	if	if	SCONJ
do-39756	82	18	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	19	only	only	ADV
do-39756	82	20	had	have	VERB
do-39756	82	21	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	82	22	to	to	PART
do-39756	82	23	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	82	24	one	one	NUM
do-39756	82	25	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	82	26	not	not	PART
do-39756	82	27	the	the	DET
do-39756	82	28	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	82	29	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	82	30	so	so	ADV
do-39756	82	31	sometimes	sometimes	ADV
do-39756	82	32	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	33	would	would	AUX
do-39756	82	34	just	just	ADV
do-39756	82	35	not	not	PART
do-39756	82	36	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	82	37	either	either	CCONJ
do-39756	82	38	if	if	SCONJ
do-39756	82	39	i	i	PRON
do-39756	82	40	did	do	AUX
do-39756	82	41	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	82	42	have	have	VERB
do-39756	82	43	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	82	44	to	to	PART
do-39756	82	45	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	82	46	both	both	PRON
do-39756	82	47	of	of	ADP
do-39756	82	48	them	they	PRON
do-39756	82	49	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	83	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	83	2	also	also	ADV
do-39756	83	3	had	have	VERB
do-39756	83	4	a	a	DET
do-39756	83	5	really	really	ADV
do-39756	83	6	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	83	7	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	83	8	figuring	figure	VERB
do-39756	83	9	out	out	ADP
do-39756	83	10	a	a	DET
do-39756	83	11	good	good	ADJ
do-39756	83	12	schedule	schedule	NOUN
do-39756	83	13	for	for	ADP
do-39756	83	14	myself	myself	PRON
do-39756	83	15	that	that	PRON
do-39756	83	16	worked	work	VERB
do-39756	83	17	around	around	ADP
do-39756	83	18	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	83	19	times	time	NOUN
do-39756	83	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	83	21	pumping	pump	VERB
do-39756	83	22	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	83	23	trying	try	VERB
do-39756	83	24	to	to	PART
do-39756	83	25	fit	fit	VERB
do-39756	83	26	in	in	ADP
do-39756	83	27	a	a	DET
do-39756	83	28	meal	meal	NOUN
do-39756	83	29	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	83	30	being	be	AUX
do-39756	83	31	available	available	ADJ
do-39756	83	32	for	for	ADP
do-39756	83	33	rounds	round	NOUN
do-39756	83	34	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	84	1	skin	skin	NOUN
do-39756	84	2	to	to	ADP
do-39756	84	3	skin	skin	NOUN
do-39756	84	4	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	84	5	with	with	ADP
do-39756	84	6	dad	dad	NOUN
do-39756	84	7	10	10	NUM
do-39756	84	8	•	•	NUM
do-39756	84	9	2024	2024	NUM
do-39756	84	10	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	84	11	developmental	developmental	ADJ
do-39756	84	12	observer	observer	NOUN
do-39756	84	13	the	the	DET
do-39756	84	14	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	84	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	84	16	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	84	17	providers	provider	NOUN
do-39756	84	18	encouraged	encourage	VERB
do-39756	84	19	me	i	PRON
do-39756	84	20	to	to	PART
do-39756	84	21	be	be	AUX
do-39756	84	22	involved	involve	VERB
do-39756	84	23	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	84	24	to	to	PART
do-39756	84	25	advocate	advocate	VERB
do-39756	84	26	for	for	ADP
do-39756	84	27	my	my	PRON
do-39756	84	28	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	84	29	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	84	30	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	84	31	i	i	PRON
do-39756	84	32	definitely	definitely	ADV
do-39756	84	33	did	do	VERB
do-39756	84	34	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	85	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	85	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	85	3	there	there	ADV
do-39756	85	4	for	for	ADP
do-39756	85	5	rounds	round	NOUN
do-39756	85	6	almost	almost	ADV
do-39756	85	7	every	every	PRON
do-39756	85	8	single	single	ADJ
do-39756	85	9	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	85	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	86	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	86	2	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	86	3	i	i	PRON
do-39756	86	4	absolutely	absolutely	ADV
do-39756	86	5	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	86	6	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	86	7	my	my	PRON
do-39756	86	8	thoughts	thought	NOUN
do-39756	86	9	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	86	10	opinions	opinion	NOUN
do-39756	86	11	were	be	AUX
do-39756	86	12	heard	hear	VERB
do-39756	86	13	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	86	14	considered	consider	VERB
do-39756	86	15	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	86	16	validated	validate	VERB
do-39756	86	17	during	during	ADP
do-39756	86	18	rounds	round	NOUN
do-39756	86	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	86	20	overall	overall	ADV
do-39756	86	21	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	86	22	we	we	PRON
do-39756	86	23	were	be	AUX
do-39756	86	24	not	not	PART
do-39756	86	25	in	in	ADP
do-39756	86	26	control	control	NOUN
do-39756	86	27	of	of	ADP
do-39756	86	28	their	their	PRON
do-39756	86	29	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	86	30	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	87	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	87	2	that	that	PRON
do-39756	87	3	’s	’	VERB
do-39756	87	4	not	not	PART
do-39756	87	5	necessarily	necessarily	ADV
do-39756	87	6	a	a	DET
do-39756	87	7	bad	bad	ADJ
do-39756	87	8	thing	thing	NOUN
do-39756	87	9	!	!	PUNCT
do-39756	88	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	88	2	ca	can	AUX
do-39756	88	3	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	88	4	emphasize	emphasize	VERB
do-39756	88	5	enough	enough	ADV
do-39756	88	6	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	88	7	in	in	ADP
do-39756	88	8	awe	awe	NOUN
do-39756	88	9	we	we	PRON
do-39756	88	10	were	be	AUX
do-39756	88	11	of	of	ADP
do-39756	88	12	the	the	DET
do-39756	88	13	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	88	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	88	15	skill	skill	NOUN
do-39756	88	16	of	of	ADP
do-39756	88	17	the	the	DET
do-39756	88	18	whole	whole	ADJ
do-39756	88	19	team	team	NOUN
do-39756	88	20	that	that	PRON
do-39756	88	21	took	take	VERB
do-39756	88	22	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	88	23	of	of	ADP
do-39756	88	24	our	our	PRON
do-39756	88	25	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	88	26	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	89	1	the	the	DET
do-39756	89	2	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	89	3	specializes	specialize	VERB
do-39756	89	4	in	in	ADP
do-39756	89	5	growing	grow	VERB
do-39756	89	6	these	these	DET
do-39756	89	7	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	89	8	to	to	PART
do-39756	89	9	get	get	VERB
do-39756	89	10	them	they	PRON
do-39756	89	11	home	home	ADV
do-39756	89	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	89	13	thank	thank	VERB
do-39756	89	14	god	god	PROPN
do-39756	89	15	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	89	16	that	that	PRON
do-39756	89	17	is	be	AUX
do-39756	89	18	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	89	19	beyond	beyond	ADP
do-39756	89	20	my	my	PRON
do-39756	89	21	scope	scope	NOUN
do-39756	89	22	as	as	ADP
do-39756	89	23	a	a	DET
do-39756	89	24	parent	parent	NOUN
do-39756	89	25	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	90	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	90	2	at	at	ADP
do-39756	90	3	times	time	NOUN
do-39756	90	4	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	90	5	it	it	PRON
do-39756	90	6	did	do	AUX
do-39756	90	7	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	90	8	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	90	9	like	like	SCONJ
do-39756	90	10	they	they	PRON
do-39756	90	11	were	be	AUX
do-39756	90	12	my	my	PRON
do-39756	90	13	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	90	14	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	90	15	it	it	PRON
do-39756	90	16	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	90	17	like	like	SCONJ
do-39756	90	18	they	they	PRON
do-39756	90	19	were	be	AUX
do-39756	90	20	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	90	21	that	that	PRON
do-39756	90	22	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	90	23	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	90	24	following	follow	VERB
do-39756	90	25	strict	strict	ADJ
do-39756	90	26	rules	rule	NOUN
do-39756	90	27	to	to	PART
do-39756	90	28	care	care	VERB
do-39756	90	29	for	for	ADP
do-39756	90	30	them	they	PRON
do-39756	90	31	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	90	32	i	i	PRON
do-39756	90	33	was	be	AUX
do-39756	90	34	supposed	suppose	VERB
do-39756	90	35	to	to	PART
do-39756	90	36	love	love	VERB
do-39756	90	37	deeply	deeply	ADV
do-39756	90	38	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	90	39	devote	devote	VERB
do-39756	90	40	all	all	DET
do-39756	90	41	my	my	PRON
do-39756	90	42	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	90	43	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	90	44	energy	energy	NOUN
do-39756	90	45	toward	toward	ADP
do-39756	90	46	with	with	ADP
do-39756	90	47	the	the	DET
do-39756	90	48	hopes	hope	NOUN
do-39756	90	49	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	90	50	one	one	NUM
do-39756	90	51	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	90	52	they	they	PRON
do-39756	90	53	would	would	AUX
do-39756	90	54	be	be	AUX
do-39756	90	55	big	big	ADJ
do-39756	90	56	enough	enough	ADV
do-39756	90	57	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	90	58	strong	strong	ADJ
do-39756	90	59	enough	enough	ADV
do-39756	90	60	to	to	PART
do-39756	90	61	come	come	VERB
do-39756	90	62	home	home	ADV
do-39756	91	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	91	2	then	then	ADV
do-39756	91	3	they	they	PRON
do-39756	91	4	would	would	AUX
do-39756	91	5	be	be	AUX
do-39756	91	6	my	my	PRON
do-39756	91	7	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	91	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	91	9	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	91	10	they	they	PRON
do-39756	91	11	were	be	AUX
do-39756	91	12	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	91	13	really	really	ADV
do-39756	91	14	mine	mine	PRON
do-39756	91	15	yet	yet	ADV
do-39756	91	16	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	92	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	92	2	am	be	AUX
do-39756	92	3	so	so	ADV
do-39756	92	4	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	ADV
do-39756	92	5	thankful	thankful	ADJ
do-39756	92	6	to	to	ADP
do-39756	92	7	the	the	DET
do-39756	92	8	bedside	bedside	NOUN
do-39756	92	9	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	92	10	who	who	PRON
do-39756	92	11	helped	help	VERB
do-39756	92	12	us	we	PRON
do-39756	92	13	to	to	PART
do-39756	92	14	slowly	slowly	ADV
do-39756	92	15	overcome	overcome	VERB
do-39756	92	16	those	those	DET
do-39756	92	17	feelings	feeling	NOUN
do-39756	92	18	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	93	1	our	our	PRON
do-39756	93	2	primary	primary	ADJ
do-39756	93	3	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	93	4	were	be	AUX
do-39756	93	5	the	the	DET
do-39756	93	6	shoulders	shoulder	NOUN
do-39756	93	7	we	we	PRON
do-39756	93	8	cried	cry	VERB
do-39756	93	9	on	on	ADP
do-39756	93	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	93	11	the	the	DET
do-39756	93	12	ones	one	NOUN
do-39756	93	13	who	who	PRON
do-39756	93	14	could	could	AUX
do-39756	93	15	make	make	VERB
do-39756	93	16	us	we	PRON
do-39756	93	17	laugh	laugh	VERB
do-39756	93	18	even	even	ADV
do-39756	93	19	on	on	ADP
do-39756	93	20	the	the	DET
do-39756	93	21	really	really	ADV
do-39756	93	22	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	93	23	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	93	24	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	93	25	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	93	26	the	the	DET
do-39756	93	27	ones	one	NOUN
do-39756	93	28	who	who	PRON
do-39756	93	29	could	could	AUX
do-39756	93	30	make	make	VERB
do-39756	93	31	us	we	PRON
do-39756	93	32	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	93	33	like	like	ADP
do-39756	93	34	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	93	35	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	94	1	those	those	DET
do-39756	94	2	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	94	3	helped	help	VERB
do-39756	94	4	us	we	PRON
do-39756	94	5	to	to	PART
do-39756	94	6	see	see	VERB
do-39756	94	7	past	past	ADP
do-39756	94	8	the	the	DET
do-39756	94	9	lines	line	NOUN
do-39756	94	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	94	11	monitors	monitor	NOUN
do-39756	94	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	94	13	tubes	tube	NOUN
do-39756	94	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	94	15	told	tell	VERB
do-39756	94	16	us	we	PRON
do-39756	94	17	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	94	18	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	94	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	94	20	adorable	adorable	ADJ
do-39756	94	21	our	our	PRON
do-39756	94	22	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	94	23	were	be	AUX
do-39756	94	24	even	even	ADV
do-39756	94	25	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	94	26	it	it	PRON
do-39756	94	27	felt	feel	VERB
do-39756	94	28	like	like	ADP
do-39756	94	29	our	our	PRON
do-39756	94	30	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	94	31	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	94	32	friends	friend	NOUN
do-39756	94	33	could	could	AUX
do-39756	94	34	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	94	35	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	95	1	that	that	PRON
do-39756	95	2	is	be	AUX
do-39756	95	3	just	just	ADV
do-39756	95	4	another	another	DET
do-39756	95	5	thing	thing	NOUN
do-39756	95	6	that	that	PRON
do-39756	95	7	you	you	PRON
do-39756	95	8	grieve	grieve	VERB
do-39756	95	9	you	you	PRON
do-39756	95	10	look	look	VERB
do-39756	95	11	forward	forward	ADV
do-39756	95	12	to	to	ADP
do-39756	95	13	your	your	PRON
do-39756	95	14	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	95	15	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	95	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	95	17	snuggle	snuggle	VERB
do-39756	95	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	95	19	love	love	VERB
do-39756	95	20	on	on	ADP
do-39756	95	21	your	your	PRON
do-39756	95	22	newborns	newborn	NOUN
do-39756	95	23	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	95	24	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	95	25	our	our	PRON
do-39756	95	26	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	95	27	did	do	AUX
do-39756	95	28	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	95	29	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	95	30	our	our	PRON
do-39756	95	31	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	95	32	until	until	SCONJ
do-39756	95	33	they	they	PRON
do-39756	95	34	were	be	AUX
do-39756	95	35	10	10	NUM
do-39756	95	36	+	+	NUM
do-39756	95	37	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	95	38	old	old	ADJ
do-39756	95	39	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	95	40	they	they	PRON
do-39756	95	41	were	be	AUX
do-39756	95	42	so	so	ADV
do-39756	95	43	afraid	afraid	ADJ
do-39756	95	44	to	to	PART
do-39756	95	45	hold	hold	VERB
do-39756	95	46	them	they	PRON
do-39756	95	47	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	95	48	so	so	ADV
do-39756	95	49	afraid	afraid	ADJ
do-39756	95	50	to	to	PART
do-39756	95	51	hurt	hurt	VERB
do-39756	95	52	them	they	PRON
do-39756	95	53	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	95	54	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	95	55	make	make	VERB
do-39756	95	56	them	they	PRON
do-39756	95	57	sick	sick	ADJ
do-39756	95	58	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	95	59	so	so	ADV
do-39756	95	60	afraid	afraid	ADJ
do-39756	95	61	of	of	ADP
do-39756	95	62	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	95	63	fragile	fragile	ADJ
do-39756	95	64	they	they	PRON
do-39756	95	65	seemed	seem	VERB
do-39756	95	66	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	96	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	96	2	tried	try	VERB
do-39756	96	3	hard	hard	ADV
do-39756	96	4	to	to	PART
do-39756	96	5	love	love	VERB
do-39756	96	6	our	our	PRON
do-39756	96	7	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	96	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	96	9	we	we	PRON
do-39756	96	10	worried	worry	VERB
do-39756	96	11	about	about	ADP
do-39756	96	12	them	they	PRON
do-39756	96	13	constantly	constantly	ADV
do-39756	96	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	96	15	tried	try	VERB
do-39756	96	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	96	17	convince	convince	VERB
do-39756	96	18	ourselves	ourselves	PRON
do-39756	96	19	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	96	20	we	we	PRON
do-39756	96	21	really	really	ADV
do-39756	96	22	were	be	AUX
do-39756	96	23	their	their	PRON
do-39756	96	24	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	96	25	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	97	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	97	2	at	at	ADP
do-39756	97	3	the	the	DET
do-39756	97	4	same	same	ADJ
do-39756	97	5	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	97	6	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	97	7	we	we	PRON
do-39756	97	8	had	have	VERB
do-39756	97	9	to	to	PART
do-39756	97	10	release	release	VERB
do-39756	97	11	control	control	NOUN
do-39756	97	12	of	of	ADP
do-39756	97	13	their	their	PRON
do-39756	97	14	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	97	15	to	to	ADP
do-39756	97	16	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	97	17	people	people	NOUN
do-39756	97	18	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	97	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	97	20	that	that	PRON
do-39756	97	21	is	be	AUX
do-39756	97	22	so	so	ADV
do-39756	97	23	unnatural	unnatural	ADJ
do-39756	97	24	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	98	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	98	2	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	98	3	like	like	ADP
do-39756	98	4	many	many	ADJ
do-39756	98	5	providers	provider	NOUN
do-39756	98	6	in	in	ADP
do-39756	98	7	the	the	DET
do-39756	98	8	field	field	NOUN
do-39756	98	9	know	know	VERB
do-39756	98	10	that	that	PRON
do-39756	98	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	98	12	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	98	13	the	the	DET
do-39756	98	14	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	98	15	that	that	PRON
do-39756	98	16	the	the	DET
do-39756	98	17	tension	tension	NOUN
do-39756	98	18	feels	feel	VERB
do-39756	98	19	in	in	ADP
do-39756	98	20	your	your	PRON
do-39756	98	21	heart	heart	NOUN
do-39756	98	22	is	be	AUX
do-39756	98	23	something	something	PRON
do-39756	98	24	that	that	PRON
do-39756	98	25	i	i	PRON
do-39756	98	26	believe	believe	VERB
do-39756	98	27	ca	can	AUX
do-39756	98	28	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	98	29	truly	truly	ADV
do-39756	98	30	be	be	AUX
do-39756	98	31	understood	understand	VERB
do-39756	98	32	unless	unless	SCONJ
do-39756	98	33	you	you	PRON
do-39756	98	34	have	have	AUX
do-39756	98	35	been	be	AUX
do-39756	98	36	there	there	ADV
do-39756	98	37	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	99	1	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	99	2	in	in	ADP
do-39756	99	3	the	the	DET
do-39756	99	4	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	99	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	99	6	i	i	PRON
do-39756	99	7	was	be	AUX
do-39756	99	8	able	able	ADJ
do-39756	99	9	to	to	PART
do-39756	99	10	connect	connect	VERB
do-39756	99	11	with	with	ADP
do-39756	99	12	another	another	DET
do-39756	99	13	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	99	14	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	99	15	in	in	ADP
do-39756	99	16	a	a	DET
do-39756	99	17	similar	similar	ADJ
do-39756	99	18	situation	situation	NOUN
do-39756	99	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	99	20	i	i	PRON
do-39756	99	21	also	also	ADV
do-39756	99	22	had	have	VERB
do-39756	99	23	a	a	DET
do-39756	99	24	mentor	mentor	NOUN
do-39756	99	25	through	through	ADP
do-39756	99	26	children	child	NOUN
do-39756	99	27	’s	’s	PART
do-39756	99	28	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	99	29	come	come	VERB
do-39756	99	30	meet	meet	VERB
do-39756	99	31	with	with	ADP
do-39756	99	32	me	i	PRON
do-39756	99	33	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	100	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	100	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	100	3	so	so	ADV
do-39756	100	4	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	100	5	for	for	ADP
do-39756	100	6	those	those	DET
do-39756	100	7	connections	connection	NOUN
do-39756	100	8	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	100	9	often	often	ADV
do-39756	100	10	those	those	DET
do-39756	100	11	conversations	conversation	NOUN
do-39756	100	12	with	with	ADP
do-39756	100	13	strangers	stranger	NOUN
do-39756	100	14	were	be	AUX
do-39756	100	15	way	way	ADV
do-39756	100	16	more	more	ADV
do-39756	100	17	powerful	powerful	ADJ
do-39756	100	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	100	19	reassuring	reassuring	ADJ
do-39756	100	20	than	than	ADP
do-39756	100	21	conversations	conversation	NOUN
do-39756	100	22	with	with	ADP
do-39756	100	23	even	even	ADV
do-39756	100	24	my	my	PRON
do-39756	100	25	closest	close	ADJ
do-39756	100	26	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	100	27	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	100	28	friends	friend	NOUN
do-39756	100	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	101	1	our	our	PRON
do-39756	101	2	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	101	3	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	101	4	especially	especially	ADV
do-39756	101	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	101	6	did	do	AUX
do-39756	101	7	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	101	8	want	want	VERB
do-39756	101	9	to	to	PART
do-39756	101	10	see	see	VERB
do-39756	101	11	us	we	PRON
do-39756	101	12	hurting	hurt	VERB
do-39756	101	13	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	101	14	wanted	want	VERB
do-39756	101	15	to	to	PART
do-39756	101	16	try	try	VERB
do-39756	101	17	to	to	PART
do-39756	101	18	say	say	VERB
do-39756	101	19	something	something	PRON
do-39756	101	20	to	to	PART
do-39756	101	21	make	make	VERB
do-39756	101	22	us	we	PRON
do-39756	101	23	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	101	24	better	well	ADJ
do-39756	101	25	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	101	26	something	something	PRON
do-39756	101	27	to	to	PART
do-39756	101	28	take	take	VERB
do-39756	101	29	away	away	ADV
do-39756	101	30	the	the	DET
do-39756	101	31	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	101	32	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	102	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	102	2	we	we	PRON
do-39756	102	3	were	be	AUX
do-39756	102	4	hurting	hurt	VERB
do-39756	102	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	102	6	there	there	PRON
do-39756	102	7	was	be	VERB
do-39756	102	8	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	102	9	anything	anything	PRON
do-39756	102	10	that	that	PRON
do-39756	102	11	they	they	PRON
do-39756	102	12	could	could	AUX
do-39756	102	13	say	say	VERB
do-39756	102	14	to	to	PART
do-39756	102	15	make	make	VERB
do-39756	102	16	the	the	DET
do-39756	102	17	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	102	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	102	19	sadness	sadness	NOUN
do-39756	102	20	go	go	VERB
do-39756	102	21	away	away	ADV
do-39756	102	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	103	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	103	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	103	3	hopeful	hopeful	ADJ
do-39756	103	4	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	103	5	terrified	terrified	ADJ
do-39756	103	6	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	103	7	so	so	ADV
do-39756	103	8	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	103	9	they	they	PRON
do-39756	103	10	were	be	AUX
do-39756	103	11	alive	alive	ADJ
do-39756	103	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	103	13	also	also	ADV
do-39756	103	14	mourning	mourn	VERB
do-39756	103	15	their	their	PRON
do-39756	103	16	journey	journey	NOUN
do-39756	103	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	104	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	104	2	knew	know	VERB
do-39756	104	3	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	104	4	every	every	DET
do-39756	104	5	minute	minute	NOUN
do-39756	104	6	we	we	PRON
do-39756	104	7	had	have	VERB
do-39756	104	8	with	with	ADP
do-39756	104	9	them	they	PRON
do-39756	104	10	was	be	AUX
do-39756	104	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	104	12	gift	gift	NOUN
do-39756	104	13	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	104	14	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	104	15	in	in	ADP
do-39756	104	16	an	an	DET
do-39756	104	17	instant	instant	ADJ
do-39756	104	18	everything	everything	PRON
do-39756	104	19	could	could	AUX
do-39756	104	20	change	change	VERB
do-39756	104	21	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	105	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	105	2	’s	’	VERB
do-39756	105	3	just	just	ADV
do-39756	105	4	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	105	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	105	6	every	every	DET
do-39756	105	7	single	single	ADJ
do-39756	105	8	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	105	9	was	be	AUX
do-39756	105	10	so	so	ADV
do-39756	105	11	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	105	12	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	106	1	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	106	2	mason	mason	PROPN
do-39756	106	3	was	be	AUX
do-39756	106	4	still	still	ADV
do-39756	106	5	admitted	admit	VERB
do-39756	106	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	106	7	ready	ready	ADJ
do-39756	106	8	to	to	PART
do-39756	106	9	be	be	AUX
do-39756	106	10	discharged	discharge	VERB
do-39756	106	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	106	12	we	we	PRON
do-39756	106	13	fought	fight	VERB
do-39756	106	14	for	for	SCONJ
do-39756	106	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	106	16	discharge	discharge	NOUN
do-39756	106	17	to	to	PART
do-39756	106	18	be	be	AUX
do-39756	106	19	on	on	ADP
do-39756	106	20	a	a	DET
do-39756	106	21	friday	friday	PROPN
do-39756	106	22	night	night	NOUN
do-39756	106	23	instead	instead	ADV
do-39756	106	24	of	of	ADP
do-39756	106	25	saturday	saturday	PROPN
do-39756	106	26	morning	morning	NOUN
do-39756	106	27	so	so	SCONJ
do-39756	106	28	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	106	29	we	we	PRON
do-39756	106	30	could	could	AUX
do-39756	106	31	have	have	VERB
do-39756	106	32	a	a	DET
do-39756	106	33	whole	whole	ADJ
do-39756	106	34	weekend	weekend	NOUN
do-39756	106	35	before	before	SCONJ
do-39756	106	36	my	my	PRON
do-39756	106	37	husband	husband	NOUN
do-39756	106	38	had	have	VERB
do-39756	106	39	to	to	PART
do-39756	106	40	go	go	VERB
do-39756	106	41	to	to	ADP
do-39756	106	42	work	work	NOUN
do-39756	106	43	that	that	DET
do-39756	106	44	monday	monday	PROPN
do-39756	106	45	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	107	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	107	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	107	3	asked	ask	VERB
do-39756	107	4	“	"	PUNCT
do-39756	107	5	you	you	PRON
do-39756	107	6	have	have	AUX
do-39756	107	7	already	already	ADV
do-39756	107	8	been	be	AUX
do-39756	107	9	here	here	ADV
do-39756	107	10	this	this	DET
do-39756	107	11	long	long	ADJ
do-39756	107	12	[	[	X
do-39756	107	13	114	114	NUM
do-39756	107	14	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	107	15	]	]	PUNCT
do-39756	107	16	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	107	17	what	what	PRON
do-39756	107	18	is	be	AUX
do-39756	107	19	one	one	NUM
do-39756	107	20	more	more	ADJ
do-39756	107	21	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	107	22	?	?	PUNCT
do-39756	107	23	”	"	PUNCT
do-39756	108	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	108	2	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	108	3	i	i	PRON
do-39756	108	4	can	can	AUX
do-39756	108	5	understand	understand	VERB
do-39756	108	6	why	why	SCONJ
do-39756	108	7	they	they	PRON
do-39756	108	8	would	would	AUX
do-39756	108	9	think	think	VERB
do-39756	108	10	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	108	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	108	12	they	they	PRON
do-39756	108	13	need	need	VERB
do-39756	108	14	to	to	PART
do-39756	108	15	understand	understand	VERB
do-39756	108	16	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	108	17	it	it	PRON
do-39756	108	18	never	never	ADV
do-39756	108	19	gets	get	VERB
do-39756	108	20	easier	easy	ADJ
do-39756	108	21	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	109	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	109	2	’s	’	VERB
do-39756	109	3	not	not	PART
do-39756	109	4	just	just	ADV
do-39756	109	5	one	one	NUM
do-39756	109	6	more	more	ADJ
do-39756	109	7	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	109	8	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	110	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	110	2	’s	’	VERB
do-39756	110	3	another	another	DET
do-39756	110	4	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	110	5	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	6	being	be	AUX
do-39756	110	7	away	away	ADV
do-39756	110	8	from	from	ADP
do-39756	110	9	home	home	NOUN
do-39756	110	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	110	11	another	another	DET
do-39756	110	12	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	110	13	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	14	suppressing	suppress	VERB
do-39756	110	15	our	our	PRON
do-39756	110	16	parental	parental	ADJ
do-39756	110	17	instincts	instinct	NOUN
do-39756	110	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	110	19	letting	let	VERB
do-39756	110	20	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	110	21	people	people	NOUN
do-39756	110	22	be	be	AUX
do-39756	110	23	in	in	ADP
do-39756	110	24	control	control	NOUN
do-39756	110	25	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	26	our	our	PRON
do-39756	110	27	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	110	28	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	110	29	another	another	DET
do-39756	110	30	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	110	31	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	32	not	not	PART
do-39756	110	33	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	110	34	to	to	PART
do-39756	110	35	snuggle	snuggle	VERB
do-39756	110	36	up	up	ADP
do-39756	110	37	on	on	ADP
do-39756	110	38	the	the	DET
do-39756	110	39	couch	couch	NOUN
do-39756	110	40	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	110	41	just	just	ADV
do-39756	110	42	be	be	AUX
do-39756	110	43	together	together	ADV
do-39756	110	44	as	as	ADP
do-39756	110	45	a	a	DET
do-39756	110	46	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	110	47	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	110	48	the	the	DET
do-39756	110	49	cords	cord	NOUN
do-39756	110	50	do	do	AUX
do-39756	110	51	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	110	52	reach	reach	VERB
do-39756	110	53	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	110	54	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	110	55	another	another	DET
do-39756	110	56	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	110	57	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	58	walking	walk	VERB
do-39756	110	59	out	out	ADP
do-39756	110	60	of	of	ADP
do-39756	110	61	those	those	DET
do-39756	110	62	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	110	63	doors	door	NOUN
do-39756	110	64	without	without	ADP
do-39756	110	65	our	our	PRON
do-39756	110	66	babies	baby	NOUN
do-39756	110	67	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	111	1	that	that	DET
do-39756	111	2	feeling	feeling	NOUN
do-39756	111	3	is	be	AUX
do-39756	111	4	so	so	ADV
do-39756	111	5	unnatural	unnatural	ADJ
do-39756	111	6	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	111	7	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	111	8	it	it	PRON
do-39756	111	9	never	never	ADV
do-39756	111	10	gets	get	VERB
do-39756	111	11	easier	easy	ADJ
do-39756	111	12	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	111	13	i	i	PRON
do-39756	111	14	would	would	AUX
do-39756	111	15	say	say	VERB
do-39756	111	16	it	it	PRON
do-39756	111	17	just	just	ADV
do-39756	111	18	gets	get	VERB
do-39756	111	19	harder	hard	ADJ
do-39756	111	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	111	21	harder	hard	ADJ
do-39756	111	22	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	111	23	as	as	SCONJ
do-39756	111	24	you	you	PRON
do-39756	111	25	do	do	AUX
do-39756	111	26	start	start	VERB
do-39756	111	27	to	to	ADP
do-39756	111	28	bond	bond	VERB
do-39756	111	29	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	111	30	become	become	VERB
do-39756	111	31	more	more	ADV
do-39756	111	32	attached	attached	ADJ
do-39756	111	33	to	to	ADP
do-39756	111	34	your	your	PRON
do-39756	111	35	baby	baby	NOUN
do-39756	111	36	it	it	PRON
do-39756	111	37	hurts	hurt	VERB
do-39756	111	38	so	so	ADV
do-39756	111	39	much	much	ADV
do-39756	111	40	more	more	ADJ
do-39756	111	41	to	to	PART
do-39756	111	42	leave	leave	VERB
do-39756	111	43	them	they	PRON
do-39756	111	44	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	112	1	the	the	DET
do-39756	112	2	beginning	beginning	NOUN
do-39756	112	3	of	of	ADP
do-39756	112	4	our	our	PRON
do-39756	112	5	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	112	6	in	in	ADP
do-39756	112	7	the	the	DET
do-39756	112	8	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	112	9	was	be	AUX
do-39756	112	10	mentally	mentally	ADV
do-39756	112	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	12	physically	physically	ADV
do-39756	112	13	draining	drain	VERB
do-39756	112	14	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	112	15	we	we	PRON
do-39756	112	16	were	be	AUX
do-39756	112	17	running	run	VERB
do-39756	112	18	on	on	ADP
do-39756	112	19	adrenaline	adrenaline	ADJ
do-39756	112	20	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	112	21	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	22	we	we	PRON
do-39756	112	23	were	be	AUX
do-39756	112	24	tired	tired	ADJ
do-39756	112	25	from	from	ADP
do-39756	112	26	hearing	hear	VERB
do-39756	112	27	all	all	DET
do-39756	112	28	the	the	DET
do-39756	112	29	alarms	alarm	NOUN
do-39756	112	30	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	31	standing	stand	VERB
do-39756	112	32	up	up	ADP
do-39756	112	33	at	at	ADP
do-39756	112	34	the	the	DET
do-39756	112	35	isolette	isolette	NOUN
do-39756	112	36	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	37	just	just	ADV
do-39756	112	38	the	the	DET
do-39756	112	39	roller	roller	NOUN
do-39756	112	40	discharge	discharge	NOUN
do-39756	112	41	home	home	NOUN
do-39756	112	42	november	november	PROPN
do-39756	112	43	2019	2019	NUM
do-39756	112	44	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	112	45	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	112	46	of	of	ADP
do-39756	112	47	school	school	NOUN
do-39756	112	48	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	112	49	2024	2024	NUM
do-39756	112	50	2024	2024	NUM
do-39756	112	51	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	112	52	developmental	developmental	ADJ
do-39756	112	53	observer	observer	NOUN
do-39756	112	54	•	•	NOUN
do-39756	112	55	11	11	NUM
do-39756	112	56	coaster	coaster	NOUN
do-39756	112	57	of	of	ADP
do-39756	112	58	good	good	ADJ
do-39756	112	59	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	60	bad	bad	ADJ
do-39756	112	61	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	112	62	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	112	63	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	64	good	good	ADJ
do-39756	112	65	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	112	66	bad	bad	ADJ
do-39756	112	67	moments	moment	NOUN
do-39756	112	68	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	112	69	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	112	70	many	many	ADJ
do-39756	112	71	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	112	72	describe	describe	VERB
do-39756	112	73	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	113	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	113	2	a	a	DET
do-39756	113	3	few	few	ADJ
do-39756	113	4	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	113	5	in	in	ADP
do-39756	113	6	was	be	AUX
do-39756	113	7	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	113	8	in	in	ADP
do-39756	113	9	a	a	DET
do-39756	113	10	different	different	ADJ
do-39756	113	11	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	113	12	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	114	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	114	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	114	3	more	more	ADV
do-39756	114	4	bonded	bond	VERB
do-39756	114	5	to	to	ADP
do-39756	114	6	our	our	PRON
do-39756	114	7	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	114	8	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	114	9	just	just	ADV
do-39756	114	10	becoming	become	VERB
do-39756	114	11	so	so	ADV
do-39756	114	12	worn	worn	ADJ
do-39756	114	13	down	down	ADP
do-39756	114	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	114	15	tired	tired	ADJ
do-39756	114	16	of	of	ADP
do-39756	114	17	being	be	AUX
do-39756	114	18	there	there	ADV
do-39756	114	19	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	115	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	115	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	115	3	starting	start	VERB
do-39756	115	4	to	to	PART
do-39756	115	5	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	115	6	more	more	ADV
do-39756	115	7	protective	protective	ADJ
do-39756	115	8	of	of	ADP
do-39756	115	9	them	they	PRON
do-39756	115	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	115	11	more	more	ADV
do-39756	115	12	comfortable	comfortable	ADJ
do-39756	115	13	participating	participate	VERB
do-39756	115	14	in	in	ADP
do-39756	115	15	their	their	PRON
do-39756	115	16	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	115	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	116	1	they	they	PRON
do-39756	116	2	were	be	AUX
do-39756	116	3	also	also	ADV
do-39756	116	4	nearing	near	VERB
do-39756	116	5	being	be	AUX
do-39756	116	6	ready	ready	ADJ
do-39756	116	7	to	to	PART
do-39756	116	8	go	go	VERB
do-39756	116	9	home	home	ADV
do-39756	116	10	so	so	SCONJ
do-39756	116	11	they	they	PRON
do-39756	116	12	were	be	AUX
do-39756	116	13	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	116	14	as	as	ADV
do-39756	116	15	fragile	fragile	ADJ
do-39756	116	16	as	as	SCONJ
do-39756	116	17	they	they	PRON
do-39756	116	18	were	be	AUX
do-39756	116	19	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	116	20	they	they	PRON
do-39756	116	21	were	be	AUX
do-39756	116	22	first	first	ADV
do-39756	116	23	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	116	24	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	116	25	so	so	ADV
do-39756	116	26	we	we	PRON
do-39756	116	27	were	be	AUX
do-39756	116	28	just	just	ADV
do-39756	116	29	ready	ready	ADJ
do-39756	116	30	to	to	PART
do-39756	116	31	take	take	VERB
do-39756	116	32	them	they	PRON
do-39756	116	33	home	home	ADV
do-39756	116	34	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	116	35	stop	stop	VERB
do-39756	116	36	having	have	VERB
do-39756	116	37	their	their	PRON
do-39756	116	38	care	care	NOUN
do-39756	116	39	controlled	control	VERB
do-39756	116	40	by	by	ADP
do-39756	116	41	someone	someone	PRON
do-39756	116	42	else	else	ADV
do-39756	116	43	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	117	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	117	2	did	do	AUX
do-39756	117	3	fight	fight	VERB
do-39756	117	4	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	117	5	last	last	ADJ
do-39756	117	6	fight	fight	NOUN
do-39756	117	7	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	117	8	we	we	PRON
do-39756	117	9	discharged	discharge	VERB
do-39756	117	10	in	in	ADP
do-39756	117	11	the	the	DET
do-39756	117	12	evening	evening	NOUN
do-39756	117	13	of	of	ADP
do-39756	117	14	friday	friday	PROPN
do-39756	117	15	november	november	PROPN
do-39756	117	16	15th	15th	PROPN
do-39756	117	17	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	117	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	117	19	it	it	PRON
do-39756	117	20	was	be	AUX
do-39756	117	21	one	one	NUM
do-39756	117	22	of	of	ADP
do-39756	117	23	the	the	DET
do-39756	117	24	sweetest	sweetest	ADJ
do-39756	117	25	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	117	26	of	of	ADP
do-39756	117	27	my	my	PRON
do-39756	117	28	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	117	29	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	118	1	removing	remove	VERB
do-39756	118	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	3	pulse	pulse	NOUN
do-39756	118	4	ox	ox	NOUN
do-39756	118	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	118	6	monitor	monitor	VERB
do-39756	118	7	wires	wire	NOUN
do-39756	118	8	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	9	getting	get	VERB
do-39756	118	10	them	they	PRON
do-39756	118	11	dressed	dressed	ADJ
do-39756	118	12	in	in	ADP
do-39756	118	13	their	their	PRON
do-39756	118	14	matching	matching	NOUN
do-39756	118	15	outfits	outfit	NOUN
do-39756	118	16	that	that	PRON
do-39756	118	17	we	we	PRON
do-39756	118	18	picked	pick	VERB
do-39756	118	19	out	out	ADP
do-39756	118	20	for	for	ADP
do-39756	118	21	them	they	PRON
do-39756	118	22	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	118	23	we	we	PRON
do-39756	118	24	found	find	VERB
do-39756	118	25	out	out	ADP
do-39756	118	26	we	we	PRON
do-39756	118	27	were	be	AUX
do-39756	118	28	having	have	VERB
do-39756	118	29	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	118	30	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	31	loading	load	VERB
do-39756	118	32	them	they	PRON
do-39756	118	33	in	in	ADP
do-39756	118	34	their	their	PRON
do-39756	118	35	car	car	NOUN
do-39756	118	36	seats	seat	NOUN
do-39756	118	37	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	38	walking	walk	VERB
do-39756	118	39	down	down	ADP
do-39756	118	40	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	41	long	long	ADJ
do-39756	118	42	nicu	nicu	PROPN
do-39756	118	43	hallway	hallway	NOUN
do-39756	118	44	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	118	45	out	out	ADP
do-39756	118	46	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	47	doors	door	NOUN
do-39756	118	48	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	49	riding	ride	VERB
do-39756	118	50	down	down	ADP
do-39756	118	51	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	52	glass	glass	NOUN
do-39756	118	53	elevator	elevator	NOUN
do-39756	118	54	with	with	ADP
do-39756	118	55	both	both	CCONJ
do-39756	118	56	our	our	PRON
do-39756	118	57	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	118	58	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	118	59	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	60	walking	walk	VERB
do-39756	118	61	out	out	ADP
do-39756	118	62	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	63	double	double	ADJ
do-39756	118	64	glass	glass	NOUN
do-39756	118	65	doors	door	NOUN
do-39756	118	66	of	of	ADP
do-39756	118	67	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	68	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	118	69	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	118	70	to	to	ADP
do-39756	118	71	the	the	DET
do-39756	118	72	parking	parking	NOUN
do-39756	118	73	garage	garage	NOUN
do-39756	118	74	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	118	75	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	118	76	finally	finally	ADV
do-39756	118	77	driving	drive	VERB
do-39756	118	78	away	away	ADV
do-39756	118	79	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	118	80	driving	drive	VERB
do-39756	118	81	home	home	NOUN
do-39756	118	82	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	119	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	119	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	119	3	so	so	ADV
do-39756	119	4	familiar	familiar	ADJ
do-39756	119	5	since	since	SCONJ
do-39756	119	6	we	we	PRON
do-39756	119	7	had	have	AUX
do-39756	119	8	walked	walk	VERB
do-39756	119	9	that	that	DET
do-39756	119	10	walk	walk	NOUN
do-39756	119	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	119	12	driven	drive	VERB
do-39756	119	13	out	out	ADP
do-39756	119	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	119	15	that	that	DET
do-39756	119	16	parking	parking	NOUN
do-39756	119	17	lot	lot	NOUN
do-39756	119	18	probably	probably	ADV
do-39756	119	19	200	200	NUM
do-39756	119	20	+	+	NUM
do-39756	119	21	times	time	NOUN
do-39756	119	22	except	except	SCONJ
do-39756	119	23	this	this	DET
do-39756	119	24	time	time	NOUN
do-39756	119	25	we	we	PRON
do-39756	119	26	were	be	AUX
do-39756	119	27	actually	actually	ADV
do-39756	119	28	going	go	VERB
do-39756	119	29	home	home	ADV
do-39756	119	30	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	120	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	120	2	arrived	arrive	VERB
do-39756	120	3	at	at	ADP
do-39756	120	4	our	our	PRON
do-39756	120	5	house	house	NOUN
do-39756	120	6	to	to	ADP
do-39756	120	7	balloons	balloon	NOUN
do-39756	120	8	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	120	9	signs	sign	NOUN
do-39756	120	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	120	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	120	12	big	big	ADJ
do-39756	120	13	group	group	NOUN
do-39756	120	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	120	15	friends	friend	NOUN
do-39756	120	16	playing	play	VERB
do-39756	120	17	“	"	PUNCT
do-39756	120	18	the	the	DET
do-39756	120	19	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	120	20	are	be	AUX
do-39756	120	21	back	back	ADV
do-39756	120	22	in	in	ADP
do-39756	120	23	town	town	NOUN
do-39756	120	24	”	"	PUNCT
do-39756	120	25	ecstatic	ecstatic	ADJ
do-39756	120	26	to	to	PART
do-39756	120	27	welcome	welcome	VERB
do-39756	120	28	us	we	PRON
do-39756	120	29	home	home	ADV
do-39756	120	30	at	at	ADP
do-39756	120	31	last	last	ADJ
do-39756	120	32	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	121	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	121	2	still	still	ADV
do-39756	121	3	ca	can	AUX
do-39756	121	4	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	121	5	listen	listen	VERB
do-39756	121	6	(	(	PUNCT
do-39756	121	7	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	121	8	even	even	ADV
do-39756	121	9	think	think	VERB
do-39756	121	10	)	)	PUNCT
do-39756	121	11	about	about	ADP
do-39756	121	12	that	that	DET
do-39756	121	13	song	song	NOUN
do-39756	121	14	without	without	ADP
do-39756	121	15	tearing	tear	VERB
do-39756	121	16	up	up	ADP
do-39756	121	17	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	122	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	122	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	122	3	a	a	DET
do-39756	122	4	moment	moment	NOUN
do-39756	122	5	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	122	6	i	i	PRON
do-39756	122	7	will	will	AUX
do-39756	122	8	cherish	cherish	VERB
do-39756	122	9	forever	forever	ADV
do-39756	122	10	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	123	1	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	123	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	123	3	journey	journey	NOUN
do-39756	123	4	did	do	AUX
do-39756	123	5	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	123	6	end	end	VERB
do-39756	123	7	there	there	ADV
do-39756	123	8	by	by	ADP
do-39756	123	9	any	any	DET
do-39756	123	10	means	mean	NOUN
do-39756	123	11	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	124	1	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	124	2	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	124	3	it	it	PRON
do-39756	124	4	was	be	AUX
do-39756	124	5	so	so	ADV
do-39756	124	6	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	124	7	to	to	PART
do-39756	124	8	be	be	AUX
do-39756	124	9	home	home	ADV
do-39756	124	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	124	11	it	it	PRON
do-39756	124	12	was	be	AUX
do-39756	124	13	also	also	ADV
do-39756	124	14	very	very	ADV
do-39756	124	15	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	124	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	124	17	take	take	VERB
do-39756	124	18	on	on	ADP
do-39756	124	19	the	the	DET
do-39756	124	20	role	role	NOUN
do-39756	124	21	of	of	ADP
do-39756	124	22	caretaker	caretaker	NOUN
do-39756	124	23	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	124	24	a	a	DET
do-39756	124	25	whole	whole	ADJ
do-39756	124	26	team	team	NOUN
do-39756	124	27	managed	manage	VERB
do-39756	124	28	at	at	ADP
do-39756	124	29	the	the	DET
do-39756	124	30	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	124	31	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	124	32	do	do	VERB
do-39756	124	33	it	it	PRON
do-39756	124	34	on	on	ADP
do-39756	124	35	our	our	PRON
do-39756	124	36	own	own	ADJ
do-39756	124	37	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	125	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	125	2	had	have	VERB
do-39756	125	3	weekly	weekly	ADJ
do-39756	125	4	well	well	ADJ
do-39756	125	5	visits	visit	NOUN
do-39756	125	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	125	7	weight	weight	NOUN
do-39756	125	8	checks	check	NOUN
do-39756	125	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	125	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	125	11	follow	follow	VERB
do-39756	125	12	up	up	ADP
do-39756	125	13	with	with	ADP
do-39756	125	14	various	various	ADJ
do-39756	125	15	specialists	specialist	NOUN
do-39756	125	16	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	125	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	125	18	evaluations	evaluation	NOUN
do-39756	125	19	with	with	ADP
do-39756	125	20	early	early	ADJ
do-39756	125	21	intervention	intervention	NOUN
do-39756	125	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	126	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	126	2	think	think	VERB
do-39756	126	3	we	we	PRON
do-39756	126	4	had	have	VERB
do-39756	126	5	15	15	NUM
do-39756	126	6	different	different	ADJ
do-39756	126	7	appointments	appointment	NOUN
do-39756	126	8	in	in	ADP
do-39756	126	9	the	the	DET
do-39756	126	10	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	126	11	four	four	NUM
do-39756	126	12	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	126	13	we	we	PRON
do-39756	126	14	were	be	AUX
do-39756	126	15	back	back	ADV
do-39756	126	16	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	127	1	meanwhile	meanwhile	ADV
do-39756	127	2	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	127	3	we	we	PRON
do-39756	127	4	were	be	AUX
do-39756	127	5	averaging	average	VERB
do-39756	127	6	probably	probably	ADV
do-39756	127	7	two	two	NUM
do-39756	127	8	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	127	9	of	of	ADP
do-39756	127	10	sleep	sleep	NOUN
do-39756	127	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	127	12	night	night	NOUN
do-39756	127	13	total	total	NOUN
do-39756	127	14	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	128	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	128	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	128	3	really	really	ADV
do-39756	128	4	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	128	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	128	6	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	128	7	we	we	PRON
do-39756	128	8	also	also	ADV
do-39756	128	9	chose	choose	VERB
do-39756	128	10	to	to	PART
do-39756	128	11	see	see	VERB
do-39756	128	12	the	the	DET
do-39756	128	13	joy	joy	NOUN
do-39756	128	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	128	15	appreciate	appreciate	VERB
do-39756	128	16	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	128	17	not	not	PART
do-39756	128	18	everyone	everyone	PRON
do-39756	128	19	gets	get	VERB
do-39756	128	20	to	to	PART
do-39756	128	21	bring	bring	VERB
do-39756	128	22	home	home	ADV
do-39756	128	23	their	their	PRON
do-39756	128	24	kiddos	kiddo	NOUN
do-39756	128	25	from	from	ADP
do-39756	128	26	the	the	DET
do-39756	128	27	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	128	28	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	128	29	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	128	30	we	we	PRON
do-39756	128	31	did	do	VERB
do-39756	128	32	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	128	33	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	128	34	we	we	PRON
do-39756	128	35	are	be	AUX
do-39756	128	36	eternally	eternally	ADV
do-39756	128	37	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	128	38	for	for	ADP
do-39756	128	39	that	that	PRON
do-39756	128	40	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	129	1	my	my	PRON
do-39756	129	2	husband	husband	NOUN
do-39756	129	3	is	be	AUX
do-39756	129	4	quick	quick	ADJ
do-39756	129	5	to	to	PART
do-39756	129	6	start	start	VERB
do-39756	129	7	sleep	sleep	NOUN
do-39756	129	8	talking	talk	VERB
do-39756	129	9	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	129	10	do	do	VERB
do-39756	129	11	nonsensical	nonsensical	ADJ
do-39756	129	12	things	thing	NOUN
do-39756	129	13	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	129	14	he	he	PRON
do-39756	129	15	is	be	AUX
do-39756	129	16	in	in	ADP
do-39756	129	17	that	that	PRON
do-39756	129	18	in	in	ADP
do-39756	129	19	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	129	20	between	between	ADP
do-39756	129	21	sleep	sleep	NOUN
do-39756	129	22	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	129	23	awake	awake	ADJ
do-39756	129	24	state	state	NOUN
do-39756	129	25	or	or	CCONJ
do-39756	129	26	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	129	27	he	he	PRON
do-39756	129	28	is	be	AUX
do-39756	129	29	woken	wake	VERB
do-39756	129	30	up	up	ADP
do-39756	129	31	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	130	1	we	we	PRON
do-39756	130	2	have	have	VERB
do-39756	130	3	some	some	DET
do-39756	130	4	funny	funny	ADJ
do-39756	130	5	stories	story	NOUN
do-39756	130	6	from	from	ADP
do-39756	130	7	our	our	PRON
do-39756	130	8	2	2	NUM
do-39756	130	9	am	am	NOUN
do-39756	130	10	baby	baby	NOUN
do-39756	130	11	adventures	adventure	VERB
do-39756	130	12	–	–	PUNCT
do-39756	130	13	one	one	NUM
do-39756	130	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	130	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	130	16	funniest	funniest	ADJ
do-39756	130	17	times	time	NOUN
do-39756	130	18	were	be	AUX
do-39756	130	19	when	when	SCONJ
do-39756	130	20	he	he	PRON
do-39756	130	21	would	would	AUX
do-39756	130	22	scoop	scoop	VERB
do-39756	130	23	up	up	ADP
do-39756	130	24	an	an	DET
do-39756	130	25	oxygen	oxygen	NOUN
do-39756	130	26	tank	tank	NOUN
do-39756	130	27	off	off	ADP
do-39756	130	28	the	the	DET
do-39756	130	29	bed	bed	NOUN
do-39756	130	30	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	130	31	instead	instead	ADV
do-39756	130	32	of	of	ADP
do-39756	130	33	the	the	DET
do-39756	130	34	baby	baby	NOUN
do-39756	130	35	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	130	36	start	start	VERB
do-39756	130	37	patting	pat	VERB
do-39756	130	38	it	it	PRON
do-39756	130	39	over	over	ADP
do-39756	130	40	his	his	PRON
do-39756	130	41	shoulder	shoulder	NOUN
do-39756	130	42	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	130	43	bouncing	bounce	VERB
do-39756	130	44	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	131	1	over	over	ADP
do-39756	131	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	131	3	past	past	ADJ
do-39756	131	4	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	131	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	131	6	years	year	NOUN
do-39756	131	7	since	since	SCONJ
do-39756	131	8	being	be	AUX
do-39756	131	9	home	home	ADV
do-39756	131	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	131	11	we	we	PRON
do-39756	131	12	have	have	AUX
do-39756	131	13	had	have	VERB
do-39756	131	14	the	the	DET
do-39756	131	15	pleasure	pleasure	NOUN
do-39756	131	16	of	of	ADP
do-39756	131	17	watching	watch	VERB
do-39756	131	18	these	these	DET
do-39756	131	19	amazing	amazing	ADJ
do-39756	131	20	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	131	21	grow	grow	VERB
do-39756	131	22	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	131	23	develop	develop	VERB
do-39756	131	24	into	into	ADP
do-39756	131	25	the	the	DET
do-39756	131	26	hilarious	hilarious	ADJ
do-39756	131	27	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	131	28	sweet	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	131	29	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	131	30	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	131	31	they	they	PRON
do-39756	131	32	are	be	AUX
do-39756	131	33	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	132	1	they	they	PRON
do-39756	132	2	are	be	AUX
do-39756	132	3	feisty	feisty	ADJ
do-39756	132	4	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	132	5	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	132	6	opinionated	opinionated	ADJ
do-39756	132	7	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	132	8	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	132	9	loud	loud	ADV
do-39756	132	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	132	11	they	they	PRON
do-39756	132	12	are	be	AUX
do-39756	132	13	the	the	DET
do-39756	132	14	sweetest	sweet	ADJ
do-39756	132	15	one	one	NUM
do-39756	132	16	minute	minute	NOUN
do-39756	132	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	132	18	tantruming	tantrume	VERB
do-39756	132	19	the	the	DET
do-39756	132	20	next	next	ADJ
do-39756	132	21	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	132	22	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	132	23	i	i	PRON
do-39756	132	24	’m	’m	VERB
do-39756	132	25	here	here	ADV
do-39756	132	26	for	for	ADP
do-39756	132	27	all	all	PRON
do-39756	132	28	of	of	ADP
do-39756	132	29	it	it	PRON
do-39756	132	30	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	133	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	133	2	’s	’	VERB
do-39756	133	3	definitely	definitely	ADV
do-39756	133	4	not	not	PART
do-39756	133	5	easy	easy	ADJ
do-39756	133	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	133	7	being	be	AUX
do-39756	133	8	overwhelmed	overwhelmed	ADJ
do-39756	133	9	is	be	AUX
do-39756	133	10	just	just	ADV
do-39756	133	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	133	12	regular	regular	ADJ
do-39756	133	13	part	part	NOUN
do-39756	133	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	133	15	my	my	PRON
do-39756	133	16	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	133	17	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	133	18	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	133	19	a	a	DET
do-39756	133	20	day	day	NOUN
do-39756	133	21	does	do	AUX
do-39756	133	22	not	not	PART
do-39756	133	23	go	go	VERB
do-39756	133	24	by	by	ADP
do-39756	133	25	that	that	PRON
do-39756	133	26	i	i	PRON
do-39756	133	27	do	do	AUX
do-39756	133	28	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	133	29	appreciate	appreciate	VERB
do-39756	133	30	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	133	31	admire	admire	VERB
do-39756	133	32	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	133	33	far	far	ADV
do-39756	133	34	they	they	PRON
do-39756	133	35	have	have	AUX
do-39756	133	36	come	come	VERB
do-39756	133	37	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	134	1	as	as	SCONJ
do-39756	134	2	if	if	SCONJ
do-39756	134	3	our	our	PRON
do-39756	134	4	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	134	5	was	be	AUX
do-39756	134	6	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	134	7	busy	busy	ADJ
do-39756	134	8	enough	enough	ADV
do-39756	134	9	we	we	PRON
do-39756	134	10	were	be	AUX
do-39756	134	11	blessed	bless	VERB
do-39756	134	12	(	(	PUNCT
do-39756	134	13	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	134	14	surprised	surprised	ADJ
do-39756	134	15	)	)	PUNCT
do-39756	134	16	to	to	PART
do-39756	134	17	find	find	VERB
do-39756	134	18	out	out	ADP
do-39756	134	19	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	134	20	we	we	PRON
do-39756	134	21	would	would	AUX
do-39756	134	22	be	be	AUX
do-39756	134	23	expecting	expect	VERB
do-39756	134	24	another	another	DET
do-39756	134	25	boy	boy	NOUN
do-39756	134	26	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	134	27	he	he	PRON
do-39756	134	28	arrived	arrive	VERB
do-39756	134	29	just	just	ADV
do-39756	134	30	17	17	NUM
do-39756	134	31	very	very	ADV
do-39756	134	32	short	short	ADJ
do-39756	134	33	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	134	34	after	after	SCONJ
do-39756	134	35	the	the	DET
do-39756	134	36	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	134	37	were	be	AUX
do-39756	134	38	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	134	39	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	135	1	that	that	DET
do-39756	135	2	pregnancy	pregnancy	NOUN
do-39756	135	3	could	could	AUX
do-39756	135	4	not	not	PART
do-39756	135	5	have	have	AUX
do-39756	135	6	been	be	AUX
do-39756	135	7	more	more	ADV
do-39756	135	8	uneventful	uneventful	ADJ
do-39756	135	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	135	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	135	11	owen	owen	PROPN
do-39756	135	12	stayed	stay	VERB
do-39756	135	13	put	put	VERB
do-39756	135	14	until	until	ADP
do-39756	135	15	my	my	PRON
do-39756	135	16	scheduled	scheduled	ADJ
do-39756	135	17	c	c	NOUN
do-39756	135	18	-	-	PUNCT
do-39756	135	19	section	section	NOUN
do-39756	135	20	at	at	ADP
do-39756	135	21	39	39	NUM
do-39756	135	22	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	135	23	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	136	1	he	he	PRON
do-39756	136	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	136	3	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	136	4	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	136	5	less	less	ADJ
do-39756	136	6	than	than	ADP
do-39756	136	7	48	48	NUM
do-39756	136	8	hours	hour	NOUN
do-39756	136	9	later	later	ADV
do-39756	136	10	we	we	PRON
do-39756	136	11	were	be	AUX
do-39756	136	12	walking	walk	VERB
do-39756	136	13	out	out	ADP
do-39756	136	14	of	of	ADP
do-39756	136	15	the	the	DET
do-39756	136	16	hospital	hospital	NOUN
do-39756	136	17	doors	door	NOUN
do-39756	136	18	with	with	ADP
do-39756	136	19	him	he	PRON
do-39756	136	20	to	to	PART
do-39756	136	21	go	go	VERB
do-39756	136	22	home	home	ADV
do-39756	136	23	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	137	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	137	2	was	be	AUX
do-39756	137	3	a	a	DET
do-39756	137	4	very	very	ADV
do-39756	137	5	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	137	6	very	very	ADV
do-39756	137	7	different	different	ADJ
do-39756	137	8	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	137	9	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	138	1	although	although	SCONJ
do-39756	138	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	138	3	am	be	AUX
do-39756	138	4	so	so	ADV
do-39756	138	5	thankful	thankful	ADJ
do-39756	138	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	138	7	have	have	VERB
do-39756	138	8	my	my	PRON
do-39756	138	9	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	138	10	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	138	11	so	so	ADV
do-39756	138	12	thankful	thankful	ADJ
do-39756	138	13	to	to	PART
do-39756	138	14	have	have	AUX
do-39756	138	15	been	be	AUX
do-39756	138	16	blessed	bless	VERB
do-39756	138	17	with	with	ADP
do-39756	138	18	a	a	DET
do-39756	138	19	second	second	ADJ
do-39756	138	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	138	21	uneventful	uneventful	ADJ
do-39756	138	22	pregnancy	pregnancy	NOUN
do-39756	138	23	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	138	24	the	the	DET
do-39756	138	25	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	138	26	year	year	NOUN
do-39756	138	27	with	with	ADP
do-39756	138	28	all	all	DET
do-39756	138	29	three	three	NUM
do-39756	138	30	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	138	31	was	be	AUX
do-39756	138	32	a	a	DET
do-39756	138	33	really	really	ADV
do-39756	138	34	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	138	35	year	year	NOUN
do-39756	138	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	139	1	for	for	ADP
do-39756	139	2	the	the	DET
do-39756	139	3	first	first	ADJ
do-39756	139	4	few	few	ADJ
do-39756	139	5	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	139	6	after	after	SCONJ
do-39756	139	7	owen	owen	PROPN
do-39756	139	8	was	be	AUX
do-39756	139	9	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	139	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	139	11	i	i	PRON
do-39756	139	12	was	be	AUX
do-39756	139	13	both	both	PRON
do-39756	139	14	overwhelmed	overwhelmed	ADJ
do-39756	139	15	with	with	ADP
do-39756	139	16	joy	joy	NOUN
do-39756	139	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	139	18	gratitude	gratitude	NOUN
do-39756	139	19	for	for	ADP
do-39756	139	20	how	how	SCONJ
do-39756	139	21	infinitely	infinitely	ADV
do-39756	139	22	better	well	ADJ
do-39756	139	23	our	our	PRON
do-39756	139	24	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	139	25	with	with	ADP
do-39756	139	26	owen	owen	PROPN
do-39756	139	27	was	be	AUX
do-39756	139	28	compared	compare	VERB
do-39756	139	29	to	to	ADP
do-39756	139	30	being	be	AUX
do-39756	139	31	in	in	ADP
do-39756	139	32	the	the	DET
do-39756	139	33	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	139	34	with	with	ADP
do-39756	139	35	the	the	DET
do-39756	139	36	boys	boy	NOUN
do-39756	139	37	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	139	38	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	139	39	also	also	ADV
do-39756	139	40	devastated	devastate	VERB
do-39756	139	41	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	139	42	i	i	PRON
do-39756	139	43	did	do	AUX
do-39756	139	44	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	139	45	really	really	ADV
do-39756	139	46	know	know	VERB
do-39756	139	47	what	what	PRON
do-39756	139	48	i	i	PRON
do-39756	139	49	had	have	AUX
do-39756	139	50	missed	miss	VERB
do-39756	139	51	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	139	52	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	139	53	i	i	PRON
do-39756	139	54	realized	realize	VERB
do-39756	139	55	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	139	56	i	i	PRON
do-39756	139	57	had	have	AUX
do-39756	139	58	missed	miss	VERB
do-39756	139	59	some	some	PRON
do-39756	139	60	of	of	ADP
do-39756	139	61	the	the	DET
do-39756	139	62	sweetest	sweetest	NOUN
do-39756	139	63	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	139	64	most	most	ADV
do-39756	139	65	amazing	amazing	ADJ
do-39756	139	66	moments	moment	NOUN
do-39756	139	67	with	with	ADP
do-39756	139	68	the	the	DET
do-39756	139	69	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	139	70	because	because	SCONJ
do-39756	139	71	they	they	PRON
do-39756	139	72	were	be	AUX
do-39756	139	73	born	bear	VERB
do-39756	139	74	prematurely	prematurely	ADV
do-39756	139	75	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	140	1	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	140	2	i	i	PRON
do-39756	140	3	would	would	AUX
do-39756	140	4	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	140	5	choose	choose	VERB
do-39756	140	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	140	7	go	go	VERB
do-39756	140	8	through	through	ADP
do-39756	140	9	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	140	10	again	again	ADV
do-39756	140	11	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	140	12	would	would	AUX
do-39756	140	13	n’t	not	PART
do-39756	140	14	wish	wish	VERB
do-39756	140	15	that	that	DET
do-39756	140	16	experience	experience	NOUN
do-39756	140	17	on	on	ADP
do-39756	140	18	anyone	anyone	PRON
do-39756	140	19	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	140	20	i	i	PRON
do-39756	140	21	am	be	AUX
do-39756	140	22	also	also	ADV
do-39756	140	23	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	140	24	for	for	ADP
do-39756	140	25	what	what	PRON
do-39756	140	26	we	we	PRON
do-39756	140	27	have	have	AUX
do-39756	140	28	learned	learn	VERB
do-39756	140	29	about	about	ADP
do-39756	140	30	our	our	PRON
do-39756	140	31	children	child	NOUN
do-39756	140	32	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	140	33	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	140	34	in	in	ADP
do-39756	140	35	general	general	ADJ
do-39756	140	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	141	1	i	i	PRON
do-39756	141	2	am	be	AUX
do-39756	141	3	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	141	4	for	for	ADP
do-39756	141	5	the	the	DET
do-39756	141	6	strength	strength	NOUN
do-39756	141	7	dylan	dylan	PROPN
do-39756	141	8	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	141	9	i	i	PRON
do-39756	141	10	have	have	AUX
do-39756	141	11	gained	gain	VERB
do-39756	141	12	as	as	ADP
do-39756	141	13	individuals	individual	NOUN
do-39756	141	14	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	141	15	as	as	ADP
do-39756	141	16	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	141	17	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	141	18	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	141	19	in	in	ADP
do-39756	141	20	our	our	PRON
do-39756	141	21	marriage	marriage	NOUN
do-39756	141	22	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	141	23	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	141	24	i	i	PRON
do-39756	141	25	am	be	AUX
do-39756	141	26	also	also	ADV
do-39756	141	27	grateful	grateful	ADJ
do-39756	141	28	for	for	ADP
do-39756	141	29	the	the	DET
do-39756	141	30	way	way	NOUN
do-39756	141	31	my	my	PRON
do-39756	141	32	life	life	NOUN
do-39756	141	33	trajectory	trajectory	NOUN
do-39756	141	34	has	have	AUX
do-39756	141	35	changed	change	VERB
do-39756	141	36	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	141	37	for	for	ADP
do-39756	141	38	my	my	PRON
do-39756	141	39	growing	grow	VERB
do-39756	141	40	passion	passion	NOUN
do-39756	141	41	to	to	PART
do-39756	141	42	help	help	VERB
do-39756	141	43	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	141	44	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	141	45	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	141	46	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	142	1	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	142	2	in	in	ADP
do-39756	142	3	the	the	DET
do-39756	142	4	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	142	5	are	be	AUX
do-39756	142	6	experiencing	experience	VERB
do-39756	142	7	a	a	DET
do-39756	142	8	weight	weight	NOUN
do-39756	142	9	of	of	ADP
do-39756	142	10	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	142	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	142	12	fear	fear	NOUN
do-39756	142	13	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	142	14	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	142	15	grief	grief	NOUN
do-39756	142	16	that	that	PRON
do-39756	142	17	is	be	AUX
do-39756	142	18	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	142	19	to	to	PART
do-39756	142	20	even	even	ADV
do-39756	142	21	fathom	fathom	VERB
do-39756	142	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	143	1	it	it	PRON
do-39756	143	2	is	be	AUX
do-39756	143	3	lonely	lonely	ADJ
do-39756	143	4	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	143	5	heartbreaking	heartbreake	VERB
do-39756	143	6	even	even	ADV
do-39756	143	7	on	on	ADP
do-39756	143	8	the	the	DET
do-39756	143	9	good	good	ADJ
do-39756	143	10	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	143	11	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	144	1	while	while	SCONJ
do-39756	144	2	we	we	PRON
do-39756	144	3	may	may	AUX
do-39756	144	4	never	never	ADV
do-39756	144	5	be	be	AUX
do-39756	144	6	able	able	ADJ
do-39756	144	7	to	to	PART
do-39756	144	8	take	take	VERB
do-39756	144	9	away	away	ADV
do-39756	144	10	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	144	11	pain	pain	NOUN
do-39756	144	12	completely	completely	ADV
do-39756	144	13	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	144	14	i	i	PRON
do-39756	144	15	wholeheartedly	wholeheartedly	ADV
do-39756	144	16	believe	believe	VERB
do-39756	144	17	that	that	SCONJ
do-39756	144	18	supporting	support	VERB
do-39756	144	19	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	144	20	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	144	21	connecting	connect	VERB
do-39756	144	22	them	they	PRON
do-39756	144	23	with	with	ADP
do-39756	144	24	other	other	ADJ
do-39756	144	25	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	144	26	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	144	27	both	both	CCONJ
do-39756	144	28	during	during	ADP
do-39756	144	29	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	144	30	after	after	SCONJ
do-39756	144	31	their	their	PRON
do-39756	144	32	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	144	33	stay	stay	VERB
do-39756	144	34	will	will	AUX
do-39756	144	35	not	not	PART
do-39756	144	36	only	only	ADV
do-39756	144	37	lighten	lighten	VERB
do-39756	144	38	the	the	DET
do-39756	144	39	burden	burden	NOUN
do-39756	144	40	of	of	ADP
do-39756	144	41	the	the	DET
do-39756	144	42	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	144	43	but	but	CCONJ
do-39756	144	44	also	also	ADV
do-39756	144	45	have	have	VERB
do-39756	144	46	lasting	lasting	ADJ
do-39756	144	47	impacts	impact	NOUN
do-39756	144	48	on	on	ADP
do-39756	144	49	the	the	DET
do-39756	144	50	family	family	NOUN
do-39756	144	51	in	in	ADP
do-39756	144	52	the	the	DET
do-39756	144	53	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	144	54	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	144	55	months	month	NOUN
do-39756	144	56	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	144	57	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	144	58	years	year	NOUN
do-39756	144	59	to	to	PART
do-39756	144	60	come	come	VERB
do-39756	144	61	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	145	1	emily	emily	PROPN
do-39756	145	2	fawaz	fawaz	PROPN
do-39756	145	3	lives	live	VERB
do-39756	145	4	in	in	ADP
do-39756	145	5	fort	fort	PROPN
do-39756	145	6	collins	collins	PROPN
do-39756	145	7	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	145	8	colorado	colorado	NOUN
do-39756	145	9	with	with	ADP
do-39756	145	10	her	her	PRON
do-39756	145	11	husband	husband	NOUN
do-39756	145	12	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	145	13	three	three	NUM
do-39756	145	14	children	child	NOUN
do-39756	145	15	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	146	1	during	during	ADP
do-39756	146	2	her	her	PRON
do-39756	146	3	twins	twin	NOUN
do-39756	146	4	16	16	NUM
do-39756	146	5	weeks	week	NOUN
do-39756	146	6	in	in	ADP
do-39756	146	7	the	the	DET
do-39756	146	8	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	146	9	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	146	10	emily	emily	PROPN
do-39756	146	11	developed	develop	VERB
do-39756	146	12	a	a	DET
do-39756	146	13	strong	strong	ADJ
do-39756	146	14	passion	passion	NOUN
do-39756	146	15	to	to	PART
do-39756	146	16	support	support	VERB
do-39756	146	17	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	146	18	advocate	advocate	VERB
do-39756	146	19	for	for	ADP
do-39756	146	20	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	146	21	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	146	22	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	147	1	she	she	PRON
do-39756	147	2	participates	participate	VERB
do-39756	147	3	in	in	ADP
do-39756	147	4	various	various	ADJ
do-39756	147	5	programs	program	NOUN
do-39756	147	6	to	to	PART
do-39756	147	7	support	support	VERB
do-39756	147	8	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	147	9	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	147	10	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	147	11	including	include	VERB
do-39756	147	12	providing	provide	VERB
do-39756	147	13	lived	lived	ADJ
do-39756	147	14	expertise	expertise	NOUN
do-39756	147	15	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	147	16	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	147	17	guidance	guidance	NOUN
do-39756	147	18	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	147	19	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	147	20	serves	serve	VERB
do-39756	147	21	as	as	ADP
do-39756	147	22	a	a	DET
do-39756	147	23	parent	parent	NOUN
do-39756	147	24	leader	leader	NOUN
do-39756	147	25	in	in	ADP
do-39756	147	26	several	several	ADJ
do-39756	147	27	capacities	capacity	NOUN
do-39756	147	28	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	148	1	emily	emily	PROPN
do-39756	148	2	is	be	AUX
do-39756	148	3	an	an	DET
do-39756	148	4	occupational	occupational	ADJ
do-39756	148	5	therapist	therapist	NOUN
do-39756	148	6	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	148	7	supports	support	VERB
do-39756	148	8	nicu	nicu	NOUN
do-39756	148	9	families	family	NOUN
do-39756	148	10	in	in	ADP
do-39756	148	11	a	a	DET
do-39756	148	12	professional	professional	ADJ
do-39756	148	13	manner	manner	NOUN
do-39756	148	14	as	as	ADP
do-39756	148	15	an	an	DET
do-39756	148	16	ot	ot	NOUN
do-39756	148	17	in	in	ADP
do-39756	148	18	early	early	ADJ
do-39756	148	19	intervention	intervention	NOUN
do-39756	148	20	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	149	1	“	"	PUNCT
do-39756	149	2	our	our	PRON
do-39756	149	3	primary	primary	ADJ
do-39756	149	4	nurses	nurse	NOUN
do-39756	149	5	were	be	AUX
do-39756	149	6	the	the	DET
do-39756	149	7	shoulders	shoulder	NOUN
do-39756	149	8	we	we	PRON
do-39756	149	9	cried	cry	VERB
do-39756	149	10	on	on	ADP
do-39756	149	11	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	149	12	the	the	DET
do-39756	149	13	ones	one	NOUN
do-39756	149	14	who	who	PRON
do-39756	149	15	could	could	AUX
do-39756	149	16	make	make	VERB
do-39756	149	17	us	we	PRON
do-39756	149	18	laugh	laugh	VERB
do-39756	149	19	even	even	ADV
do-39756	149	20	on	on	ADP
do-39756	149	21	the	the	DET
do-39756	149	22	really	really	ADV
do-39756	149	23	hard	hard	ADJ
do-39756	149	24	days	day	NOUN
do-39756	149	25	,	,	PUNCT
do-39756	149	26	and	and	CCONJ
do-39756	149	27	the	the	DET
do-39756	149	28	ones	one	NOUN
do-39756	149	29	who	who	PRON
do-39756	149	30	could	could	AUX
do-39756	149	31	make	make	VERB
do-39756	149	32	us	we	PRON
do-39756	149	33	feel	feel	VERB
do-39756	149	34	like	like	ADP
do-39756	149	35	parents	parent	NOUN
do-39756	149	36	.	.	PUNCT
do-39756	149	37	”	"	PUNCT