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genesis-27027	Ventura, Tara	january poem	2023	1	.pdf	application/pdf	237	3	25	january poem Tara Ventura - 78 - in my dreams i rip my heart out myself and offer it to you–still salvageable and everything– i am the sacrifice i never get used to it seeing it lie there screaming in front of you i put it all on the table and watched you walk in reality i do it alone they say it’s a two person job but that’s never stopped me before forget the rope or any of the toys for that matter. i always was an eleven pm decision. not fucked up enough to forget me but not quite sober enough to want me the next morning either rub those circles in my back, connect every sun kissed freckle and mole i don’t want to hide them they’re proof i’ve lived without you i could be the perfect confidant unable to tell another soul	cache/genesis-27027.pdf	txt/genesis-27027.txt