genesisSpring2016.pdf 6 genesis spring 2016 Recuerdos means memories in Spanish, and in this context refers to the items placed on the altar of loved ones who have passed for Dia de Los Muertos, the Day of the Dead. Well, not really, store bought from the overpriced supermarket on 86th street. I never knew they were called Concords. I called them Wela’s grapes, but they still burst with the same sour splits the velvety purple peel. I hated all other grapes that didn’t taste like Wela’s tart little spheres. A dinted tin of Royal Dansk butter cookies, no galletas inside of course. with buttons, needles, and thimbles- both rubber and metal and spools of every colored-thread. for every nativity play and Dia de Guadalupe. Recuerdos Carolina Castoreno genesis spring 2016 7 A cup of cream and sugar with a splash Another café black and bitter both spiced with sprigs of cinnamon. I used to take it sweet like hers the leche coating my chocolate concha Now I drink it dark and strong like his. Long ago swallowing my hope and tolerance for humanity. Roasted cynicism, stoic brew. A red bandana with black and white paisleys, twisted tear drops infusing the room with the aroma of baby oil and Vicks vapor rub, the miracle drug, partnered with manzanilla tea and eggs for ojo, a couple sana sana’s and you could cure cancer. Welo kept it tucked in the pocket of his khakis or cholo, even at 76, even when the diabetes took his legs, siempre cabrón! 8 genesis spring 2016 All the recuerdos de mis abuelos nestled on the lap of a Mexican blanket. Not a big San Marcos Colcha, a little woolen rainbow-colored serape we used to drape over Welo’s chair, the kind gringos call “throws.” A fat cobalt blue candle that smells like the beach replacing veladoras de los santos. Sorry Wela, the Virgencita doesn’t visit my house much these days. I burn the sage and wonder, why can’t all grapes taste like Wela’s? Carolina Castoreno - Recuerdos