- 24 - Nomenclature Hannah Bryson-Price Names society gave my body: fat repulsive undesirable disgusting cow project fetish big My body is big. Its gelatin hills on my back jiggle comfortably in my hoodie as my feet fly on the treadmill. My body is big and it likes to run. Despite my cuddlebear plushness, don’t be surprised when I roll my eyes if they say, “You’re pretty for a big girl.” “You’re strong for a big girl.” “You’re smart for a big girl.” “You’re sexy for a big girl.” As if no one expected my bounding bigness to shake their foundations. My body is big but it’s not all of me. They saw my body has fat so they called me fat with daggers in their spit. They saw craters in my thighs and named me careless. They claimed love - 25 - for my body and called it a trend asking for my thanks. They saw my stomach drooping down and named me heifer. They heard me walking and swore they heard a stampede. Funny how ears mistake my footsteps for the earth trembling beneath me; for thunder shattering the sky after lightning electrocutes the ground I stand on returning flashes of light to storm clouds leaving remnants of energy in my skin called stretch marks. Yes, my body is big. It’s necessary to hold the force of nature cemented in the woman I am. The names I gave my body: big powerful beautiful worthy strong relentless enough