My Partner Shaves My Head in the Bathtub Sage Justice and the porcelain soothes my restive fingers; wandering flurries of hair drift around me like dove feathers. He steadies himself on me, hand on my shoulder, blows hair from the clipper blade. Four glinting window tiles, blooming glass flowers, are embedded in the wall behind the shower. The evening rays peer through them, kiss our naked heads as I lower myself under the running water. A warm stream rinses the locks to the drain stop and I am blessed, bare and bald as I was after C-section. Removed, I was, not born. Extracted from the cavity of my mother as I now uproot myself from her, clip the umbilical cord growing from my head and baptize my new name in the saliva of my lover’s mouth. Church pews line my bathroom walls, empty but for my partner, and I rise, dripping, holy and whole as a babe bathed in afternoon sunlight. - 80 -