62 I should have slept, would have but had to fight the darkness, had to build a fire and bathe a man in flames. I will not shoot myself in the head, hang myself with a trash bag. Black since birth, burnt by birth. Yes, I may be at risk, but I promise you, I trust the maggots who live beneath the floorboards of my house to do what they must. Charred, his flesh is bark. No sign of roots. I can’t leave him. This is limbo, life after death coming in hungry. Saloni Dixon The Lynching