98 I lie in a field of ivy, weary, thoughts drifting with the circling crows. Things are easier this way. Not like the shovel removing the snake’s head, or my broken wrists in autumn. More metal in the ear could fix me, or perhaps a river of ink. Most efforts are in vain. Screws jammed through my bones or thread pulling flesh like a refurbished doll could not stop my corrosion. Do we glue the dead leaves to the winter tree and pretend they never died? Raeya Wilhelm Refurbished Doll